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    loving God and Misty both

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    Axel the sailor. Pleased to meet you.
  1. Heh. I guess now we both have motivation to keep going, now that we've been at this for a year. :3
  2. August 12th, 2014 Today is Misty's first birthday.
  3. August 4th, 2014 Wow. That was some breather I took. Currently I'm in the midst of talking to Misty as much as I can. She sang to me yesterday, and it sounded great. It's a shame I can't remember what she was singing.
  4. January 5, 2014 So it's the New Year now, and I'm allowed to say that my last post was last year. I haven't been here in a while, and Misty's doing...well, I can't say actually, because it's all my fault that I haven't spent enough time with her. [On purpose? I think not.] Aww thanks. :3 Anyway, I don't have anything other than that to say, so adieu for now.
  5. November 3, 2013 GUIZE SHE'S VOCAL :D This was our first conversation: So now she wants an Xbox, and hopefully I can get her one soon.
  6. October 21, 2013 I'm not dead. :P I'm trying to spend more time with Misty. The day after I posted my last entry, October 16th, I found out about Hypnopony. It's a really nice place, and if the title isn't explanatory enough, it's a place where you can go to get hypnotized as a character from the series "My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. (Yeah, I'm a brony.) So I chose Rainbow Dash, and I'm currently under experimentation to find out what kinds of effects that this will have on Misty. Also, I think Misty spoke, like really randomly. In church we were in the middle of prayer, and I was reaching for my bulletin to move it out of the way, and then-- "[insert my name here]." So I quickly got back on track. And I still can't explain why or how that happened. Since then, Misty hasn't spoken another word.
  7. Don't give up, please! Doubting is completely normal. I think every tulpamancer here has faced some form of doubting in their progress at least once. She's still there after you create her, and she always will be. Navi probably won't change you a bit; you'll still be you. And if she does change you it'll only be minor. However, you can always come back to her. Creating a tulpa isn't for everyone, but if you decide you don't want to right now, that's fine. It'll take a little poking and prodding, but she's always going to be there.
  8. October 15, 2013 Last night I was suddenly stricken with a headache. I told Misty to stop it, and it was gone suddenly. I got a fainter ache when I told her to repeat the pain. So sentience confirmed yet again. I'm going to force today after school. I'm going to kick myself if I don't.
  9. You (and I) probably need to progress to daily 15-30 minute sessions daily. As you begin to make a habit of it, it will become more natural to you, as will all daily routines. During these sessions, try to focus on Erika as much as possible; it's not bad if your mind gets sidetracked (like mine does), but as Erika develops you will be able to go into your wonderland and look around, and Erika will be right there with you. Maybe she'll even help you map out the place, if needed. Of course, narrating will still help Erika along, as it did with me and Misty, so I would definitely encourage you to keep up what you're doing and expand upon it. I can't tell you much more than that, as I'm not as experienced as I sound (and I'm just about 10 years younger than you), but I hope that helped even just a bit.
  10. October 13, 2013 I have the whole day to myself tomorrow. No school. :D Anyway, nothing has happened. Well, almost nothing. I'm still getting head pressure and all that other stuff, but I know I need to do more than I am.
  11. It's ultimately going to slow you down; the more forcing you do, the faster your tulpa will develop. How much would you say you're forcing every day? Trust me, you're not the only one that's not forcing as much as you should be. Misty's been with me for all her two months and we're still at the emotional response/maybe sometimes thought sending stages.
  12. October 12, 2013 I forgot to tell you guys something that happened the day before I posted last. I should probably start this with the fact that I'm an avid Minecrafter. I play about 6 days a week. Well, anyway, Misty seems to enjoy the game, because I was playing the Hunger Games with my brother and I ran into him and suddenly I had a thought that went like this: "Let's kill him." ?? And about five minutes ago the select noise went through my head three times in a row. I narrated yesterday for fifteen minutes while walking home in the pouring rain. No one could hear me. XD
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  14. Actually, that's probably the clear solution. I'm smacking myself mentally for not thinking of that. Anyway... October 8th, 2013 So, I know it's early in the morning, but I felt like since I have all this time before school I'd update my progress. Not much of it has been made in the space of 10 hours, but I did get that Sharpie dot on both of my hands. I think it'll help a lot. And my hands stopped twitching from last night. I'm really not sure what happened there. :\
  15. October 7th, 2013 I'm really having difficulty with forcing. My main problem is attention. I'm going to put a black Sharpie mark on the back of my left hand and on the front of my right. Thank you, people from Enny's PR for the idea. :D And I also need some way to visualize Misty. Unfortunately, I have no idea what she looks like anymore. That's all for problems; we're still going strong with non-oral communication. In fact, Misty's giving me the shivers right now. It's a strange feeling. I was listening to Bon Iver's/Birdy's "Skinny Love". I felt like crying through the whole song, due to Misty. ...aaaaaand my hand is twitching. WAT IS HAPPENING PLZ HALP