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  1. First update on here in almost a year. Almost completely forgot about the Tulpa community, but have made leaps and bounds with Yuki. Yuki is fully vocal now, she can alert me when she wants to talk and now she has an ever changing appearance. She says "Hi" by the way. Yuki: You are so weird. You don't have to tell them it like that. What am I supposed to do? Yuki: I don't know, tell them something else! In other news, her sense of humor has grown, and she is incredibly sarcastic. She makes fun of me then tells me she loves me... We "play argue" alot. She doesn't seem to care much th
  2. Although this is extremely simple. Its perfect! Exactly what I needed. Ill try it tonight.
  3. WhileRealizing I haven't updated in a while a lot has happened. Back in the states and had to deal with Sandy attacking for a few days. Yet now there is internet back and while getting back in the flow of things Yuki and I have hit a few milestones. First off, we can communicate quite easily now. I have finally found out how to hear her and I can even see her in my minds eye practically anytime I like. As the suicidal delivery driver that I am, while narrating I thought of a new way to visualize her. Almost above my field of vison (open eyed)I see her in a void of sorts, sometimes her whole
  4. Just arrived in Innsbrook Austria, spent the whole ride here trying to draw Yuki better, though I have been mastering faces my bodies seem to lack. I doubt Yuki minds though, hopefully in the future she can help me out with it. Last night while writing my report I felt an immense emotional response. It couldn't be just me, it was like a big chill/vibration up and down my body. It felt really good. =) I've been narrating a lot more when I am alone away from my family. I find it hard to focus on anything more than what is right in front of me when things and people are communicating. I have
  5. It was to the point of where i was keeping myself up at night to debate it. I kept referring to Yuki when thinking about it, and i feel I shouldnt have. It was a very personal emotional issue to do with my ancestry and the devastation of there being such cruelty. Obviously the Holocaust was a terrible thing, but I dont think many people really realize just how horrific it was. Over my time here in Germany, visiting these museums and the concentration camps. It really affected me. I don't want to traumatize Yuki, and I dont want how I feel about such things to influence her negatively. To me sh
  6. Kinda freaked myself out while here. I grew up with a quasi jewish family, and my grandmother on my fathers side being a holocaust survivor things were very dark for learning that part of history. While here in Germany we walked through a few museums, and the things I saw were very graphic. The whole time I was talking to Yuki about how my ancestors were treated, how horrible it was, I didnt think that I myself would have such an emotional reaction to some of the stuff. It makes me wonder if it wasnt just me, my emotions were stronger on the subject than ever had been before. there was a speci
  7. Yeah CP shouldnt be much of an issue, at AL we didnt have it for security reasons(several users found an admin bot account used only for the app via the app.) We also had a currency system there that bugged out constantly on the app, whenever you posted you would get 5pp. Using the app sometimes didnt award any or awarded HEFTY amounts. Seeing as this forum lacks that feature i dont see an issue.
  8. Yay someone with more experience than myself! Ill share what I have so far when i get back to my computer in the states. Currently posting from my phone off a hijacked wifi spot in the middle of Munich Germany, pretty sure this is some porn shop's wifi...
  9. Quick sketch Quick paint Please know I did both of these while on a shakey train in the middle of Germany on my 3DS so I apologize for the lack of quality. When I get back to the states ill do better quality pictures.
  10. Haha hopefully, condsidering she's been in New England her whole life, Europe must be alien. She seems to be content, though I'm not sure. I spent most of the train ride to Berlin drawing her and painting her, ill post the pictures when I have a chance to upload them. Its helping me get an even better feel for how she looks in my mind by concentrating enough to reproduce her I n art. =P
  11. Lack of proper sleep eludes me here in Denmark meh. Haven't foced much, yet the one session I have done seems to be fairly sucessful.3D visualization is easy, yet keeping focussed long enough to hold things in my mind seems to dwindle. Id like to blame the sleeplessness jet lagg or all the beer yet I blame myself. Been narrating in and out. There is a great amount of distraction when being a tourist, and I need to hunker down and refrain from giving myself too many excuses. So far no further thoughts from Yuki that I can make out. Probabally from my lack of attentivness. Perhaps shde is mad
  12. SOOOOOO I'm leabing for Denmark in a day,(hopefully won't get attacked by Fede.) So my adventures with Yuki will be taking us across Europe. Ill be updating mostly via my phones wifi. Not much progress since she spoke my name. Been trying to research ways to help speech along, yet I'll have 14 hours of plane rides to and from to force, plus trains etc. Can't wait.If she becomes completely vocal while in Europe would she be considered part Euro? XD
  13. Gah, been working a ton, and had been hitting some walls, YET THIS MORNING ABOUT AN HOUR AGO SHE SAID MY NAME! Clearly and very confidently said my name. I FELT DAT ALIENESS! xD I am so happy. It was especially surprising since I had just woken up.
  14. Can do, any specific colors you want it to be? Or do you trust my judgement?
  15. Yuki is a common name and is a word in japanese. Means Snow. }d say its a bit common (not as an english speaking name)
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