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  1. Spice

    "Tupper"

    i remember tupperware being a common word in 2012/2013 but it seemed to be the same time as the word tupper was gaining traction, perhaps I misremember?
  2. sorry to be blunt but what exactly is your question?
  3. Youre on a forum where a good percentage of us have sentient pony best friends, theres no judgement here. Anyway, Spice's form.is based.off a demi god from an anime, and so is Tomoe's. I think I liked the idea of having a god like / spirit like creature as my brain demons :p tomoe is very young but I can feel his presence a lot, spice is chatty but likes to have actual conversations where you sit down, get her attention, and discuss something.
  4. These are good ideas, and when we build up.the courage to talk to them about it again, we'll use these examples! I think I have a more stable life than most tulpamancers, despite still having a few stresses and issues, (this is no judge of character, its just a lot of hosts start out very unhappy and work towards recovery as a host) so maybe she thinks im running away or bailing on "reality"? thats silly anyway because my tulpas are real, but i assume thats her perspective.. Thank you for all your help and input :)
  5. Spice

    "Tupper"

    slang i use includes tup, tupper, tupperware, brain demon, etc. theyre all used in jest and are just alternatives to tulpa.
  6. Its hard to say, it seems like she feels tulpas are destinened to fail, re-intergrate, or dissipate, but at the same time, knows that "getting rid" of a tulpa is difficult as all hell. When I push for more reasoning behind that belief, they usually change the subject. it just feels like theyve seen a tulpa and host that had a very unhealthy relationship, and now feel like no tulpas and hosts could have a healthy relationship. they also feel that interacting with your tulpas too much makes you lose sight of reality and human to human relationships, but thats not true. Its a pickle. Id love for them to meet my other best friends but Im worried they'll try and talk me out of them, when at this point, I have my tulpas for life. Spice herself was also very interested in talking to them, but seems to have quietened down about it since then
  7. today I felt tomoes presence for the first time and it was really exciting. we're officially a system of 3! Also, my median state has slowly started coming back recently, which is probably because spice kept deviating and separating herself from it OH also today i found out spice sleeps. sounds weird, but id never had a case of her "waking up" at a different time to me, so i assumed she didnt sleep. when i asked her her response was something like 'yes obviously i sleep' but ????? dude how was I supposed to know lmao Im hoping to keep tomoe active enough to start talking to us soon, Ive felt a bit of intent but that's all so far
  8. this is fantastic advice, pls follow it
  9. a bit annoyed, but it wouldnt be relationship ruining. it might just be annoying
  10. concentration headaches have stopped. i wonder why? i think its because we just werent used to "fronting" together for long, but we got over the hurdle quite quickly. Not much else to report, Spice seems to feel like theres something about tomoes form to mess with, but cant think of it. related note, if you guys have a close friend who knows what tulpas are, but doesnt think people should make them, would you tell them about your tulpa? bonus points if you knew them when you made your tulpa but its been 5 years and now youre conflicted lmao!
  11. toll-pa(h), generally. i think tool-pa sounds silly
  12. my tulpa is trying to act more like her source material now, but I didnt choose that. in fact, i tried to avoid it. your tupper may look like monika, but they will always deviate in personality. she will probably deviate in form, too, and you have to be ok with that.
  13. we broke the vocality barrier for the 2nd time just before i got high for the first time, but using self hypnosis id learned sober while high helped me stop doubting longer responses and in turn, hear her speak longer and longer sentences. hypnosis is a hell of a drug
  14. honestly tulpas that responded in a week/two weeks were almost unheard of when i made spice so i dont think youre doing anything wrong. it took us like a year
  15. remember when every 4chan general called em tulpæ
  16. welcome! its astounding how many users have accidentally made tulpas these days. Its good to meet you both and your host :)
  17. Spice

    Chat Thread

    That game looks awful. Im tempted to buy it.
  18. quick post because spice wants to go back to watching spice and wolf ? Spice is super vocal now and its easier to proxy for her. We still talk over each other a bit but working out my thoughts vs her thoughts is a looot easier. ? We took some time to design Tomoe's personality tonight. spice insisted on messing with his form but then didnt make many changes. shes going to encourage him to take pride in his form and vividly pay attention to the wonderland and the body, in hopes that we can switch some day ? When spice pays attention to something for a bit longer than a brief moment, i get a concentration headache. anime will be a struggle anyway. take care!
  19. Spice

    Chat Thread

    we made plans to watch her favorite anime tomorrow! :)
  20. Spice

    Chat Thread

    No valentines stuff for me, I got tied up in some legalese and was in a terrible mood, so we didnt do anything. I should have, though. Spice's birthday was in January, and we didnt do anything huge for that either. :/
  21. We havent had any experience with this happening, but it seems possible enough. There was a post on here from a host saying when they switched their tulpa had cold/hayfever symptoms (irritated nose and eyes mostly) but when the host took over they didnt feel it. DID systems can have different glasses prescriptions, which might interest you. There hasnt been any research into whether tulpas are the same, though.
  22. there were quite a few australians in 2013. not sure how many kangaroo fellas are left on the boards tho
  23. when youre dedicating months to making a tulpa, and years to living with them, you eventually drop the doubts about this and thats when your tup flourishes. People have explained this in a couple different ways, but newbies probably dont understand it, and thats why theyre parrotnoid, but tulpas literally have to learn to not be you. At first when a tulpa thinks the host will constantly feel like theyre talking to themselves. Hosts expect some sort of foreign entity, a strong schizophrenic response as soon as their tulpa is vocal, and assume that vocality and sentience arent ongoing, evolving skills for the tulpa months after creation. how do you know its the tulpa? if you didnt mean to parrot them, just go with it. your mind needs time to separate your consciousness. this is why passive forcing is so important, its a constant reminder that theres now 2 (or more) consciousnesses developing along side each other. im rambling but tldr "why does my tulpa sound like me?" because it is you, but itll sound different eventually.
  24. the host (me) is like that collgehumor video, the church of people who are spiritual but not religious spice says shes got some magical thinking [but im not as into it as he is. spells and stuff. I like runes though.] i used to incorporate tarot into forcing, i should try that again. [No you shouldn't]