CreativeMind

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    Studying to be a personal trainer. Music fanatic. I'm pretty laid back.

    My tulpa is Mathias, an anthropomorphic rottweiler. He can speak clearly with mindvoice. He's very wise, compassionate, and level headed. I'm so proud.

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  1. It might take a little bit of tweaking, but I think you could pull it off: Find plain front and back views of the character, no special poses just like concept art: standing there. Trace over where you see (with your imagination + judgement), and add the finishing touches (nipple placement, belly button, etc) via referencing a nude model. There are tons of resources for artistic nudes you could work from. If you are able to do this on your computer, just add another layer, if you lack software you can find gimp amd opencanvas free downloads. This would be preferred as you can more easily 'undo'. If you have to do it by hand, tracing paper or wax paper should do, and you could work off of that. I know it's not the easiest of solutions, but it would allow her to keep the body she wants and maybe she could even tweak it with you. Just what I would do in your shoes, everyone's mind works differently. Good luck!
  2. Oh! Here you are! Looking forward to seeing how things progress. Very happy you started a PR. ^^ Mathias and I wish you the best of luck, let us know if there is ever anything we can help with. <3
  3. Oh yes, definitely customize/change/'perfect' the PM, I was just coining the thought of the balance of friendly/strict. As far as explaining the search in the Q&A, I think that's a fantastic idea, and would make the PM's much more bearable. However, maybe the PM could point the person in that direction, as you know not everyone clicks around as much as they should when getting on a forum. We're coming up with what has the potential to be an easy solution to an irritating problem. That's pretty snazzy.
  4. You are more than welcome to create any type of tulpa you wish, however, before going into this, I would just like you to know that: - Although people have had success with creating tulpa to be just like pre-existing characters, there have also been lots of failures. - 'Setting the bar' for your tulpa can potentially stress them out and create insecurity/feelings of inadequacy, and stunt progress. In turn, not getting the results you want can frustrate you, therefore also stressing out your tulpa. It is very important that you do not look at the potential tulpa as if it's going to be just like having one from the show. This comes off to me as more of a novelty. Your reasons are none of my business, but if you just like the character and wish you could talk to it, perhaps a tulpa isn't the best way to express that. This is a different personality, a different 'being' for lack of a better term. How you treat it and 'raise' it during creation will have a lot to do with the end result (obviously). I don't think it would be very fun to be 'born' and have it drilled into my head that I need to be just like someone else because that's as close as my creator can get to the real thing. As I've mentioned earlier though, there have been successes. Regardless of whether or not you decide to go 'canon pony', please read up on as many guides as you can before starting. Know exactly what you want going into it, be organized, this will help avoid confusion. Good luck.
  5. I'm happy that things seem to be going smoothly for you! Don't worry, there's still a high possibility that once it hatches it will enjoy storms with you. Perhaps the little egg is just stressed because of the unfamiliar external stimuli. Oh I can't wait until it hatches. You're doing a great job by the way.
  6. Writing exercises work wonderfully! I'm happy that you two are really getting into something that you can share on a more 'imaginitave' level. :) Keep us posted on any particularly interesting scenarios. Hope that you feel better soon ^^
  7. Mathias is going to do his best to answer your questions. He wanted me to mention though that he is still in the process of fully 'understanding himself' so his responses may be basic and may change later as he experiences different things. 1. What are your (the Tulpae) fundamental characteristics that all have? I am sure that if Creative stopped treating as I am real, and perhaps over a period of time told me that I was just imaginary, neglected me... Which of course she would never do. However, with enough of this I could feel that it is a very real possibility that my psyche and sense of self could be wholly stripped from me and I would revert into a thought. This is speculation of course, but there are even humans who question whether or not they are real, I don't have a body tying me to (perceived) reality. 2. What rights or "legitimate expectations" would you say you have? Don't have? Do any of the fundamental characteristics above play into this? To never be completely alone. Any social creature (which I believe tulpa are, as we have the minds of humans who are social creatures) would go mad if left in solitary confinement for long enough. Some are more social than others, for instance I have Creative and one or two other friends I talk to. But if I had no one, it would be a very bleak existance. Like any being, I deserve at least a chance at experiencing happiness. 3. Basic needs are mentioned in that example. Do you have any basic needs? Assume a definition of "minimum resources required to sustain". Do these basic needs (or lack thereof) change any aspect of your answer to question 2? To exist as I am now, I'm going to say neglect could easily change everything. Unless brainwashed to believe otherwise, I would still be aware of that fact that I am very much real. But, I'm sure the feelings of it all over an extended period of time would change who I am. So a bare minimum to sustain myself as I am, is to have the love and appreciation of Creative (host). I've read reports of tulpa making tulpa, perhaps this would solve for here and maybe even #2, but I have never created a tulpa, so I don't know how that works.
  8. Oh wow, that's pretty intense. Theory: Perhaps you've been desensitized? You interpret it differently because you experience it constantly, while Roswell hasn't experienced taste near as much? I'm curious as to how this works. What do you think?
  9. Oh wow I'm really close to Tulpadelphia (Tulpasburgh no joke, come dahntahn). Next time your in town get at me bro we'll have ice cream or some shit. Forcin' them tulpaeiie (because you know that's what more than 1 is called).
  10. Mathias and I have not done possession, but I'm going to share my guess: I believe 'taste' would be the same, but 'interpretation' would be different. As in, spicy foods might give me a burning feeling, but Mathias might enjoy them, even though we both taste the same 'flavor'. I think that's as 'diverse' as it could possibly get, since we are sharing the same mouth, and the mouth itself does not physically change.
