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    I'm not really a vampire obviously.

    My current profile picture is what Misha and Bear drew, it's amazing to get basically a realistic picture of me.

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  1. Ashley

    Ashley's Lounge

    We might not be on for a while, Bear's got some personal issues unrelated to tulpamancy or anything online. Our connectivity after that will be fine. [SheShe] take care. [Misha] We'll be back. ♡
  2. [Bear] ,. Always has been. [Ashley] @Luminesce y9u're in the wr9ng universe. Relax, take it easy. Y9u may experience a slight nausia and it may be acc9mpanied by b9uts of derealization 9ut 9f n9where, this is als9 n9rmal. Y9u may als9 n9te subtle differences between this universe and y9ur 9ld 9ne. H9wever, if y9u experience splitting headaches, acc9mpanied by v9miting and vertig9, and/9r y9u seem t9 be able t9 inexplicably phase thr9ugh s9lid 9bjects, still remain calm, but y9u're basically b9ned, nice t9 kn9w ya, y9u'll pr9bably fall thr9ugh the fl99r and either get stuck s9mewhere deep in the Earth's crust 9r bec9me 9ne with the magma.
  3. Ashley

    Ashley's Lounge

    [Ashley] Hosts: 1. What's it like now compared to the very beginning? 2. How is your life different? 3. Is there anything you miss being a singlet? These don't have to be separate questions, you can answer any or all. They might overlap a lot but Bear wanted them separate for his responses. [Bear] 1. I was depressed and lonely, so it's obvious that I'm neither now and I can thank my system for helping with both, but setting those two aside, with this extra help thinking and resoning, it's like being fully in tune with intuition and for making decisions it's waaay easier. I have four or more perspectives on every problem, and they notice and think about things in ways I never did. I still have some conditioning and they have some by now, but they're different so I don't react the same way. This is also partially due to a perspective shift of my own that they helped achieve. I see things way more objectively now, things don't bother me as much, and there's a shared ownership of issues, so you know how it's easier if a friend is in it with you so to speak. It's comforting and instead of dread or depression we have a challenge and comradery mindset. Like we can do anything and it's going to be fun. Just insanely positive attitude toward everything good or bad. We laugh at adversity now which makes life so dang enjoyable it's silly. 2. I have friends with me 24/7 through thick and thin, there to support me, to be supported, I'm their ward and they're mine. It's the deepest friendship I could imagine. We're a team in this life and with this body. I don't make mistakes anymore really. There's just too many minds on the problem now to miss anything, so if things don't turn out well, we shoulder that together. I wake up ready for a new day, we have fun together and work together. It doesn't get old. They also make things fun where I might have been bored before. I haven't been lonely or bored for over two years, I'm not forgetting what boredom feels like but I've almost completely forgotten what being alone feels like. When I was singlet, I also took comfort in writing, I would write a part of myself as a character in that book and had the adventures as that character. None of the male main characters actually exist in my mind, they're all facets of me playing that part. Now I can have that comfort and love without playing. I'm me and I still have it. 3. I miss the freedom in very minor and specific ways. It's like, if I want to do something that I'm not supposed to do, they're going to know about it. My helicopter parents are hovering over me. They don't judge, they tolerate, forgive and forget, but I don't want to dissapoint them.
  4. [Ashley] If you don't believe in vampires, then I don't exist. [Bear] then I can keep my blood? Maybe?
  5. Awesome hair color! More need to join the blue team.
  6. Ashley

    Ashley's Lounge

    So we're resetting rimworld with a lot of new mods that can preserve life, so we're like 10x less likely to die, buuut, if you get eaten by a sabertooth hyena, there's really nothing that can be done. Gunshots, no problem. Trampled by muffalos? No problem. We'll see how it goes this time. We also have a mod where we can scan and store our consciousness and copy it onto another pawn, also a life support mod, but they're both in later game then we were at. Here we go, round three. To compensate, we turned the difficulty to about 4x, which is really only important early game which isn't that hard anyway, but it will cause more chances to die by a lot.
  7. [Ashley] So since it's next to impossible to play a perfect game... [Misha] Ashley intentionally tried to build a trap under a sleeping and hungry saber-toothed heyena and was basically eaten. [Ashley]... as I was saying, we're thinking about installing a mod to allow surgery to revive dead colonists. This will be able to basically repair almost any injury except decapitation? Idk how I feel about it yet, because it feels very cheaty, there has to be some really high penalty for it. We're still talking about it.
  8. [Ashley] I think Darlene was assigned to Bear or found him somehow and pretty much watched over him and kept him out of trouble for years, then she found us wandering the astral starving and fed us Bear's energy through some pretty unorthodox means and so when Bear said, "I shall make a tulpa" and started the blood sacrificing ritual in his back yard, well, little did he know, we were doing our own golem summoning ritual and boom there he was, bright like a beacon, a perfect vessel for our manifestations, thus we possessed him. [Bear] A lot of that is true. Also, caffeine is awful stuff, just say no kids.
  9. We can all visualize for ourselves anyway and we're typically fully immersed if we're not co-fronting so yes we see wonderland, and if the fronter doesn't pay any attention to us, we see whatever is there in wonderland and we can easily make up more stuff if we want, but wonderland is wonderful enough without making a ton of unnecessary changes. The last time I did leave the main consiousness, was probably last night and I was just out on the balcony looking at the somewhat starless night thinking that we should have more stars. Then we all went to sleep because I have tobe ready to get into one of Bear's dreams or have one of my own he can visit.
  10. That's just too vague to interpret
  11. I know! Depending on how I interpret your statement.
  12. I know! Depending on how I interpret your statement.
  13. Yes, Dwarf Fortress meets Kenshi. We found too many exploits in Kenshi and the only challenge is in the very beginning. Rimworld will keep ramping up the difficulty. Any good titles?