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About MysticalBurrito

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    There's not much to me, at age 12 my parent's divorced and my dad became psychotic and since then we have been running from him. I love programming, gaming, and I watch a lot of Anime and read a lot of Manga.

    I'm also a serious fan of To-LOVE-Ru.
  1. Hello, i thought it was about time I start a journal I joined about a year ago with the intentions of making a tulpa, who's name was yami but we later changed to kimiko, kimiko is wanting to change her name again so we will be doing that sometime soon. kimiko was originally just an experiment to see if the tulpae phenomonon existed but she became something more, a companion I can trust. so after several month into her creation she decided to go on a trip, not specifying why she has been gone for over a year. Only today when I looked at a picture of a charactor I based her form off of has she returned. before she left she had 2 forms, a girl and a foxgirl, and could freely shapeshift. Now tonight i have found she has developed new forms and has ditched her ability to freely shapeshift. her new forms being miniature forms of her original primrary forms as well as a small fox cub that can easily sit on my shoulder. I'll be forcing tonight in the wonderland, I'll be back to continue this journal.
  2. I don't I just put it into consideration. and added a step incase it does happen afterall. Also guys, i'll try to improve apon this. I'm just really bad at writing guides. :/
  3. Mine are increased libido and tiredness
  4. I said surprise me, yam i responded with "Dont" but my mind seems to have reject the response aprt way. :/
  5. [Yeah, burrito is deaf to me at some points in time. its quite normal and a bit annoying. all I can say is good luck to those of you out there wanting to hear your tulpa.]
  6. Okay guys, My wonderland has always been unstable and the other day I came up with a method to fully submerge myself into the wonderland the method also has some great advantages. please note the method may or may not work, there is a 50% success rate on the first attempt So I added a safety step so the risk of being stuck is less likely If you want to try it follow the guide EXACTLY otherwise you may trap yourself into your wonderland. I suggest you do this when your tulpa is sentient as it may come in handy if this does occour. First sit down in a comfortable place and close your eyes, imagine your in a void and that your tied by ropes to a door, (It dosn't have to be a door it can be anything that represents a way out of the wonderland.) Now imagine your wearing something like a choker, necklace, or a ring and that a light is shooting from in in the direction that all the strings are going too. Imagine that this object is glowing and that one by one all the strings except the one connected to the oject you created are being cut untill just one is left. test out the string that is connected to your obect, give it a slight tug, and if you feel like your being pulled foward then its a success.
  7. Anything for manga? My sis used to have a book on drawing manga. (I've recently been messing around with a few ideas on drawing eyes and such, I figured that out. I'm doing pretty well with the upper body portions too :) (Drawing yami from the shoulder's up, been studying how hair looks a lot lately as well as anime style hairdos.
  8. I'd post a hand-drawn picture but I've only recently been playing around with drawing anime charactors/manga Yami is about 5ft 1in tall. here is the pic we want to use. (Without flower on head):
  9. My mom and sister do not know.(Parent's are divorced) But my friends do.
  10. Sounds interesting, I'll start paying attention to this kind of stuff and get back into forcing (I've been really neglecting forcing lately :/)
  11. She's been wearing a Black battle dress and black boots. I'm thinking of getting her some new clothes though :)
  12. I've never gotten a headache just a feeling of slight pressure. I'm assuming that is due to me having done lots of hypnosis prior to making Yami. I've noticed since making yami I can be worn out more quickly energy wise, but it could just be in my head.
  13. I've based yami's form from her anime charactor counterpart, she has the same abilities, however i've let her deviate on her own. She still has her anime charactor form but deviates into a human version at times. The original charactor is in To-LOVE-Ru and goes by either Yami or Golden Darkness in the anime.
  14. well I don't stress easily so my mom will know something is off but I always have time late at night so I usually do it then, but by then I usually forget to force. I cant visualize in a wonderland I have to impose in the realworld, the wonderland is so unstable it's caused yami emotional scarres. so we've abandoned the wonderland as of late, I hope we can do something with it later once we get her fully imposed. I also had an identity crisis earlier that affected her so I just got over it and left it there, (I wasn't sure if I was a host who had a tulpa I didn't know, about or a tulpa who had become the host)
  15. A: No answer, not sure what you mean by "Roll" Q: how many people know you have a tulpa?