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  1. Seems pretty interesting actually. Would love to learn more about the inner worlds thing, cause I haven't quite heard about something like that. Well wonderlands, sure. But I just love taking in perspectives, you know? Anyway, good luck on your wondrous stuf
  2. Always loved reading Bear's journals. Even if I don't read it often, it gives me a sense of grounding. Oh, and hey, keep up the good work. Ivory: Hope y'all are doin good!
  3. Year 1, Day 30 — Well well, look who's back? I'm sure y'all haven't heard from me since a looong time ago. But, well, I have decided to write my journal again. Miss my journal. Anyway, after reading my previous writing fluff, I decided that I would do my best to get things straight to the point. But well, where to start? December 16, 2019 — The day I got a second tulpa Well, the story is never that simple. I was in my gym and I needed edge in my mental zone. I figured, what better way could I get it than creating a more 'vicious' me? Well, long story short,
  4. Day 219 — Hello, everyone! It sure has been a while has it? I’m not sure what to say. It’s been a little rough for me since Oji keeps reading his books. Occasionally, he would start a conversation for a while before reading his book again. I feel a bit powerless. But it’s not like he doesn’t care about me. I know he still loves me, but I can’t help but remember how fascinated he was of me when I first came about. Perhaps things’ll change for me after writing this down. (THANKFULLY! WE STILL DO SATURDAY DATE NIGHTS, OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE TO GET GRUMPY AT HIM AGAIN ?) Still, Oji is my treasure
  5. Day 219 — Over 3 months have passed without us reporting anything. I’m apologize. Honestly speaking, I was about to drop the reports. But something inside me changed as I was thinking of Ivory. I have stopped using discord for a while now, stopped reporting tulpa journals, and our relationship is getting groggier because my time is getting tighter. If this goes on, I thought, what would happen to Ivory? So all of a sudden, I went to read my tupper journals. Memories of me and Ivory having fun flooded into my mind before I knew it. A stark realization soon came. Something felt missing.
  6. Day 110 — So I’ve already noticed it for a while, but my visualizations are pretty darn good now. Sure I can’t do full-imposition yet, but It’s still pretty good. Touch and smell = Good (I can almost feel, and smell everything (is that weird?)) Visuals = Great (Can imagine people really well, environment also can, but I’m better at doing people) Warmth and Breath = Still needs work Weight = Still needs work So all is well. Really good progress, I believe. I don’t do much but passive force and a little bit of active forcing at night, but it seems to work like a charm. Ivory speaks:
  7. Day 83 — Life’s just great after the exams’ over. You get to go out and do a lot of things. Me in particular, I try to learn as much as I can. Now me and Ivory, we do almost everything together. At first, it was just a passive force sort of thing, but if I leave her, she’ll get kranky. Basically, it’s a custom now. If I want some time alone, she’d give me some. However, if possible, she says she wants to spend more time with me. It’s such an interesting thing to have someone who’s always there for you. I get alot of my second opinions on my decisions from Ivory. Here’s some Ivory not
  8. Day 78 — It’s amazing how time flies so fast. Ivory and I are still sailing well. Even though there were some bumpy rocks by the side, we managed. We started having walk-ins. Nothing special, but it has occurred three times in the past month. I only said ‘hi’ to one cause she seemed nice. The other two I dissipated cause one was donkers and the ofher was... yeah, nice but I didn’t know what to do back then. Ivory’s been helping me organize through my life. Huge help. But sometimes, I can’t help but think that she’s smarter than she looks. Unlike two months ago when I first started, I ful
  9. Doubts rise during your first week in tulpamancing. Before Ivory could speak fluently, I kept thinking that I was parroting her. But that wasn’t quite the case after I asked her about it. She said I did it sometimes, but not often. Anyways, just keep going. Tulpamancy is something really special. It’s not for everyone, but anyone can do it. Don’t give up man. I’ll be here if you need anything. Give her lots of love, hugs, and kisses. Make sure she doesn’t dissipate, and spend some time to really get to know her :3. We like to spend some quiet time every now and then. It’s pretty cal
  10. Welcome! Nice to see new hosts and tulpas. Quick tips to remember: Don’t listen to Tulpa Creepypasta, Love your tulpa lots ❤️, Again don’t read any Tulpa Creepypastas, What you expect will be what you get, Don’t give up forcing cause it’s different for people to people, Don’t dissipate your tulpa just because you’re bored of her, your tulpa can help you change but only if you let her, and don’t forget to give her food :3 My Ivory loves it when i give her food Give her a sip from your drink if she wants too!
