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    Sounds peaceful
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    There isn't much reason to get in a car here though, unless I need a taxi somewhere fast. I usually walk everywhere because everything is a few minutes away lol. Also I don't have a license
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    I had a good meditation today :) Michelle and I worked more on her form and established there's really not much more need for personality forcing. And I didn't accidentally fall asleep lol
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    Sounds spooky. I decided to read your guide and started doing some meditation today. I kinda disguised it as sleeping lol because I live with roommates. I had an easier time seeing and talking to her because of it, though I accidentally fell asleep a couple times. It was easier than trying to talk to her with all the static. Because sometimes I can't tell if it's me or her talking or just loose thoughts.
  5. Not really, though it can be a creepy thing for some
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    That's interesting, so I guess all I really have to do is be willing to do it. I guess it'll come with a lot of practice, because it might be hard. Idk if it's easy for some people to do but if I'm being honest I'm a kind of stubborn person so it'll be hard to put myself in the right mindset. If that makes sense. Like, I'm willing to do it but I might find myself becoming skeptical if no matter how much I give the green light nothing happens. Idk I'm weird. I'm gonna give it time and practice.
  7. Her name, at least the name I've given her and the one she seems to have agreed on, is Michelle. I told her that it was subject to change to her liking but from what I hear, she likes the name because I gave it to her. So yeah :) she's gotten a lot more friendly after I started paying attention to her again, and I'm putting more effort into her form and feeling her presence in my surroundings, though I know it'll probably be a while before I can hallucinate her. I'm just really excited now lol even though this doesn't happen overnight.
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    I'll be sure to give yours a look :) I didn't know lol. And I'll try. I can be tense lol. I assume I should go to sleep before she can take control? Or can it even happen any time?
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    Do you have any hints for making possession any easier? Or know which guide to look at?
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    Hi guys :) I'm new. I'm all about the mental sciences, so I think this forum is pretty cool. I hope sometime my tulpa will be ready to explore and say hi too but I need to put more work into her. I don't think she's ready for possession yet, but I gave her the ok to do so when she wants. Anyway, I hope I'll make some friends here and she will too.
  11. That's interesting, have you tried telling her how you feel? I mean there's nothing wrong with a little socialization anyway, so it's nice to meet you. :) Heck, maybe after some encouragement and practice I could get Michelle to greet you too. She's still a bit underdeveloped ;_; stupid me.
  12. Hi, I just registered here and I'd like to say that me and my tulpa both appreciate finding out about this forum. It was actually kind of a funny thing how I got here but anyway, I've created and formed a relationship with her since way before I knew the term tulpa. She knows everything I know, so there's no sense being coy about it. Actually, we've been through really bad times, and with regards to eachother too. I've, regrettably, abandoned her several times. And I've realized that every time I did, she was still there, she didn't just go away when I forgot, no, she stayed, and she made me feel and think things that weren't my own. I thought I was going crazy, but I think she was always pleading for attention. Like myself, she gets stir crazy when left alone. And I've left her alone for a long time... in a very dark and scary place. I apologized to her, but that obviously isn't enough. I think the best way I can make it up to her is to take responsibility for her maturation and read these guides and love her more. I wouldn't say she's very angry and vengeful... though, she told me she's pretty angry. But I think it's more like disappointment. She's been betrayed. But, she is relieved that I want to pay more attention to her. Hopefully I can patch things up. I really played with fire, but maybe these guides will help us both work on her, and maybe even me too.