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Just had another session, but this one got cut short due to my parents arriving home early. Only had 15 mins, and sadly I felt something was about to happen. I have a slightly smaller headache then before, but I'm going to do it one more time tonight - Hopefully I won't be interrupted yet again.
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Just... the tulpa seems sentient, but you've only really done... what? 3 hours of forcing?
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...Wow. That was... quick.
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Hannibal's little helper. (Now with SUPER AIDS)
Spark replied to Hannibal's topic in Progress Reports
You are trying to take the guides too literally - and have been over-thinking. When I just let my random thoughts take over, a 25 minute session ended with an entirely different wonderland, and a small headache. I also had a 3D model of my tulpa already imprinted in my mind... If you let your subconscious do its work, you'll get things done much more efficiently. -
I think I had my best session yet. It lasted only 25 minutes, but I felt like I could've easily gone longer. The only reason I stopped was due to my dogs wanting to be let in, and I didn't want to ignore them. I finally really established a wonderland - its a Tree house in the jungle, with semi-open walls. I found myself flowing with energy after that realization - For a 3D model of my tulpa seemed to appear in my wonderland soon after, in what looked like a comatose state. I didn't get anything emotional, but after I exited the trance, I had a small headache - and the slightest pressur
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Why are you talking in the 3rd person.
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When I was forcing last night, an image of a woman just popped up in my thoughts. I'm guessing thats what the tulpa wants to be?
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Ok, I'm gonna do some forcing before Toonami starts. Hopefully I'll last longer this time.
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I think I'll let it know I want a girl when forcing, but also leave it open. How about that?
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I won't lie - I know I want a girl, but I want the Tulpa to be happy. I think it would prefer the choice.
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All of the girls I know like that are either lesbian, or bi. Sucks, but I like guys too. S'alright.
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Well, I don't care what gender it is. Boy or girl is fine. I don't have a problem with genderless, but I would prefer it chooses one gender over the other.
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I'm letting the Tulpa decide, so no idea.
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Do you ever wonder what will happen if she gets as strong as you?
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At one time I had three ;)