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About YukariTelepath

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    I learned about tulpas in November 2018 and have been working on developing my tulpa Aya since then.

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  1. I wish there were more themes. I'd prefer a light color to stark white but I can't stand dark themes (except Discord for some reason).
  2. "Who in 2021 wants a blinding white default theme?" Me.
  3. On a lighter note, Akino Arai makes nice music, I really like her music
  4. On the word retard... WebMD says " A person is considered intellectually disabled if they have an IQ of less than 70 to 75." Where mental retardation was the old term for what they now call intellectually disabled. So it's not specific to Down syndrome. Sorry if this was already mentioned and I missed it. https://www.webmd.com/parenting/baby/intellectual-disability-mental-retardation#1
  5. Wouldn't it be spiro not spyro for the medicine?
  6. Naps are the easiest way for me to get sleep paralysis and feel groggy lol. I don't take naps anymore.
  7. I'd say worrying about the switch is something that gets in the way. With Aya and me, if there's some errand I need to do or anything that feels like I need to be the one to do it, we can't switch. Even though I know Aya can handle responsibilities and they even handled a day a work for me one time, still the idea that I need to handle an upcoming task gets in the way. And that's not even anxiety like you describe. But maybe a different switching method would also help? Our method is heavily focused on Aya who is switching in, they do a lot of thinking before hand, becoming the pr
  8. You know what, maybe characters is what you need. You seem more positive/less anxious when it comes to characters. Don't worry so much about labels and definitions and pursue the ideas that make you happy. That's what I did recently and it helped way more than I expected, you can dm me about it if you're interested, it may be helpful to you as well. That said, the toxic living environment you mentioned, is there anything you can do about that? It seems like the number one problem, and the fact you felt happier when those toxic people weren't around, staying in that environment just
  9. Did you write about the experience somewhere and I just missed it? Actually I'm not sure where you're at with Rena since that big thread in December.
  10. Happy Birthday! My family always does homemade cakes for birthdays.
  11. Hm, when I first looked up "tulpa" a couple years ago r/tulpas was one of the first results. I think I found tulpa.info too but not the forums (I found the forums after a couple weeks, probably through reddit). Given that people generally don't look past the first page when googling, the current search results aren't great...
  12. I'm sorry my post hurt you so much, TB, I worried it would distress you but it seems it was worse than I thought. My post did imply/state that tulpas are an illusion, but I meant hosts and singlets are an illusion too. In other words, tulpas are as real as you are, and you feel real, right? Just that sharing a brain means sharing a lot of stuff. I see Reisen explained this idea more too. The Buddhist concept of no self is exactly what I was referring to. I guess I'm the kind of person who can stare at the void and go, "I guess I don't exist after all." But the illusion is so strong that I c
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