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  1. In my opinion it sounds like this man is a genius, why? Because hes taken the idea of tulpa, and put it in a way which people would not dismiss it as fast, and give it more thought, Example, "Heyy, did you know that u can make a super imaginary friend with its own sentience called a tulpa" "freak" Or "Did you know there are subselves within our mind that in part each govens our personality as a whole, and that you can learn to differentiate between them and so on so forth" GENIUS That guy is talking about tulpa without directly talking about tulpa, and putting it in a more understandle way for close minded idiots
  2. @ovan, dont worry mann, i dont know how long you been doing this but i have been doing it aslong as ashmo, and i am still absolutely S**T at visualization, it doesnt get me down though because i do not give up, i force everynight, and i say to myself, IT WILL HAPPEN (Eventually, ahaa) @linkzelda, I have to laugh, 90% of the time i find myself waking up after forcing, ahaa
  3. @zero, i do ask my tulpa questions like that, we are quite undeveloped still, yet i do practice every day, whether its forcing, narrating, acknowledging, talking directly to, etc, time is not important to me, i see this as a life thing anyway, But i read Yuka-chan a book, and when i finished, i asked her to choose out of another 2, i tried to listen, but instead went on instinct, i read a few pages and totally did not enjoy, ahaa, maybe my instinct was wrong, or just maybe she did not like it and i tranlated it as "I" didnt like it, I try to wait for an answer, and if i cant make anything out, i just go with whatever seems to feel more right
  4. I've been practicing visualisation every night now, and I think I'm getting better but I don't know? It's like il be forcing, and think loads of stuff, and then my mind will wander, then il realise and get back to it, and so on so forth for some time and then i will become calm, When I'm calm and settled, sometimes I try to focus on a specific thing, and sometimes I just leave my mind wander (a relaxed wandering this time though, ahaa) When I do this, my visualisation is practically shit, I can do what I call (think visualisation), by that I mean, I can think something detailed very well, and think of a visualisation to go along with it very well, except, I'm not really seeing it if you get what I mean (i know it sounds confusing, and sorry, that's just the best I can explain it) I don't see it in my head like I see with my eyes (usually) But recently, I will chill and visualise, and the same as above happens but then all of a sudden I will realise that I'm looking at something, and then I notice how vivid and real it is, It is when I realise this, that it just disappears and I'm back to square 1, ahaa That's what I mean by "I think I'm getting better but dont know" I can't control what I see, and when I notice it, it goes, Is this normal?
  5. @Quilten I'm glad that idea's are being spread, I don't know if it's totally original, but, it doesn't look as though many people have replied with experience of it, maybe the more seasoned mancers have experimented with it, and, or have fun with their imposition. But people should try it out, I assume it will only do you good, after all, its a way to practice imposition,and a fun way to practice it at that! I myself struggle to visualise, but I have heard my tulpa a few time now, she is NOWHERE near being imposed, I still practice imposition this way, granted I've had little success yet, but hey, I'm new, I still feel it will be beneficial to the progress of my tulpa, as I believe it will help when myself and Yuka-chan are at the level of imposing her
  6. @Dr. Faust When I say react with the environment, I don't mean physically, Example- You conjure fireball, throw it, it explodes against wall or whatever you throw it at. Also, I don't think that you would even need a tulpa to impose images, it would be the same process as imposing tulpa, but minus the tulpa
  7. So I was wondering has anyone imposed stuff for fun, Examples:- Impose fireballs, thunderballs, waterballs, etc, and throw them (and did they interact with environment?) Air, water, fire, earth bend like in avatar:tlab Or anything you can think of really, Does any of you have fun imposing?
  8. Yuka-chan is a Shapeshifter, anything is possible for her :)
  9. Soo, last night 11/09/13 after writing my last update, I done a few stuff, and then went to my room to active force, I had the same experience as the 1st time, I heard a voice say the same thing, except her voice was softer this time, my heart started racing and I had a rush of emotion and body sensation, this time however, I did not feel as though it disturbed my concentration (as much, ahaa) and I did not open my eyes and continued my active forcing
  10. I am pretty new to all this, but as you mention it, I pretty much do what you mentioned, I can't say that I have felt sadness, but, when talking to and narrating to Yuka-chan, I often just bust out a little smile straight after asking something or saying something, and in turn assume an answer depending on the context of the narration
  11. I had a funny experience today 11/09/13, When I woke up, I had a spliff and then started the candle visualisation tip that Ashmo told me about, I've been doing it for about 1/2 hour each day since he told me, It's coming along ok, butt I am finding it hard to use or know when I'm using my minds eye or just looking at my eyelids, (Not in a big headed way) but I get good at everything I do fast, so not being able to to this easily, is only making me want to succeed even more, NOW, back to the funny experience, after I did that visualisation practice, I started active forcing, I sorta went into a dream state, except, I know I wasn't sleeping, I don't remember much of it but I do remember someone talking to me about Broneys, I think that means my little pony fans, I'm not sure though, but anyway, quite weird indeed, I don't know if it was a dream, or my tulpa? But I do know I wasn't sleeping, again, weird!
  12. I have started reading "The Way Of The Warrior" by Andrew Mathews I hope Yuka-chan enjoys it
  13. @Ashmo Your right enough, we are a collective, I dont know why I said that bit because if you think about it, saying that we are in this togther because we had basically the same experience the same night is practically as bad as hour counts when you use them to compare with others progression, the counts themselves are not bad, only when used in a manner that will cause you to try and rush your own progress :/