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    I am a hopefully up and coming 21 year old artist living in a new city and trying new and sometimes scary things. This is one of them.
  1. Here is a link to a blog post I wrote describing my experience from day one to now, which is incidentally 12 days. http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/37665991279/dear-diary-a-progress-report-7h-58m-day12
  2. Don't know if this will help anyone in particular but here is a link to a post I wrote about my meditation habits and a three-fold conscious limit that I use to help with concentration. http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/37656382755/meditation-a-record-of-my-current-methods
  3. I think, as usual, we have it backwards. While your example with centepedes dilemma is sound, I think that by trying to call this function a servitors function is missing the point entirely. A servitor is, to the best of my knowledge, a conscious projection or "hologram". Any actual functionality that it has is completely up to you. Meanwhile the conscious ignorance of how you walk, how your heart beats, or how you even breath is a function of something we know even less about: the subconscious. Your subconscious is constantly in control of things that are better done without your consciou
  4. ^^^ Pretty much the shortform of what I'm saying here and here and, to some extent, in my essay. so... thanks.
  5. 1> I fixed it. Sorry, I guess... 2> I thought I explained what I mean when I use the word consciousness, and by siphon. I am not implying that you are creating a schism or fracturing a single consciousness into several (because that is impossible). By consciousness, I am simply referring to your mind and yourself insofar as you are aware. I will word my arguments more carefully in the future if that is still not clear. 3> refer to the above 4> Yes and no, but it can be said that a tulpa has (as far as I can tell by testimony) a better view of your innerworkings than you do
  6. http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/37128407026/identifying-my-preconceived-notions-and here is something else I wrote addressing the problems pointed out by you guys with my first essay. Thanks for your feedback and feel free to point out any more problems you have with my theories.
  7. You are right that I did not really explain what I meant by "separate yet internal consciousness" and that is mostly just poor writing on my end. But I do mean what I said and will explain it in another post soon. But to help bridge the gap between everything before that claim and the claim itself, I should point out that the "different identities" aren't actually succinct identities but " different arrangements of psychological components" that gave the illusion of different identities. Again, your question about why this ability can "create" a consciousness is still valid and I will
  8. I have written down what I'm doing for personality creation here VVV http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/36995224530/my-current-approach-to-personality-creation Again, sorry for the whole tumblr thing, it just really is easier this way. Not sure if this is interesting to some people, just thought I would put it out there.
  9. Here is a guide I made for another way to exercise your concentration using chevreul's pendulum. http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/36992065445/chevreuls-pendelum-concentration-exercise-to-the I didn't make a tumblr to get likes or anything, it's just a convenient place to put this stuff. I'm going to be making more stuff like this in the future because I'm documenting the entire process of making a tulpa as I am in the early stages of it. Also writing essays, doing research, stuff like that. Also, if I dont reply for a long time (like days or a week or so) it's because I don
  10. Hey, so just to put it out there, here is an essay I wrote about why I believe that tulpa can be relevant to everyone. http://lateralintrospection.tumblr.com/post/36986750546/on-dissociation-of-personality-an-argument-for-why-i A proper introduction, I am kind of an outsider to this community and am only just starting a tulpa of my own, but I am documenting everything as I go. So if that's interesting to you I'm going to be writing a lot of essays like this in the future. I'll start a thread every time I write something that I think is worthy of discussion. I didn't make a tumblr to get
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