Orq9000

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  1. I like this guide. It corresponds best to my look on tulpae. Ok. So basically what i need to do, is to use some person to learn how to read this "core" from my subconcious mind, read my own core and then create and write core of tulpa, right?
  2. Nice idea is to look through some concept arts of characters on things like deviantart, and compose something made of bits of them. Also. Maybe create tulpa that is a new part of Your body, like growth, lump or something. When it comes to me, I wanted something pocket size and able to fly. So pocket pony was perfect.
  3. I shapeshifted few times while I was in my wonderland. Not to any certain creature, but into very complex shape, surrounding tulpa. I stopped when I noticed that she is scared by this. When I came back to reality, I was in really weird and uncomfortable position. I was considering possession, but only of my hands to let her work on pc. What I'm curious about is: Probably tulpa can't poses her host, because she dont have skill to control physical body. So I assume, when someone learns his tulpa possesion, she gains those skills. Host can overtake a body when he want's because his body control skills are significantly higher than tulpae. But what if tulpa would posses body so long, she learns to control body as well as host. Or what if host is tired or sleeping. Would it give tulpa posibility to overtake anytime? It would be like constant fight to be in control.
  4. I don't see a reason to break anything. I think giving tulpa second, fully imposed body to switch at will, would be proof enough.
  5. I think it depends. Mainly on how strongly host connects tulpa consciousness and her body. If host is stronglt convinced that object he impose is really his tulpa, then mortality of tulpa is more posible than in cases when host considers imposed object as only avatar or servitor controled by tulpa. In my opinion, it would be better if we explore how strong connection is, between body and mind of tulpa.
  6. Orq9000

    Tulpa theory

    So according to all this, birth is not a creation of another human, but just of a biomechanical doll. And human being is created by further social interactions. And also it makes tulpa more like a child. I like this idea, it makes sense.
  7. If this is a question. I'd say. To tulpa! It's the only way to get rid of skepticism. At least for now.
  8. I like general idea. I would like to share this idea with other people, but first I must know is this really possible. And since only way to do this, is to make tulpa by myself, I'm doing it. So generally, the reason is "for science!" Also. 2. Companion. 3. Second opinion on my creative work. 4. Ponis are cute!
  9. @Lane Trip I think, when it comes to tulpaforcing at work. You should refer to daydreaming topic. I haven't written down a single word about my tulpa personality, likes, traits or whatever. All is in my head and I think this is the best way for me.
  10. Funny thing. I misunderstood You same way as Tulpatalk. So it appears You making exactly what I wanted to do. But other way, from normal size to pocket. How advances is Your tulpa? Are you at imposing already?
  11. I would say: AT&T, Atheism, Halibut, Network Switches, Roof Repair, Vertical Jump. Yup. This is best way to describe Vinyl... But seriously. Aren't You overdoing Her a little bit?
  12. Oh my! Pardon my negligence! I do believe, 30cm is about 12''. I'm terrible sorry for this inconvenience kind Sir.
  13. 30cm without horn. First I thought I'll give her ability to change her size at will. But then I realized that it would confuse perspective and make difficult to impose.
  14. I don't see any threat in your little, cute obsession. Just don't allow form to overtake personality. Don't make puppet.
  15. It's not like I'm not doing personality at all, but I also didn't used traits. I didn't even heard about this method before I started. I was using something like representation of life aspects. Filled with certain emotion, or left empty and attached to specific method to fill them. More about this I wrote here: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Orq9000?pid=74#pid74
  16. Pupillary response can occur due to psychological stimuli. It can occur in case of Pavlov response, so those muscles are controlled by subconscious part of mind. I think it's possible that tulpa causes this kind of reaction.
  17. Actually, this works fine for me. I did something like this. Sketch of body -> Personality -> Connection of both -> Further work on whole tulpa. And it's ok. But what I'm concerned about is fact, that my work on personality was too insignificant comparing to form. And I plead guilty here. That was stupid.
  18. I accidentally my tulpa. It's not like I broke her dead. But i think i fucked up something. If at all, it's possible to make something really wrong when it comes to my imagination. Anyway. Until few hours ago, I was working on my tulpa without any outer help like guides, traits charts or lurking through threads. All I knew was: Waht is tulpa, I shouldn't parrot, i need to work on form, by elaborating each sense separatly and that pesonality come first. And for one and a half month I was looking for my own way to create tulpa. To see how different my results will be. And I must say, it went better than I expected. However when Dane asked us to spread the word about this board. I decided to translate some of his work to my language, to make it more accessible. This offcourse meant end of my experiment. And I think I made serious mistake. I designed her personality in my own way, and It was supereffective. I had already few minor emotional responses. After week of work and occasionally narration during visualization. But I think it's mostly due to fact, that's compleatly mine way to do this. Not like I found something new. What I did wrong, was working on personality for a week and immediately jumping to form. For whole time I felt I didn't spent enough time on personality, but I really was thinking it's how it supposed to be. I was wrong. Now I have smoldering consciousness that I can feel, and really nice puppet, which is hard to control for this consciousness. From now on I'll work mostly on personality and wait until she becomes vocal. I won't work on visualization, to let forgetting curve affect it. And then I'll restart whole visualization proces. Or just ask tulpa, what she want to do with this. I'll make proper note on every sesion. So if I fix it, I'll be able to say how. Main question is. How hard did I fucked up?
  19. I loved this cartoon when I was kid.
  20. I met same occlusion. There was a point, when i was considering both options, making Her 2D or translation to 3D. But eventually after few experiments wit booth syles of visualisation, I decided on 3D version. Not because it's better or worse. It's just work for me. I think it depends strongly on host's predisposition, because i meet with many different opinions. If You going 3D, I can recommend elaborating spatial form using drawing principles like those. It helped me a lot.
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  22. >My green text is in proper shade of green. Don't refrain. Now I'm curious. I'm starting to get how this supposed to feel in real life narration.
  23. Irish. I can differentiate them perfectly. But I was referring to this particular situation. It's like those alien emotions I perceived in wonderland, but with seed of doubt.
  24. If only It would be so easy to tell which ones are alien.