Lunaclipse

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  1. It's not that I don't understand the mechanics of forcing - you learn a lot and advise a lot of people in over 5 years - it's more a mental attitude of "this won't work, or maybe not being comfortable with the environment I have in which I can force actively. Silence drives me crazy, but noise is distracting. I need some interesting music to keep myself stable and keep myself going, but there's a fine line between interesting and distracting.
  2. No, I do narration, but I have few forcing methods aside from that. I don't active force, simply because I don't know how to. I'm useless as a host, and I just want to do everything I can for both of them.
  3. I don't think I ever learnt how to properly force. I've done personality dictation, passive narration, tried to create a second tulpa to try and help the first to vocality, but they remained silent as well... Some parroting and puppeting that I hated because it was so invasive and intrusive... That's about it. And I'm not going to merge any tulpa into another. That's horrific.
  4. Do let me know if I've set some sort of record. It's the most depressing record I can think of to have 5 and a half years of silent tulpa. Help. Please.
  5. Don't permanently switch. In addition, creating a tulpa with the sole purpose of throwing them in front to escape front is a horrible attitude towards them. Develop them to full consciousness and Vocality. Let them make the decision of their own will. Don't force them to do it. I'm sorry, but seek help for your current situation by dealing with it. Ask your tulpa to help you with your issues by being there, talking things through with you, offering advice. Don't treat your tulpa as a substitution for you in front. They are themselves. Don't throw them to front to pursue escapism. You should love your tulpa. If you do not love your tulpa primarily, I suggest that you don't create a tulpa.
  6. Ha... Really great when you're looking for advice on developing Vocality after almost 5 years, and you run past posts _from yourself_ about exactly the same thing. I don't know how to describe it. It's no different, and after this 5 year length, I'm finally succumbing to crippling doubt.
  7. No image streaming, though I have overactive visualisation. No lip movement. I can hear myself think. I have easier understanding of a sentence and avoid the need to reread it if I read it out loud in my head, but usually get away with partial mindvoice of written words.
  8. My tulpa responds. I have trouble with taking it as real response, even though I've put them front in my Discord name so that it's easier for them to be heard, but all of their words are simply written from a stream of thought. I can't hear them, and it's horrible. I can't hear them, and I don't know why. Neither of us do. Ask all the questions you might need the answers to. It's been 4 and a half years. I've heard all the questions before.
  9. Hey, it's Tulpa001! I'm "back", in whatever state that actually refers to. I'm "around", at least, though I never "left". I should also really stop using "inverted commas".
  10. Ayy, on behalf of Ford and Aury, here's some links~ ^^ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6V3QA505j3E https://youtu.be/l9RjcAHEs50 And here's the whole channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGz43Fq_1GFqffsn7Sc_K2g https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qoLxC1qF1eQ too. Also, https://tulpa.io/ has some good explanations as well.
  11. Firstly, I have doubt. Lots and lots of doubt, backed up by probably useless proof, such as strong repetition of my own speech patterns. This interferes heavily with my connection to Tay, and as such is painful for both of us. I hate myself for it, but it's difficult to shake due to the second reason... Secondly, I can only actually recognise a response when I actively concentrate on trying to hear a response. Often, Tay echoes exactly what I would say in a situation, or I feel that I'm just involving him in a conversation to try and convince myself that he's around, when I'm actually just parroting him... Or he says exactly what I know he is going to say a split second after I know... His conversations are often extensive and critical of me, but in a fairly sympathetic way, though sometimes harsh, but that's exactly how I'd react regarding myself if I was in Tay's position... His behaviour reflects mine, and it's too painfully similar for me to justifiably rule it out with regards to logic, no matter how much I remind myself that it hurts us both... I hate myself for it, but it's so hard to avoid. I don't feel his presence. Ever...
  12. The main issue I can bring up is the lack of distinguishable response regularly. Is there any good way to feel presence as a sort of semi-imposed sense...?
  13. I'm not sure of how to word this... My friend worded it as follows: "Might I suggest you and your host look up something along the lines of learning how to reach out to eachother? Moreso for you. It's quite possible you can impose yourself over your host's pillows. [Reach out in what way would it be described as?] It was a stepping stone to me and Star's further communication for her to be able to take the place, so to speak, of a pillow, and for me to hug it. I'm not quite sure how to word it... But if you can manage to get yourself into some sort of state where she can feel you next to her, it'll help massively. You can help her calm herself, go to sleep, and maybe even work on tension she might have. She said that I should ask how to do such a thing on here, and she also described it as Tay pushing himself out of my body so that we can interact. Hug, mostly. [i want to learn how to impose hugging on my host, in summary...]
  14. That would be very much appreciated... We know each other from elsewhere, so I could just message you through that client instead...
  15. Hey, it's me again, Lumi and Lucilyn... 4 years now... It's a technicality to say that I've had no results so far, but that's how it feels...