Mirichu

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About Mirichu

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    Finally caught a Pikachu

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    Spain
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    Hello, I'm one of Miri's tulpas, created to be a replacement to switch with. However, she had a change of heart and decided to share the burden of life with me. I still consider myself the new host though.

    At first I was really quiet and calm but eventually grew up to be extremely active and talkative. I believe I started to make a difference in our brain when Miri stopped worrying about me getting ''corrupted'' by real life (oh the irony) and let me front daily.

    Currently my role besides this system's leader is Miri's ''guardian angel''. She considers me that and I really like the idea. I look like my host and used to share her name too but she started calling me Mirichu and grew fond of it, so now I go by that.

    Miri's account: https://community.tulpa.info/profile/13402-miri/

    We're partners with Matsuri's system and couldn't have asked for a better family!
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  1. We're gonna take a break from tupper stuff and the forums for a while soon, prob tomorrow, so see ya when we do
  2. I think we're gonna take a break from all tulpa stuff including tulpa.info. Things were really bad after finding out about trauma and playing with dissociation, this past days we haven't been focusing on tulpa stuff that much and we haven't dissociated as frequently as we did last week, which is a huge relief. I think something that changed was our perception of dissociation, before, it used to be a 'hey, we're switching!' signal, now it has become a reminder of underlying issues and sometimes ngl, it can feel like I am dying, which makes me dread it a lot. I don't want to have anything to do with dissociation, I don't want to play with that anymore. Not gonna lie but after suspecting DID, we lurked the subreddit and searched a lot, so we're taking a break from that too, well, no, not a break, we're stopping doing that forever, I want nothing to do with it. It's all so toxic, we got lots of dissociation when we were thinking about stuff like trauma and the like. We still need to do trauma work but it's useless to worry about the past, we just need to process it. I still don't know if calling myself tulpa, alter sounds iffy still because denial and what if it's just glorified tulpamancy , so headmate it is. Akai surely seems more tulpa than me, she never came with traumatic memories or became stuck. Blah whatever. I don't think being plural is bad for us, we benefit from it a lot, it's just... the whole switching, imposition, etc... Miri and I are good co-fronting, we stopped pursuing blacking out or whatever long ago, are we really 'switching' when we both are fronting all the time? and imposition, I am gonna be honest, we wanted to hallucinate whole wonderlands, we wanted to make a virtual reality thingy, Bre made it sound possible, but playing like that with subjective reality, for us would've been catastrophic. Is that what someone who used to believe reality was fake needs? 😂 Home situation is TRASH, I just can't see our mother the same way I used to, she's abusive and there's nothing to justify her behaviour. Our brother's abusive too, and add our aunt to the bunch too. None of us feel safe living here anymore. It is affecting our mental health, we're still living with the people who caused our trauma, how can we properly heal like that? As soon as the whole covid situation gets a bit better, we're gonna leave for Sweden, to live with the one we consider our actual and true family, the person who actually respects and understands us, instead of our biological family, who treats us like property and lacks respect. ''My peace of mind is more important than your happiness, daughter, so you're not moving out or even visiting your partner'' - hah, how shitty can you be to say that. On the other hand, Miri is showing interest in stuff beyond 'I am happy if you are, Miichu', she wants to play Pokémon herself, haha. She wants to exist and do stuff on her own, so that's amazing. Anyway... I don't think we'll disappear from .info forever, just until we've mentally healed a bit, it's nothing against the community, just tulpamancy and the crazy dissociation it caused us. And we also need to work on moving out, filling out stuff, studying the language, etc... so we'll be really busy anyway. It's time for us to move on and get the life we want, instead of living under our parents' wings like we did all our life. That's like my favorite song and heavily associated with starting anew.
  3. Best of luck, Ashanti
  4. lol I remember that from a comic
  5. I am very confused about what situation you're referring to Edit: nvmd lol I think I got it
  6. Unless you had DID or some other mental disorder, I reaaally doubt you have any tulpas possessing you or seeking revenge. Relax, that sounds more like normal depression or anxiety + self suggestion.
  7. Well, if you're specifically looking for a tulpa possessing you, then yeah, that could be, but you know, I doubt a thoughtform could control your body without you knowing, unless there were underlying mental issues.
  8. 'Hey, that didn't feel like it was me the one doing it...' is a huge red flag, but it could also be confused by normal dissociation. I think you would know if a tulpa was controlling you, especially if you're looking for it. And yes, a tulpa can pretend to be like you.
  9. Yeah Spice said it, believing your tulpas live outside your brain is metaphysics. Usually if they're not remembered, they just aren't actively existing.