  11. Why thank you! Taking a psychological approach (treating the tulpa as a developing 'human' mind) makes it much easier to 'slip' things in much less straightforwardly. I think it feels more positive and sticks more than 'you will be ____'. But that's just my take on it, there are obviously many different ways to 'form' and 'create' your tulpa. :) I think everyone should explore different options and find what works for them. Every mind is different. Well, considering this is a Creation guide, I don't think I'll put things like that in here. This was just something I put together for those who may have questions or those who may want to try new things and keep forcing interesting with their tulpa. When I have more experience with more 'advanced' things, I'll most likely create a different guide (in the same style as this one) for more 'advanced' folks. Again, thanks for the feedback! Really do appreciate it.
  12. Well, there are a few reasons why she might have 'disappeared'. - You could have just stressed yourself out so much you weren't able to see her. - She was just stressed out and didn't know what to do, perhaps she felt powerless. There's nothing wrong with 'sisters' or 'best friends'. :) It's whatever works for you. If anything, reminding her that you are her 'sister' might be even more empowering to her. You'll work through it, no biggie. Just be patient and positive, and things will end up just fine. What's ironic, is that I tend to worry a lot too (about physical-world based issues). I've developed Mathias in a way to where he is the 'wise' half of me, he'll usually reach in and know just what to say to help me slow down. If you continue to feed to her that she has the -power- to help you, she'll be more prone to -believing- that she can help you, and in turn will do more to help you through your problems. Happy I could help! ^^
  13. Well, she's probably just very confused and stressed. I'm going to suggest that you approach her with nothing but positivity, vaguely explain yourself, and then tell her that you need her to help you and you can both work together to make things all better. I've found through working with my own tulpa, that the best approach in problem solving, is a positive and psychological one. (Just as it is with another person, it seems so obvious, no?) Important points I feel would really help the situation: 1) You are coming to terms with the issue. 2) Apologize, explain that you were afraid only because of how special she is to you, and you want to be the best host possible. You just panicked. (These are to draw her in, and comfort her. Remind her of her importance and why you got so stressed over this in the first place. If she has a better understanding, she'll empathize more with you.) 3) Identifying her as a part of the 'team'. 'We' 'Us', etc. 4) Telling her that you will both improve and grow together. 5) Explain that first though, you need her help to clean up the mess, and it would make both of you ('us') very happy. (Put emphasis on her importance, boost her confidence, you want her to believe that you two are going to be partners, and work together. This should be very motivating to her as well as help vanquish her doubts. Remember, she's as doubtful and scared as you are.) 6) Reassuring her that all is well and this isn't a big deal, and again that you're sorry and you didn't mean to scare/stress her. (Reassure her to keep the positive tone, fixing this isn't impossible, this is do-able, and you're both going to work through it with ease. Remove the preconceived notion that this is the most horrible thing ever out of her mind.) I'm going to give an example of a positive tone for 1, 2. "Hey ****, I know things have been pretty chaotic, but things are going to get much better starting right now. I'm so sorry that these things happened in the first place, as silly as it sounds I was only afraid because of how important you are to me. I want to be the best host that I can be for you." It is very important that you approach her with confidence, because she's only going to be as strong as you are. You are her greatest influence, especially early in development. Yes, she can help you, and there's no doubt in my mind that she will. But first, you have to take the lead. You don't have to write her a speech, just put emphasis on those points I've listed in any order that works for you. (End with positivity and reassurance.) If you want to be REALLY personable and make a connection, (this may also show that you really 'mean it'), you can write it out in the form of a letter, and 'offer' it to her. Write it, call her over, tell her 'I've written something for you', and read it to her aloud. This isn't necessary, but it could help rekindle some of your bond since you're taking time out of your day to write her something nice, and be a little more convincing because you've put more thought into it. Wishing you both the best of luck, I know you can make things better.
  14. I really appreciate that you're putting safety first, I really respect you for that. I agree, safety is #1. Although I have done things that may be deemed irresponsible or unsafe, safety has always been my #1 concern. (My surroundings, alone or with people, under what conditions, do my research, mentally prepare myself, etc.) Basically I'm a big girl and have been exposed to a lot, I manage. It's not something someone should jump into though. So actually now that you've mentioned safety, I'm just going to throw out there that if anybody has any questions, I'll do my best to answer. These are tools, they CAN be incredibly 'risky' tools. Don't just try something because it sounds like a good idea.
  15. D'aw, can't wait for your egg to hatch. Kudos to you for doing proper research before diving in, it shows you're responsible and ready to be a good host. I feel something you should remember though, is that no matter what you're having a heavy influence over your tulpa's personality from the beginning. All of this talking of yourself, your feelings, your tulpa is absorbing like a sponge. So, if you don't force different traits, your tulpa will most likely be very much like you (plus whatever you're hoping for in your subconscious). Which, is in no way a bad thing, but you don't need to 'force' something directly to your tulpa for your tulpa to pick up on it. Think of yourself as the only influence on it's developing mind. Forcing personality isn't necessarily bad for your tulpa, considering that they are taking information from you from day 1. Again, this isn't a bad thing, but no matter how you spin it, you're molding a large part of it's personality whether or not you're trying to. Regardless of whether or not you 'design' and 'force' a type of personality to your tulpa, it will still be able to think on it's own after the initial creation, and it will still develop it's own opinions and personality as time marches on. 'Deviation', I'm sure you already know that though. You are the host, creator, your tulpa is your 'child' so to speak. You want to raise it to be 'good' by your standards, so there's nothing wrong with that. Good luck, again, can't wait to see what the egg hatches into. ^^