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About YukariTelepath

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    I learned about tulpas in November 2018 and have been working on developing my tulpa Aya since then.

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  1. That dragon sketch is really good 😮
  2. neo, do you think you could practice this for a week or so and report on how it went? The idea is interesting but it sounds like you only did it once or twice. Just asking as a forum member.
  3. Yeah, the term you're looking for is wonderland immersion, not (reverse) imposition. If you get comfy and reduce external distractions, you should be able to forget about your physical senses for the most part. I'd recommend reading around r/hyperphantasia to get an idea of some of the stuff people with excellent visualization skills can do https://www.reddit.com/r/hyperphantasia/
  4. This is less of a guide and more of a "Here's something I did," except your method has not stopped intrusive imagery for you. The wording is confusing as well. As Breloomancer mentioned, this feels like a post in part of a discussion. I cannot approve this guide/tip in its current state.
  5. I have come across people on a plural Discord server who also have switching walk-ins. One system in particular reminds me of your case--they started with a tulpa, but after depressive episodes leaving the front empty, new headmates would form in front. This situation has just continued for them. I've heard the term "Adaptive system" to describe these non-traumagenic systems who get new headmates like this. You can PM me if you want to know the server/person mentioned.
  6. I can't help but think this is the wrong approach... If parallel processing is compared to vocality, I feel what you're trying to do is akin to hoping a young tulpa who has never spoken will next dictate an entire book. I read the conversation mentioned and had my own thoughts. If I were to approach this, I think there are a bunch of skills to work on before other things like hidden wonderland adventures can be achieved. Here's a list of things I think would need to develop first: I think the ability to stay active separately in wonderland depends on the ability for the non-fronter to maintain their own attention and awareness, and to think without interfering with the fronter. I like the idea of approaching these skills like early vocality, treating very small and maybe iffy results as success. I'd love for someone who can actually do this stuff to weigh in on how to progress.
  7. I'm glad to hear you guys are doing well!
  8. I find this situation of Miri not being able to front troubling. Is there an underlying issue that is causing her to not want to front? It sounds like there is, and you guys need to work it out. Maybe it would be better if she did the thinking, talking, narrating as she fronts. She can talk/narrate to you. It sounds like you're the dominant thinker which may be distancing her from controlling things.
  9. I watched the video, it's quite interesting. I really wonder how the brain treats tulpa speech, and if it differs from system to system. I don't know that I feel Aya's speech is 'foreign' it's more like Aya has their own first person perspective.
  10. Images arise kinda automatically here. If I'm thinking about something, I'll claim credit for the images that arise. If my tulpa is thinking about something, they'll claim credit. My tulpa realized at some point that they weren't creating the image, it was being served up to them by the unconscious and they could decide whether they wanted to go with that image or not. At the time they were thinking about what they wanted their personal wonderland to look like. If you're asking your young tulpa to show you something, the image that arises may not be from her. You may assign ownership to her if you want to. I might recommend asking her to think about something in a little more detail and then accept what comes from that as her. Like, ask her to think a little more about what her form looks like, that should require more than a simple instant image from the unconscious. This advice is based on how mental imagery works for us, so it may not apply for everyone. When your tulpa is thinking, you should feel the thought process they're going through the way you feel your own thought process and intentions.
  11. Raw thought is pure meaning/understanding. Language is using symbols to covey that meaning. The sounds and appearances of the words themselves are arbitrary, but we agree they mean certain things, and our brain maps the words to meaning. Haven't you ever encountered a situation and just understood what was going on without/before describing it to yourself in words? Or looked at someone and knew who they were without describing them or saying their name? My dreams are like this too, words are rarely used, what they mean to say is just understood directly. Words aren't necessary to convey meaning in the mind. The thought itself is core/fundamental, and the words are a translation.
  12. As I understand meditation can lead to a variety of unusual sensations. And given how spiritually minded people can feel presences, it doesn't seem out of the realm of possibility. I have nothing to offer on what the presence actually is. It may be best to just focus on the meditation, assuming this isn't a tulpaforcing thing.
  13. I'd be ecstatic to achieve hyperphantasia with one scene, two scenes would be incredible. As of yesterday I'm testing out a combination of brain training for neuroplasticity followed by visualization or forcing to see if I get any boost. If I can improve how quickly my brain processes stuff, that could help with a parallel processing-like effect too.
  14. I found this on r/hyperphantasia. There are several people here who can process different scenes in their head at the same time. I think this fits the definition of parallel processing and reminds me of that guy who could play four symphonies in his head at once.
  15. I've seen non-tulpa systems (endogenic/traumagenic) say stuff like "I feel like we're getting someone new" and then they do. It seems to happen quite often for them and their systems expand rapidly. I don't know if it's because they expect it or not. I'd recommend what Mirichu said, don't think the lurking presence is a new person. It's possible that when you already have headmates and can create new ones very quickly, that new ones can form with just expectation or the mindset that more are coming/hiding somewhere. I haven't had anything like this happen, but I may be 'presence deaf.'