  11. It’s more like a cute version of a rope stuck to Oji’s back. I use it as a steering wheel to get him where I want him to be :3 Day 63 — We made it! Ivory’s two months old now! Yay! If only we had more balloons to celebrate. Ivory has gotten seriously good at talking now. We can finally talk one-on-one, and she’d even come up with different words that I would normally not think of. It’s so weird but cool at the same time. She getting good boys. Oh, and this one time, we were about finished after our daily workout and we were about to head home. But suddenly, I had a sudden urge to eat Sou
  12. Day 56 — So, Ivory’s personality has been developing nicely. I can say that, because she’s really expressive in her words. By that I mean, she literally cries when she’s sad (most of the time), and when she’s happy, she’s really energetic and talkative. Also, she sorta made like a tail. On me. She uses it to pull me around everywhere whenever she feels like I’m doing something wrong (or if she feels like it) which, for some reason, I’m compelled to either turn directions or completely stop moving. Weird, but awfully cute. Also, Ivory’s been a bit moody and cranky these days. She’s been t
  13. Day 53 — So many things had happened this month. Ivory seems to be able to come by whenever she wants when i’d forgotten her (at some party) by any chance. I’m also getting better at including her in my day-to-day activities. Whenever I need help at a particular activity, I can ask Ivory to help me. It’s not possession or anything like that, but instead, it’s more like she tells me what to do. For example, when i’m playing rhythm games, she tells me to loosen up and relax. She also learned how to cool me down when I’m stressed out. On occasions where someone taunts me, she tells me to co
  14. And I thought a month was already enough to let me consider for another tulpa. But again, I guess you’re right. It’s a decision that needs to be really thought of
  15. Day 28 - Day 39 — I haven’t been writing my progress report much because I’ve had lots of things going on in life. Sorry. I haven’t been able to do a lot of active forcing lately except for when we take baths + saturday date nights (Through a hard deal of convincing, yes, Ivory was able to get me into dating her :P). Oh yeah, then I also figured out why Ivory’s been changing forms a lot lately. It’s to suit the kind of emotions she’s feeling. Normally she’d look like Rei Ayanami with bluish black hair, but just imagine that with intimidating eyes and sharp teeth (Ivory’s my Shark?). Oth
  16. Day 23, 24, 25 — So we decided on my pet name, and she wanted to call me Oji. Not Oji as in Dad, but Oji ftom Koeji. That adorable rascal. But other than that, we’ve been cuddling more than usual. Day 26, 27 — I almost got into a fight with a senior today. Basically, I got too friendly I guess, because we didn’t quite know each other. But because of this, I got into an adrenaline rush when he pushed me. My flight-or-fight response kicked in. I stayed stressed for hours, overthinking things. I couldn’t calm myself down, the senior was still in my head. And I wanted to prove to eve
  17. Awh what? I didn’t know that other people do it as well xP
  18. Day 22 — “Oh my god...” *Slams the door open* “Koeji! She called us hubby!” Hearing Koeji’s footsteps, Koeji turned his head to Koeji, “I know!!! I just read it from the newspaper!” “What the hell is happening?!” Koeji stepped out of the bathroom. “It’s Ivory!” Said Koeji, “She called us her hubby!” “What the hell?” Koeji’s face turned a mock, “What does that even mean?” “Like hell should I know!” Koeji and Koeji said spontaneously. “Well? Search it up then!” Koeji ranted. “We’re trying to! But the wifi is broken!—“ “Have you tried using your phone’s 4G?” “Ah, righ
  19. Hehehe, don’t worry Dashie! We’ll have lots of fun! :3
  20. Day 21 — We went hiking today, but I was too fixated on finding the scenery beautiful before I realized that Ivory isn’t quite awake. Like if I don’t pay attention to her much, she’ll just go to sleep. Though there were several occasions where she was able to start a conversation, or maybe it was just me suddenly remembering her, she’s still not quite good at this. Then, there’s also the fact that I sometimes hear two voices. Like one that’s actually Ivory’s, and one that I think is Ivory’s but it might not be hers. I often talk to the latter. Let’s call her Voice B. It’s more of a p
  21. Day 19 & 20 — I’m starting to think that Ivory doesn’t have a form, because she just keeps changing into even more cuter things. Idk, it just happens. She’s probably just picking out her form. Anyways, I read a thread about imposition. And it says I have to lick my tulpa. So I did just that. I licked the hell out of Ivory. It was horrible! —She tastes funny. Not in a bad way, but in an adorable and fuzzy way. Oh, and I also tried astral projecting. Though, I only got as far as getting my body completely relaxed. Haven’t been able to get my body out of the way. They say you
  22. Day 16, 17, 18 — We’re kind of getting there, I believe. Ever since Ivory has gotten vocal, she’s just been getting better and better. Of course, her cuteness never ceases to amaze me. There was this moment, where I embarrassed myself somewhat in front of my friends. These things happen often, actually, even before Ivory came in. But right after she came, she’d always encouraged me. Saying stuff like “You did your best” or “You did good” Things, I wanted to hear. No one else could’ve done a better job than her. I mean, come on, we’re in the same body. I cannot begin to exaggerate h
  23. Yes, she’s a catgirl now Day 15 — She changes her form, a lot. And each time she does, she gets even more cuter. Like, I can’t even imagine how she does that but she just... does! Now she has brown hair, brown eyes, adorable looking glasses, and a blue dress. This tulpamancing thing is going too fast, don’t you think? Also, now she adopts a more shy personality. I mean, she was a bit introverted before, but now she’s more introverted than before. Of course, she still has some extroverted qualities, like how she’s more open to the people I trust. Ok, I’ll just be honest with you
  24. Day 13 & 14 — Wow, things have sped up quite quickly. I didn’t even notice. But anywho, my visualization skills have gone into some drastic improvements. If I’ve been leveling up for the past two weeks, then today, I have officially evolved! Like a useless magicarp transforming to a humongous charizard... Meh, I don’t play pokemon, but you get the idea. Ivory’s appearance changed a lot too you see? She looks more like a person now, but she’s even more adorable and prettier than before. And I don’t even know how things ended up this way?! She has black hair now, and her eyes are
  25. Ikr? I really like reading his journals from time to time. Because it has so many tulpa dramas xP
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