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    Hello! I am many. I'm sort of a merge? Not a typical merge though, more like a merge superimposed on four others simultaneously all of us at once and all of us experiencing life as ourselves, but through me. It's not easy to explain, but we love it.

    Included in "me" are:

    We're all here, but I'm also my own person.

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  1. [SheShe] wow, real conversation! [Bear] take calcium carbonate to help reflux, also more frequent, smaller meals. Don't drink or eat closer than an hour before bed, a little water is fine. Don't eat to full stomach. There is medication you can take to lower the acid in your stomach but it can cause other problems so it's a last resort sort of thing. [SheShe] we've been playing around with Ashley-Misha merge more but Bear loves Ashley too much and feels bad because Ashley basically eats Misha and there's very little Misha by comparison. So four we will stay.
  2. Well, Misha died in Rimworld, it was an error due to thinking Ashley was critical and rescuing her first but it was Misha who was critical and oops, start over I guess.
  3. [Bear] You rang? [SheShe] as opposed to you orangutan! [Bear] she made a funny, idky
  4. [SheShe] Good morning! We're playing Space Engineers, and I am learning how to take and maintain control when Bear really wants to play. We want to keep him in tulpa position, but it's a very tenative position with our inclination to co-front. [Ashley] If he can't behave, we'll put him in watcher. [Misha] This is a good way to see if our skills to maintain the front have gotten rusty or not. Is switching a skill that becomes rusty? We'll see.
  5. [SheShe] Beautiful! Thank you. [Misha] ❤😁
  6. But the deathclaws were camping!
  7. No inspirational quotes struck me today, I was productive enough just sitting on the couch all day.
  8. "This is the end of the day, but soon there will be a new day." - Bernard Williams (philosopher) I love every day. 😊
  9. "Interpretation is the revenge of the intellectual upon art." Susan Sontag (American writer) Tomorrow is a new day, and you will see it to its conclusion once again. It doesn't matter what happens, you will be there.
  10. [Bear] Those are great ideas. I like the compromise approach a lot. The expectation would be progress in anything you're working on and the benefit would be a tulpa that is easier to keep active say in second position or via co-fronting or imposition or wonderland form. The only question I have is if the tulpamancer just doesn't like doing this at all. I've heard others say that their wonderland/imposition is so awful or even negative or scary and full of intrusive thoughtforms. It's not hard for me to imagine that because we had our share of just awful nightmarish thoughtforms that were pretty traumatic in and of themselves. With a distaste or inability to continue visualization or imposition, say, what could they do? I may be overthinking this, but I don't want to exclude the scenario that the host loves their tulpa but hates visual sruff. It still seems like a derailment of your points to say that, but I'm just thinking more than anything here. If it doesn't apply here, just move on and we'll approach that later.
  11. [Bear] Yes, but do you want the front page to say, Per my discussion with @Luminesce, I hereby rescind my assertion that I parallel process. I believe I do what the old tulpamancers did, SEP, which they called PP and meant PP, but may have actually not actually been fully up to par with the strictest definition. If they did, my hat's off to them. I am bested. However, it doesn't take anything away from what we do as a system. My systemmates are fullfilled, happy, loved and loving, and have zero complaints. We are free to enjoy each other's company, and are all joyful. I contend moreso than I could have been without them. As it is meant to be. What more should we strive for than an enriching and beautiful life?