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  1. About this. When it comes to the immersiveness of the wonderland, I've heard that when you switch with your tulpa, the wonderland sort of becomes as immersive as it would in a dream, or perhaps even real life, is this true? Do you think you could help me with links to guides or tell me where I have a best possible chance of finding guides that will help me train imposition? (As far as I understood, the term imposition includes our 5 senses ). It would also be nice with a guide that will train my Tulpa's voice to be more "distinct" from a regular mind voice I'd love to have a seemingly physical tulpa around me. Thank you in advance.
  2. Hey man thanks for answering my questions! Alright so, when you say that you have your senses integrated to your wonderland, could you please expand on this? Like how exactly do you 'feel' it? Can you feel the senses being stimulated in your wonderland body, to your physical body? And yeah, that's pretty much what I wanted to know with ' realistically', I was more or less reffering wonderland to a dream in an awaken state, meaning that the wonderland is as "immersive" as a lucid dream, I'm hoping there is a possibillity that I can atleast come close to having this comparison. Secondly, in this do you mean that, I should imagine my self with my conciousness into my wonderland, and try to imagine my wonderland being another universe? And do you personally think that your wonderland is close to being called a dream? By your description of "getting used to the real world" It seems as if your wonderland seems as immersive or close to a lucid dream, am I correct? Thirdly When I was talking about auditory hallucinations, I meant auditory as in talking to another physical person-kind-of-auditory. See what I mean? Thanks for your post!
  3. Hello, and thank you for taking time to read my questions! First to start off, I have some general questions about the wonderland, and I'd love to hear your responses. So, my question is, just how 'real' can the wonderland feel? And how real does it feel for you? For me right now, it seems as if my wonderland is just a 3 dimentional place in my head, with not much else to it, ( I suppose it was stronger before, but then I kinda lost touch with it due to school and stuff ). Anyway, I'm wondering if the wonderland can feel as real, or even come close to feeling real at all. Can you like enter the wonderland almost as if it was your own personal universe, and not just a place in your head? I'd love to have a place I could just chill with my Tulpa, where him and I could, well, I suppose commiunicate better as we can see eachother. That for the most part does it for the wonderland questions. Next up is imposing. Now I suppose the question regarding the imposition part is kind of simililar to the wonderland question, in terms of how 'real' a thing feels, so here goes. Firstly, just how real can you physically feel your Tulpa? Can it compare to physically touching another person? That about rams it up for the imposing part I guess. Now for the hallucination part. I don't think I have really seen alot of posts regarding auditory hallucination, so I just thought that I'd create my own. So here goes, first off, just how vivid can a tulpa be seen physically? How vivid do you see your Tulpa? And lastly, is it even possible to have a tulpa switched from a mindvoice to an auditory hallucination? I mean, doesn't your Tulpa speak auditory when you hallucinate them? Do your Tulpa speak in an auditory hallucination manner? Thanks for your time, I'm happy for input.
