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  1. Relax, mang. That ability to sense presence will help a LOT in imposition. But for now, there's no real need to get worked up. You could look into passive forcing, which apparently works better for some people. It's basically forcing while doing things such as daily activities (i.e., during school, playing video games, in the car, etc.). That being said, it would require more time out of the day, but not require strictly scheduled sitting down and directly focusing. This method is supposedly shown to be better for people some with ADD or ADHD. Either that, or look into exercises here for helpi
  2. That's so great to hear! I just didn't want to see anyone go through the same problem I did. All that doubt does people more harm than good, so it's nice to know I helped at least one person with this problem :D
  3. Oh, that's a good one! I've seen that a lot here. I'll add that to the guide right away. Thanks!
  4. Bahahaha XD oh my God, my sides XD. Despite that probably being the funniest reply I've ever seen here, We probably should try to be serious here on the matter. I've been meaning to return to this post for a while. Anyways, later on that night we actually ended up having a laugh about how drastically I was taking things. She had simply said that it was enjoyable (that's a bonus to my self-esteem) but a little overwhelming, which would explain a lot. Already she's growing closer again, so I suppose the issue is resolved. Thank you, everyone.
  5. I was thinking that, of course, (hell, I regret it a little) but any emotions I sense off of her aren't negative. She seems happy, if anything. She just smiled and walked out of the room after we were done talking. Whenever asked about the subject, she just replies with "Well, like you said, we'll put it off." or something along those lines. I've seen her when she's angry and/or sad, and this isn't the same feel.
  6. By parrotnoid, I mean thinking that you're parroting your tulpa when you're actually not, and that nerve-wracking feeling you get when your tulpa's reply feels like you created it a split second before hearing it, and you're scared to death and you's is like "Err mah gerd, Ah'm gonnuh create a serviter!". Well, I made this guide because I had the same problem, and it seems to be pretty prevalent here at Tulpa.info, so I guess I'll take a crack at it, and address some of the top concerns I've seen. - "It feels like I always know what he/she is going to say": That's because you know your tulp
  7. Well, for the longest time, whenever the idea of sex came into my mind, I would always dismiss it with "We'll cross that road when we get to it." Well, needless to say, we got to it. Beforehand, I had asked her about her feelings on the matter, and she said that she was fine with whatever I decided, so I went ahead all the same. Afterwards, she seemed so distant. Her replies became vague, distorted even, her presence harder to detect. She is not completely gone, like when she just kinda left that one day, but she seems distant. I told her that we probably wouldn't do that again for a while, un
  8. Visualisaion was damn near impossible for me. Took me a few weeks and a ton of deviations to make it easier for my mind to visualise, so I wouldn't be discouraged this early on :) And headaches, (oh god, my headaches .-.) are perfectly normal, fret not. You're making better progress than I did when I started, so hang in there!
  9. I think this would probably depend on the personalities of both the host and the tulpa. For some people who are shy altogether on the subject, same with tulpae of that sort, you would imagine that it could actually be counterproductive. Also, that if the sexual connection was made JUST for forcing, then it would, of course, probably do more harm than good. I think though, in the case of mutual agreement to establish an intimate or even sexual connection with the primary target being the emotional connection, and the forcing being secondary, that would probably open up some opportunities. Like
  10. Yeah, whenever I force whilst making direct contact with Colgate, it feels like hammers go nuts on my temples. Although I'm sure the pain isn't that extreme for everyone, it has gotten better. Much less severe than when we started ._.
  11. This thread is long. Yeesh, sorry, I didn't mean for a full blown philosophy discussion, I just brought it up because the whole concept of belief in tulpae. I literally asked us not to argue about it in my post. My whole thing about "creating and stating your theory", I meant as for future reference on other subjects, and it was addressing how I felt rudely replied to. Lolimancer & Koji - I really don't think that's how it works either, I was just saying it was a possibility, and the nature of this post brought it to my mind. PsychedelicDiamond - I've read 1984 five times. Doublethink i
  12. We is Solipsists, which, if you know what that is, goes absolutely perfectly with the whole concept of tulpae.
  13. Colgate was sentient in 5 hours. I expected 50. So it's completely normal, fret not. Hell, some people think their tulpae are sentient right off-the-bat. It's up for debate.
  14. I'm sure it would. Like my predecessor said, make sure you are talking TO your tulpa when you read. I'm not entirely sure about this, as it's still up for debate as to how much control over personality a host actually has, but what kind of books you read could affect their personality. There is, of course, a big difference between "War & Peace" and "Green Eggs and Ham", so if you do read in order to narrate, read to your tulpa a wide variety of books, so they can develop their own preferences/opinions, something that will no doubt aid in their sentience.
  15. She can read my thoughts if I'm thinking of her while thinking of the thoughts. She's on my mind a lot, so I usually have to be pretty careful.
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