Right, first of all i don't know if this query will be the first of many, or if it will be even permitted here.
And if it's permitted here, then I guess I am fortunate in that regard.
Before I sate the query, I want to give background on myself; not out of narcissistic or pity seeking measures. But out of personal clemency since i'm intrigued by this 'culture,' if I would be permitted to say so. Please be mindful, and considerate that this is the first time I've tried to voice this to a majority.
When I was about 6 years of age, I was experiencing the beginning and ending fits
