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  1. Day Three!: March 24, 2018. 8:00 a.m. in the morning. (Why am I awake…it’s Saturday...) The first thing that came to my mind when I woke up was Skyller. (I found that surprising for some reason. Maybe because of the overwhelming emotions I had felt the night before.) I thought, “Why not try to visit him when I’m in a very sleepy mood and see what happens!” So I did. I imagined making a white glow come out of my finger and touched his forehead, “This will give him positivity and awaken him.” We went on talking for a while about random things. I then thought to ask, “Are you happy
  2. Day Two!: All I could think after last night was...woah… I didn’t get to talk to him much through the daytime, but once it became dark, I reached out to him. I began meditating just as I did the day before. “You will be positive! The more positivity you bring to the table the better it will be for the both of us! I am going to help him and he is going to help me out as well!” (I have a feeling that I am going to pump myself up full of energy, as if I were about to go into a game, each time that I visit Shangri-La...I think it helps me though!) I greeted him, “Hey Skyller!” I told him
  3. Day One!: The first day of meeting him. For the past few days, I have honestly been completely exhausted from stress. I could feel my stress squeezing my lungs inside of my chest. It has been a constant idea floating around in my mind. I have had dreams about finally creating a tulpa, even before I had decided on what gender, form, or personality I would like my tulpa to have. I guess my subconscious must have recognized what I hadn’t yet realized. I thought for many days about what I would actually want in a tulpa. ”What would the gender be?” “What would they look like?” “What typ
  4. Aloha to all! My name is Astaria, though Star is acceptable as well! This is the beginning of my (or should I say our?) journey into tulpamancy! I have never attempted to create a tulpa before, so this will be a new experience for me; An experience that I hope will turn into something beautiful. --~-- I first learned about the tulpa phenomenon when I was only thirteen years old. I was fascinated with the idea of the mind being capable of creating an entirely different life. However, there was so much information that was missing for me to completely grasp the idea. I was in middle s
  5. Astaria

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    Eternal life, strength, love, protection, beauty, knowledge and the sky itself. I like to search the meaning of names.
  6. 1732 is close to 1738...
  7. I have found the Draw my Life video if you would like to see it for some insight as Spice described. I'm not allowed to link it here, as I have too low of a post count. If you would like to have it, you can PM me (hopefully)!
  8. As you may have noticed, I am completely new here and have no personal experience with creating a tulpa or the process of trying. However, I have been interested in this process and how it works for over five years. For many of those years, I wondered what were the benefits of having a tulpa, as well as the disadvantages. Today, I have finally decided to dig deeper and get personal opinions from others who have actually gone through the process of creating a tulpa. I am not going to lie; I am completely skeptical about this phenomenon, just as many of you probably had before you started th
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