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  1. Bedhead

    Hey everyone

    Sure, why not. I have heard of shamans and some Native Americans doing this sort of thing before. It isn't something I wouldn't see worth a try.
  2. Bedhead

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    Thank you kind sir with your words of hope, but I pray that it may not have to come to using advanced tools to genetically altering ourselves to have a tail or ears of the favored animal in question. Instead I hope that it would be possible to gain great control over the body and have the insight and wisdom to do some sort of internal to external surgery through thought. This is a pretty far-fetched hope I am afraid however, but nothing will stop me from trying to drive towards my dream; may it be a complete wreck or a straight line towards success.
  3. Bedhead

    Hey everyone

    :Abandons all hope for this forum:
  4. Bedhead

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    Closed minded thinking isn't helpful in this subject, but I appreciate how you have fueled this topic either way you stand. I for one believe anything is possible in reality, but it is a matter of figuring out how. Many things that men have aspired to have come to fruition where many thought impossible because of their beliefs, when in fact the only limit is the imagination and how strong the will to carry out their desire. I will not disagree that science has not provided us many wonderful insights, but they are still trying to figure out how the human works in many interesting ways. Unless who we are is fully realized soundly without a shadow of a doubt, then I would not throw out the idea of human augmentation through force of will alone to not be possible.
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    This is not what I mean though, I am asking to alter my human evolution to where I somehow supplement wolf ears and wolf tail ^. I have a feeling this will be a very tasking feat to pull off and am willing to hear about what preparation is needed in order to allow my body to efficiently interact with its new found limbs. I am doubtful that someone hasn't thought of this before as I am also doubtful that an organization hasn't been made to look for a way to logically pursue this endeavor, however I am lastly pretty doubtful that anyone here would have anything helpful to share that can be very insightful if not inspiring.
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    I want to grow Wolf Ears and a Wolf Tail. Not impose through hypnotic suggestions to give me the phantom limb syndrome for or the visual imposition, but to construct blue prints for my brain to follow to allow my form to have a tail and ears. Does anyone have any sources that would point me in the right direction? Thank you.
  7. I'm sadistic enough to not care, and loving enough to always bring mine back. I can live with my tulpa disappearing when I die, because I have come to terms with it happening to myself.
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    Now my tulpa is a white furred, yellow to blonde haired, and blue eyed pony for fun. I forgot my tulpa for a while. I brought her back because I am back in my old habits and routines and needed someone to fill the gaps where I lack social contact. I don't force for her much, and I don't even talk to her. I just try to notice her presence and wait for her to say something first. I know she knows how to talk. I am just waiting.
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    Holy shit, what was i writing? Well. Now my tulpa looks like lapis lazuli for convenience in forcing. I talk to her some times during the day and sometimes night. I hope i can snowball this sort of thing so I focus on her 24/7. Jee I need to fill the gap between that time. I just noticed that was 2 1/2 years ago. I kept focusing on my tulpa, and forgetting about my tulpa. I ditched trixie and stayed with twilight (who will now be named Starshine). I sometimes would actively try to forget about my tulpa, and later discover that I need them to not be lonely and depressed. I over that time a lot of changes went around. I altered her appearence, to completely changing it to a female demon, to changing it back, to changing it back again, and then finally to lapis lazuli. I of course ask her if it's okay. She doesn't seem to mind. I forget what drama went on. . . That's about it.
  10. The idea of any of my dead tulpae coming back scares me. I don't know what to do with the situation if it happens.
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    I did my first serious force session since a long time. I am not that great with focus, and I went in and out a bit, but I was able to focus on my pony's eyes, hair, mouth, horn, etc. It only took the feeling that life is getting dull and it was the best thing to do at that very moment, and possibly every other moment in time.
  12. Yeah. . That is a fool proof method. But the hard part is if you have insomnia and have a tough time falling asleep with a lack of melatonin in your body. But what you said is correct, I did it by accident once in the morning and discovered when I have a clear visual of something I enter it into a dream like state, but the catch is it can collapse pretty quickly.
  13. Monday:nope Tuesday:nope Wednesday:nope Thursday:Hmm maybe I will try - meaning five minutes of visualizing Friday:I should really try - fails Saturday:nope Sunday:nope and all that time I keep them in mind trying to include them in my thoughts, yet failing. I am a bad tulpamancer.
  14. More static than signal. I am the only one to blame.