  4. Haha, I believe my tulpa said ( After waking up by myself at 5 am ) "Dude it's 5 AM, go back to bed" Funny how the clock was 5 am aswell when I checked (if I remember correctly)
  5. About them progress-reports. Sorry for the long time, school and stuff has been interfering with my progress. But, I will continue to develop my tulp from now on. I would assume that I would also include more progress reports. :D
  6. Hello guys, pardon me for not adding this progress report sooner ( Not that you should've cared ). Anyway, even though I didn't make a report here. I kept my own log in a note book, so I'm just going to paste it here! Tell me what you think of it! Day 1, 31 th of August: I sat down in my bed, thinking about Mike's appearance for 30 minutes. The time went kinda fast, which I suppose is a good thing. I couldn't help but thinking that I'm one step close to creating Mike after the session! Awesome :D Day 2, 1st of september: I sat down in my bed again, just visualising Mike standing there, + Doing multiple "animations" such as flying, walking and laying down, aswell as talking. It's very tiering. Day 2, still 1st of september: I tried a new method, imagining Mike sitting in my chair, while I'm sitting close to him, I also narrated him to hug me, and, I proceeded to stroke his back, which felt nice and cozy, as I could imagine very vividly what it would be like stroking his fur, feeling the hairs go trough and under my fingers. I also get the feeling of progression when I'm currently doing the technique, and when I'm done with it Still, Day 2 1st of september: I tried like around 3 mins of the huggable tulpa methode, couldn't do it anymore, too exhausted Also, I noticed a brief headache when I went back to my computer. I presume that means I'm doing the right thing! Amazing! - Time is 16:22, just noticed a wierd feeling. Day 3 2nd september: Today, something really wierd happened. I woke up, early, without a reason ( Or so I thought ), and because of my stupidity when I've just woken up, I thought about getting dressed. That's when it happened, I heard a voice, it was male, but I can't remember what language. Anyway, this voice told me something similar like this: "Dude, it's only 5 am, go back to sleep".. since as mentioned above, I was really tired, I didn't react to this voice, the only reaction was my curiosity to see if the voice were telling the trouth And, to my suprise, when I looked at the clock, it was 5:06 am! Incredible! Day 4 3'rd september: Have been forcing alot on school today, err puppeteering aswell ( I know it has a bad reputation, found it out later, so I've stopped doing it so much) And, I've felt some headpressures. Aswell as when finishng a proxied message from Mike, I instantly had a headpressure. I also felt a warm feeling in the back of my head, not sure if it is relevant but, I've never felt it like that before, so I'm sure it is. Day 5 4th september: Attemted to enter my wonderland today, didn't work, but I think it was well worth the try, hopefully, it will work tomorrow. Day 6 5th september: I've been working on a personality trait for quite a while now, and it feels as it's sitting in, time to move on to the next one which is stubborn Day 7 7th september: I've been feeling these amazing feelings of relaxation, I've never felt them before, and I'm most certain that it is Mike trying to communicate with me This is pretty damn amazing, the feelings he gave me felt like being high on marijuana! Increased laugh and relaxation! Day 7 7th september: 18.01 - 18:35 I did some different techniques here, involving talking to Mike, working on his personality and trying to visualise him, I'm noticing that the headpressures are getting significantly less powerful, hopefully, this is a good thing. EDIT: Day 8 12th september: ( I notice the huge difference in days here, don't worry, I've been casually speaking to Mike trought those days) : Alright, so, I think Mike is becomming very sentient now! I've noticed that when I talk to him, and expect simple answears, I quckly seem to get them, apperently, he can't handle big answears yet, he sort of stutters on them, but we're going to work on that! Also noticed that while I really talked to him, I got that headache again, which normally means progress, and that is AWESOME! yay
  7. I'm just wondering, when do I start this? I'm new to Tulpa, and I've just finished "Mike's" form and appearance. Not any longer than that, is it good for me to start with this?
  8. Thanks for that input :D, heh, don't worry about me. I can control my self. And, when it comes to more powerful substances, such as ecstacy, I wouldn't take the risk, I also think you made me learn the difference between MDMA and Ecstacy. And, just saying, the cocaine part, I don't think would be a good idea either. Again, thanks alot :D
  9. Hello! As you can see, I am a fairly new person to this page, I've started from scratch today to make a tulpa ( Keep in mind that I've never had a tulpa before, this is my first time ). So, anyway, I've just been wondering, have any of you ever forced while being under the influence of any psycoactive susbstance ( Such as, nicotine, caffeine, alcohol, marijuana, ect ) Aswell as a Psycoactive psychedelic ( Magic mushrooms, LSD, LSA, Salvia ( I would imagine that would be hard))? If so, please tell me below. I have been thinking about researching tulpa asmuch as possible.
  10. Pony, from the Mlp Fim series ( I'm sure you've all have heard about it ) Gender has yet to been set, so is appearence and age