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  1. 07/06/2020 Today has been very interesting. The past week i had a huge drop in motivation and didn’t talk to Alice at all. I started to force again two days ago, and just yesterday she started responding whenever i asked her something. As always i was paranoid and worried that i was parroting her, but i don’t think that is the case. Whenever i ask her something, she responds almost immediately, sometimes even before i finish the sentence in my head. It’s quite amazing. I don’t know where the huge increase in vocality came from since i didn’t force for a week and only force about 30 minute
  2. 28/05/2020 Not much happened today. I tried talking to my tulpa in my mother tongue which is French, but it felt weird, which is ironic. I asked her what she preferd, and i think she said French. I'll try talking to her in French from now on, even though i prefer English. I'll stop posting daily, since i've reached a point where everyday is kind off the same. I'll post only when i feel i've made good progress. For now, my three main goals are: □ Getting Alice to be vocal □ Getting Alice to be sentient to the point where she can have her own part in these rep
  3. 27/05/2020 Yesterday night i failed miserably in my WILD attempt. I tried again during an afternoon nap today. My visualization was quite vivid (but it was certainly not a dream). I was sitting on a small chair next to the church. I told Alice to wait for me inside the church until i transitioned into a dream state. I remember that at some point the wind blew very hard. I saw in great detail the leeves, going in the same direction as the wind. My memory of this is very vivid. However, this was just visualization, certainly not a dream. I'll still attempt WILD tonight, and eve
  4. I visualize things very well and in great detail if i'm focused. I think that helps a lot. Thank you for following this thread :)))
  5. 26/05/2020 Today has been interesting. First of all, i discovered that the tingling in my feet wasn't an accurate way at all for my tulpa to communicate with me, since i sometimes felt tingles in both feet. So i decided to ditch this method. The most important thing, is what happened in our wonderland (i don't like that word, so i'll refer to it as Yarnham). So i'm with Alice in Yarnham, and i see stairs made of gray stone, leading up to a forest. We walk up the stairs and we enter the forest. At some point we pass next to a cemetary (something i didn't place there voluntarily). Wha
  6. 25/05/2020 I decided to keep asking questions to her, using the tingles in my right or left foot. It appeared to work this morning. However, i discovered the limitations of doing this tonight. I read somewhere that it helps if you choose a voice for your tulpa, and listen to it over and over again, to encourage your tulpa to speak. I showed her multiple voices from video games, and i told her to tickle me in my right (yes) if she liked it, or left (no) if she didn’t. Unfortunately i felt tingles in both feet at the same time, so i didn’t know wether it was a yes or no for her. I told her
  7. Hello ! Before i start i just want to say some things about me. First of all, i am really skeptical about this whole thing. I do believe that the phenomenon of hearing another voice in your head exists and that you can train your brain to hear one. What i find very hard believing, is that your tulpa can take your place, or that you can hallucinate your tulpa IRL (imposition is what it is called). If i can get to the point where my tulpa can speak on its own, it’s enough for me. I am 20 years of age, and i feel that what I’m doing is complete madness and a little awkward. I feel a little ashame
  8. Thank you very much for your advice ! And yes i do have a wonderland with her. But it's pretty big. I just chose the whole universe of the game "Bloodborne".
  9. Hi ! This is my first progress report since creating my tulpa, Siris. I have started creating her 3 or 4 days ago and have noted some signs of progress today that i would like to share with you. Today, i decided to force by reading my favorite manga "berserk" with her. I read for about two hours. After i finished, i asked her if she liked it, and i heard a "NO". Not sure if it was me, but i just assumed it was her, as many guides indicated to do when in doubt. I felt kind off disappointed but not that surprised. I mean, the things there are in that manga... I asked her what sc
  10. Thank you all for your replies ! I love this community already.
  11. Hi. I started creating my tulpa, Ciris, yesterday and i have a question about narration. When i talk to my tulpa, should i talk to her as if she knows everything i know, or consider her as a new born ? For example, should i be like: "Hey Ciris, this is my aunt, my mom, my brother and sister.." ? Thanks for replying :)
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