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  1. Thanks for long reply! I'm not bullshiting, my story is just complicated. That's why I prefer to remain anonymous, cause I know I'm kinda crazy, and that my real story and ambitions would cause a mixed feelings. You are absolutely right about me living too much in imaginary world, but that's the way I chosen. To unleash my imagination, and see the results. I had my better days and worse. For example, i didn't finished higher education, mainly because I had others things to do, but I've studied online on platforms like edx. Im not stupid, I actually once had a national highscore in math competition in high school, and lesser prizes every other year. As for rapping, I never did a great career, never recorded album, but played several concerts for few hundred people, and recorded literally hundreds of freestyles (mostly unpublished, but some hillarious). < that was like best time in my life, even if i didn't maked money on it. I was working for my father on electronics, later opened my own business as a freelance programmer. My hobby was hacking, but i was white hat, so i maybe i didn't hacked pentagon, only like two gf's to see if their cheating (im not proud of it, but one WAS cheating). But my security systems was real bad-ass at the time. Now i don't give a f about it anymore, because something happened (real spooky stuff). If it comes to science, I never discovered anything new, but basically come to same (independent) conclusions as David Bohm, and best Polish nuclear physicts Gryzinski (i was interested in quantum and nuclear physics). I could elaborate more (ask me anything if you want), but thats not the point. So in some way, my life was a failure, with a lot of drama (i'm not a stable guy with family, and i'm 30, so pretty old), but in other way, it was interesting and fulfilling. Point is, I had like a demo version of various careers and life-paths, and that's exactly what i wanted. Because of my main project. And that is all about project management, or even more, life management. My whole life was about collecting DATA, and I did it. Now i'm just coding. Can't explain it all in details now, but these advisors i want to create, they aren't only going to "serve" me, they are actually gonna be "stars", cause they are to make it into my project. So in some way, they will live forever, as archetypes. For everyone, not just me. So I need names, appearances, personalities and quirks. So don't tell me to learn project management, i've been doing that all my life, and studied theory from the best, i struggled, because of sheer volume of sh*t i was into. It's easy to just learn a job and stick to it for a whole life, repeating same thing over and over. I never said I have anything against the normies, who just want to have family and watch football, we all have a role to play in this universe. But don't mock me because I'm different. I really don't want to brag about anything, i just want you to understand my situation, cause you've asked. So don't call me BSer, I cannot explain my life in one sentence. Im not better, nor worse than you. Different. Equal. It's not that I'm offended, I have thick skin. But I just wanted some help in my creation. You gave me some info, I appreciate it, but it seems I got to ask for help in actual creation of characters elsewhere.
  2. So back to the topic, would anyone help me creating archetypes, or should I go to writers community instead?
  3. tulpa001: Creative writing group might be actually good idea. Thanks! I'm not familiar with book "think and grow rich", but it seems interesting, I might give it a shot in a free time. I like chaos magick, hermeticsm and occult in general, but I'm not an expert. Guiomar: The thing is, i've spent my life according to my philosophy, that is based on synergy. People say that being jack-of-all-trades is being master at nothing. I actually believe in opposite, that real breakthroughs come from merging different fields of expertise, and having many view-points. I struggled whole life with job/money and official education, because I followed what I perceived as a deeper truth, and everything that I saw interesting. I regarded my life as sort of experiment, a search for a new way, that I think is possible in the internet-era. I've been a programmer, hacker, entrepreneur, rapper, mathematician and physicist. I also had interest in medicine, electronics, project management, martial arts, history, and what have you. I also experienced "real life", like love, drugs, friendships, and hard times. Been there, done that. I read a lot, but i'm not just a "theory guy". Thing is, I'm completely fragmented, I have thousand ideas a minute, and need to keep a balance and restrict myself to few most important projects. So i want to create a "council" of stereotypical personalities, to decide on my every move and project. I've tried it for a moment, and it works surprisingly well, but I am yet to create well-defined personas. Counciously, Im stupid, and always end up in troubles, going with the moment, not calculating enough. It's fun and unresponsible at the same time. So I want to access my hidden wisdom which I've collected over the time, asking the right "persona" for advice, in right moments. For example, the third guy would be money-loving Jew, gifted accountant. I don't especially like this guy, and never listen to him, but HE IS usually right, and although boring as hell, he is needed to be in charge of any larger operations involving finance. You see where I'm going with it? And sorry for my english, I'm not a native speaker.
  4. I want to visualize every part of myself, according to system I've created, (resembling a bit kabbalah, but more down-to-earth) I don't know if this would be technically a tulpa, but i thought you guys are good at this stuff and can help me. System is called by me 12 disciplines (fun fact: Illuminati also use 12-domain system, I've learned about it later) It could be used to represent diverse individual "beings", from single cells, to animals, organizations, or even countries. I want to experiment with it, i'm doing that anyway for a long time, and I thought that visualizing advisors may be a good idea. I had that idea even before i heard about tulpas. So I'm asking you guys for help, cause you seem to be good at imagination. So no, i don't want a pony or imaginary girlfriend. So yes, i want to create sort of goal-driven "company", but the point is, every part of me has it's own goals. I want to balance my inner self, by discussion of strategy, and daily what-to-dos, between advisors. You may see it as immoral, wanting to exploit "tulpas", but my cause is noble, and I want to achieve great things for mankind. Or die trying. If my goal would be to make money, i would be rich long time ago.
  5. He's intended to be like an advisor, or sort of that thing. I don't want to share all details of my idea yet, first I need a couple more. If You guys help me, later i will explain You my project, and all the details. Maybe write some reports...
  6. This guy will be programmer. Not hacker, just usual computer-guy writing code. I need ideas for name, appearance, personality, etc - you know, the archetype of computer guy. For example, he can drink a lot of coffee. Do not care much about his looks. What are your ideas? Please help! Later maybe i tell You why I need him, and not only him... but for now its a secret ;)