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CarsonGreene

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  1. Thank you for the wonderful outline of your take on thought-forms, I personally agree with much that you say here. I've definitely learnt something from this.
  2. Why? I always kinda imagined him as a happy-go-lucky kinda guy.
  3. I've thought of telling my mom, she's generally pretty accepting of these things. Not very sure how'd she react though. My dad wuld never understand, but likely wouldn't say much on it cuz he wants a closer relationship with me. I've told my sister and shes cool with it, she even thought about making one.
  4. I've thought things over, and I'd like to apologise. Mistgod was absolutely right to ignore me, I was unnecessarily harsh to him. While I disagree with what he's saying, I really believe he isn't a dangerous or bad guy. Mistgod, I would be ecstatic if we could move past this. And maybe one day, be friends.
  5. Xifani I absolutely agree with you, I hope Mistgod will.
  6. You personally might be as dangerous as a couch potato, but spreading these violent and barbaric opinions validates other, possibly more aggressive people's similar opinions. Which could cause them to take action on their thoughts, which could spiral into action in the physical world. It's all cause and effect. I honestly don't care if you have violent/barbaric opinions as long as you aren't validating other people who have them. I believe I speak for most of the board when I ask, please don't spread these opinions as if there were no tomorrow. They add nothing to the subject of tulpama
  7. Rape is a form of projecting power over someone, in a non-consensual sexual manner. By the community consensus of tulpas being sentient real (albeit not physical) beings, having non-consensual sex with them would be rape. I'll say one thing here: I honestly don't care about the opinions of anyone who condones rape, including of a tulpa. But I won't fight you on this matter any further, there's no point. All it would be doing is strengthening your barbaric and cruel beliefs. Maybe one day you'll change. I genuinely hope so, we don't need people like you on this planet. Goodbye and good ri
  8. I feel like Mistgod doesn't really believe what he's saying, but is trying to stir controversy for attention. If he really believes these things, I honestly believe he'd be no better than any other rapist or rape condoner. Meanwhile feeding him attention isn't helping things.
  9. Today me and Rava tried out Linkzelda's self hypnosis scripts, in an effort to switch. We got pretty close, but sadly we're still unable. At least we had an incredibly vivid (more so than real life) wonderland session. Every sense was perfectly attuned to the wonderland, even my olfactory (Which I struggle with in particular). So I'm confident we'll switch soon.
  10. Merging them wasn't my choice, it was a personal choice between the two of them because they felt they complemented each other well. We only view Liza as a combination of two tulpas, and not as her own separate person. When Rava and Elizabeth unmerge liza is gone, completely, because she was never an independent being. We've been very careful not to let Liza be anything more than a merge, we don't need or want more tulpas in the system right now.
  11. Sorry for the extremely late reply. They never really lost vocality, their voices were just quieter and hard to discern from my mind voice. Most likely because I was expecting them to feel weak, this resolved itself after a bit of time. Most of the time I just interact them for brief five-ten minute periods, and once or twice a day a 30+ minute session in the wonderland. I'm planning to interact with them more though, just gotta push through my issues with actually doing shit. Despite warnings from several people, over time I've created a distressing total of four other "tulpas" (Although o
  12. So I guess I'll kick off this first report with some servitor experimentation. Servitor Experimentation We've started working on various servitors (turns out I can simply pop them into existence). The first being an "Idea generator", that churns out ideas for a chosen topic. This is fully functional. The second is a HUD that features.. Tulpa identifier - Identifies who's speaking via color (Crimson for Rava, gold for Inca). Targeting reticle - Will appear as a targeting circle on whatever is the current objective or threat, red for threat, blue for objective. Name display Minimap -
  13. After a few months of inactivity, I've come back and decided to make a new PR thread. My old one is riddled with my old(ish) mistakes. This new one will detail events more accurately than the old one. I've been somewhat neglectful with my tulpas the past 3 months, not visiting them nearly as much as I used to. But I've been visiting them more lately. I've thought a lot (very guiltily) about what lead to the neglect, but can't seem to come up with anything. I'd like to attribute it to depression, or being distracted, or laziness, but I just don't know. My tulpas are mostly fine, although a
  14. Day 41 Lately I haven't spent nearly enough time with my tulpas due to my depression.. Neither of them were pushy enough to get me to spend time with them, so I ended up creating another thought form that isn't a tulpa. She's being created as a servitor to fit our needs. I also recently got prescribed with Celexa (Citalopram) for treatment of my depression, so hopefully that also helps. I also suspect my depression has been affecting Inca (not Rava though), he's been more withdrawn and less cocky/confident in general. Anyways.. I've been reading a lot about spirituality, relig
  15. Will do! Good luck on your language learning endeavors!
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