Sock

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    In a place where the leaves have fallen
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    The net-name's Sock Cottonwell.

    I have some nice folk in my head who I like talking to.

    I'm digging deep in to my heart, hoping to understand more about myself, and the life I lead.

    Peace.

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  1. Requesting permanent ban. No worries, it's nothing to do with you guys, but I have to make some life changes, and cutting ties here is part of it. Peace to you all.
  2. I got lucky, it seems. I was having some issues with depersonalization for a while, and got prescribed Abilify and Xanax. It had little to no effect on my thought folk, while helping to decrease my symptoms. Weird when skimming through this account.
  3. Depersonalized [video=youtube] Depersonalization, that's apparently what I've been suffering from for all this time. Greets again folks. I only just started coming back by, and felt the need to give an update to the few people who were keeping up with this. After all, my log is kind of messy, and there was a ton of confusing events I went through over the past few years. I'm recovering though, and by that I mean I' actually taking medication and seeing a specialist for my particular set of issues. It was high time I did that: One bad habit I had was hiding things and trying to deal with issues all on my own. It's become apparent to me that I can no longer do this. So yeah, at this point I'm seeing a psych about a myriad of issues, from depression to the aforementioned depersonalization, as well as taking medication for the latter issue. Fortunately, I've found that the medicine I was prescribed has no noticeable affect on my thought folk, and in fact it has allowed me to start doing regular active sessions now. This is nothing but a good thing in my books, and I may get back to my habit of writing about them here, as well. After all, my stuff in the sketchbook thread needs context for why they're the way they are. I just wanted to write up a quick update for now. I know I disappeared suddenly a long time ago, and the board has changed a lot since then. I don't think any of my old buddies are still around, but if they are, I may as well leave this here for them, as a way of saying: I'm getting a bit better, thanks for the support and care. Peace.
  4. It was about time I did another Wall like this. It's Midori this time around. Also more Yoko.
  5. http://pocketmirror-project.tumblr.com/ Pocket Mirror...honestly just posting this in the thread is a huge spoiler for the game, but I feel it is worthwhile to go through.
  6. "I call him Papa, cuz that's what he is to me." ~ Yoko She started calling me that before I actually accepted being called that. It took some time and adjustment.
  7. Now that's a sizeable guide. Intimidating, even. I'll have to read this in chunks and post later on. Just had to comment on the size of the thing, though.
  8. https://s19.postimg.org/edhnpi86b/UTomo_Beast.png[/img] Revisiting another older sketch from the thread. This one is of Tomo and a big gentle monster. Cliche, I know, but still charming.
  9. When it comes to my decreased posting, frankly, I was waiting for things to cool down, both on the board and in myself. Some issues with the forum months back made it nearly unbrowsable for me, and left me with a bitter taste in my mouth each time I tried to come back. I was annoyed just being here, so I decided to leave for a while and come back only when I felt comfortable enough with the board's atmosphere to really put in my word about the phenomenon. That, and frankly, I've been sick and had to take care of that before I could really do anything of worth community-wise, or even tulpa-wise. That's something I'll save for my progress report, though. I've start posting more art here, which is my attempt to break the ice for myself. Besides, no one else is so I figured I should, heh.
  10. Looks like the broken links were only a temporary thing. Liira's back to being her lovely self again~. To be serious, I haven't given too much thought to imgur, if felt a bit too heavy and bloated, and wanted something light and simple. Maybe I'm misguided in there, though. Postimg.org seems pretty reliable, but I also thought the same thing about dumpyourphoto.com Also, I just realized that this thread is little over a year old now. Groovy~!
  11. [align=center] I took one of my older sketches and played around with it. This was the result. It's been a long time since I did artwork of Moetron anyway.[/align]
  12. [align=center] Wanted to draw Liira so I did.[/align]
  13. There was a time when I was of a similar mind to this. Where I got the idea in my head that because my tup responded to my sexual addictions with desire to participate, that she was some mind of evil being. But I thankfully soon learned just how daft such an idea is. Tulpa are made from you. They are designed, built up, and made out of the intangible stuff that makes you you. As such, they can and will inherit habits, vices, addiction, etc that you have. This doesn't happen 100% of the time, but it does happen often enough. I've seen tups who have aggressive hosts become aggressive. I've seen tups with chronically depressed hosts become depressed themselves. I've seen tups who have sex addicted hosts become sex addicted themselves. Do you see where I am going? A tulpa on some level will be a reflection and extention of their creator. Any personality flaws, quirks, or habits that the tulpa has will be in some level present in the host. This is because of multiple reasons, one of the most apparent and obvious being that the tulpa spends all their time with their maker, and usually only has their creator for conversation and companionship. As such, their reference pool is miniscule, and they are more apt to want what the host wants, and adopt the host's feelings. So, if your tulpa accepts and encourages your sex obsession, this does not mean your tup is a demon, ot means that you yourself are sex obsessed. Your tup is simply reflecting this aspect of you in stark detail. To blame them for your folly is both dishonest and harmful; not only to your creation, but to your own self.