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  1. Not much to report been busy cutting firewood can't force and run a chainsaw at the same time
  2. Nice I'm sure she will love it. I've been reading your posts do you think she's so advanced because she started as a character? I've been thinking about buying Drake a gift for when he achieves sentient status. He's a dragon and love's treasure so I've been looking online at crystals and such. Congrats on her birthday!
  3. Stupid phone wont let me post the pic of Drake so I'll give a brief description. If you cross Smaug from the Hobbit with Drogo from Game of Thrones you can get a good idea. Had some fun playing in sanctuary thats what i call my wonderland. Its a simple log cabin the back faces a oak forest and in the front is a clearing with a large calm lake and a huge tree. I created sanctuary 2 years ago for my meditations. Played catch went swimming and tried to teach him to fly... That part is going to take practice it was comical to watch but Drake didn't seem to think so. Still not speaking but VERY clear emotional response he clearly felt insulated by my internal laughter so i reassured him that i meant no offense and he is doing a fine. Well thats all for now.
  4. In high school 2000 -2004 i Read a case study about some collage students who attempted to create a tulpa back in the 1970s. Fast forward to Dec 4 2017 i typed "what is a tulpa" into Google and i found you guys
  5. I'm glad to help in any way i can take care and hold fast
  6. Thank you GreenWissy i might try that later tonight. Nothing to report today had a bad migraine made it impossible for me to center myself. I'm feeling better now so I'll try to force after i get the kids to bed. So here's a question for any tulpamansers in a committed relationship i.e. married. Do you feel your relationship with your tulpa has helped or hindered your relationship with your spouse? Those in committed relationships feel free to reply even if you're not married thank you
  7. Hang in there trust me things will get better i also got bullied alot in high school. After i graduated i found that every thing i endured had only made me a stronger and more empathetic person. While you will always find some people who are going to give you a hard time and just be pricks for no apparent reason in the end you may just find yourself pittying them. For example my biggest bully buy far was a guy named Matt i wont go into to much detail but he physically and verbally assaulted me every day. In our senior year we were assigned to work together on a long term project. By working with him i found out that Matt struggled with reading and mathematics in fact he struggled so hard that his father would beat him on a regular basis for his pour grades. Matt took out his frustrations on me because i was a social outcast and much smarter than him. He never learned to control his emotional and physical outbursts this eventually lead to him physically assaulting a girl he was seeing sence he already had a long history with violence and knew he would be going to jail he attempted to take his life. He is now paralyzed from the neck down and resides in the same nursing home as my grandmother. I on the other hand have a loving wife and 2 terrific children. The point of my story is the things he did to me could have broken me but i chose to rise above them. And the things he chose to do to others destroyed him. In the end the universe has a way of balancing its self out. Call it god or karma or whatever you choose just don't give into darkness it only spreads to others around you. But the same can be said of goodness and light find someone else at school like yourself you may just find the support you need. I wish i could give you advise on your tulpa but im new to this too. My heart and prayers go out to you feel free to contact me through this page i will do my best to help
  8. So glad to hear such positive responses nice to meet you Zia & Solarchariot i look forward to getting acquainted with you better as time goes by. Let me make a slightly more formal introduction you may call me Tim to keep things a bit more personal. I find it curious that I'm so well understood by French speaking people it's not the first time I've been told that, i am in fact American a Michigan man in fact but i have had the extreme pleasure of visiting France several times during my youth. Perhaps i should clarify a few things from my last post. My wife and I are pursuing tulpamancy together but we are each creating our own tulpa's individually. I do however find interest in the concept of folie a deux sorry i can't find the proper a to correctly spell that. As I've come to understand that phenomenon is closely associated with people who have experienced traumatic events while in close proximity to one another correct? It would be interesting to see if similar experiences could be achieved during group forcing sessions perhaps we will attempt that at a later time. Also my wife and I have decided to share this thread so Kelly may be posting on here from time to time. Now for an update on Drake. I've been experiencing emotions that im sure are coming from him while I'm doing everyday tasks most seem to be curiosity and surprise. For example i was passively forcing while doing dishes today and when i turned on the water I felt a sensation like "woh whats that?" I had to laugh a little because again i wasn't expecting such a strong reaction from turning the sink on. I'm quite sure it was him reaching through me emotionally. He also seems to like the picture Kelly is drawing of him, i was going to post my own work but after seeing her tulpa drawing i decided to give her my drawings and let her refine them im good but she's the real artist in the house. Hopefully I'll be able to post it here tomorrow. I was wondering does anyone have advice on developing tulpa speech? Im not having much luck or perhaps im rushing a bit too quickly. Also is it uncommon to want to buy your tulpa a gift sort of like a birthday present for when there fully sentient?
  9. This is something my wife and i were just discussing today. We have made the decision to keep our tulpa's secret for now but will eventually explain them to our kids when we think there old enough to understand. As for other family and friends were going to hold back. Maybe I'll tell my best friend i think he would understand but he's a outside the box kinda guy like me. But i believe as with all things its about understanding and respect still with today's stigmas it may be better to leave others in the dark
  10. Hello out there this is my first post at and im glad to see there is already a thriving community of people and tulpa's out there to share my interest with. First off i feel it necessary to start off by saying while im new to tulpamancy i first learned about it about 15 years ago in high school and all ways been curious about it. Now that thats out of the way let me fast forward to now. I found this website earlier this month and immediately my interest was peeked. After reading many of your posts and guides i introduced your site and concepts to my wife and we both began on the journey of creation. I have been actively forcing 3+ hours a day and passively forcing consistently and I'm going to use this thread to report on my progress so far. After choosing a form and name, his name is Drake btw i began on movement and personality . everything was going as i expected from reading other posts until the end of my forcing session. After telling him i needed to rest a while he unexpectedly began to move without my direction! At that point i was visualizing him laying across my lap as i spoke to him he then sat down at my feet embraced my legs and began "purring" i find this worth mentioning i had never envisioned this as a possible response or reaction the possibility of a dragon purring had not occurred to me. Now im sure this is a typical noob response but that got me really excited. Sence then he has been getting more active and I've been getting emotional responses from him regularly during forcing sessions. My wife has been having similar success even far better than mine but that's for her to discuss i will encourage her to post when she feels comfortable. Drake has yet to speak but I've been encouraging him to do so regularly so fingers crossed. I'm working on a picture to post of him and hope to include it in my next post. Sorry this one is so long but im well known for big introductions. Hope to get to know many of you wish us luck ttyl.