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  1. Evil

    Mass Leaving Thread

    Veni, Vidi, Vici, Vasi... Et tunc, quam reliqui.
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    I resign.

    I resign from the GAT. I am not needed here, but I promised that I would best the expectations, to prove you wrong. Farewell.
  3. I would like a 8 months ban, please. Thank you.
  4. Welcome, Jessamine, and welcome to the tulpa.info community. We wish you luck.
  5. Greetings, I am Evil. So, Dimitrov's birthday is coming up in a week. Born in the cold of the night... that fits his character quite well. It made me think about what people do for their tulpa's birthdays. How old is your tulpa? Do you celebrate their birthdays? If yes, what kind of celebrations take place?
  6. @Stanheights: I am most terribly sorry to hear about your situation. Have you considered reviewing @NoneFromHell's submission regarding revitalization? https://community.tulpa.info/thread-general-nonefromhell-s-three-task-tulpa-revitalization-exercise
  7. Hello, der_skythe, and welcome to the tulpa.info community. -Yes. -Not all of them. -Well, a tulpa is a person in your head, quite literally. That is why this decision is one you need to consider; I've heard of some tulpamancers who completely gave up that sort of privacy. You share a mind, and that is the price, I suppose. -Most probably. -Yes.
  8. I apologize if I come off as ignorant, for I am uneducated on depersonalization disorder, and only possess general information regarding DPD. We'll start by defining a tulpa. A tulpa is an intelligent being that lives in your mind. It is a part of you, yet not a part of you. It is you, yet not you. In the sense that, well, it inhabits your mind and requires your personal attention to live, the tulpa is part of your mind, but such an alien one that the mind can make the difference altogether. I am aware that depersonalization involves a lot of negative symptoms, as a friend has it, and struggles to put up with life and his own entourage. I apologize if this is blunt, but do you have an official diagnosis? Or is it more of a self-diagnosis? Could you please inform us of your most eminent symptoms? Cases may vary. The best answer you'd get would be from someone with a DPD diagnosis. I would say that this is a sensitive topic, since a lot of things can happen in your mind. I am not one to make such claims usually, but there may be cases in which you struggle to attach yourself to your own identity, so I will dare to say that tulpamancy could lead to identity distortion, in very small odds, though. We're speaking in the case you assume the tulpa to be you, at some point. I'm really unaware of HOW the mind of a DPD works.
  9. Blak does this a lot when she's tired. It sounds pretty different from how she usually speaks. Your concern is understandable, after all, guides talk very little of gibberish and the likes. It is possible it's your tulpa, but, time will tell. Parroting tends to be a conscious act.
  10. Welcome to the tulpa.info community, Dep. We hope you find the assistance you require, and wish you good luck.
  11. I think that you might be taking things a bit too fast, Yahtzen. In my humble opinion, it would be more adequate to wait until you're sure Himmel is indeed talking to you and capable of communication, as it is quite early to make any assumptions. Could you possibly link us to those videos? That's symbolism, most likely. Tulpas do not really need food to live. The 'energy' they need is your attention.
  12. Hello, Knifos, and welcome to the tulpa.info community. It is essential to understand a simple concept: the tulpa itself is not the form. Upon looking at others, and even at yourself, the form constitutes the appearance, and allows for others to make a judgment. The way you look like is the key to social acceptance and social respect, appreciation and cooperation, in a superficial way. But what matters inside you, and inside each and every one of us, is what we stand for. I mean traits, characteristics in personality, small quirks, likes, dislikes and opinions that make us who we are. With that in mind, I hope you understand that the form a tulpa has is not the actual tulpa within itself, such as your mind is not the body. You can leave the decision to your tulpa when they reach vocality. We wish you luck.
  13. Interesting. I am most sorry to hear about your unfortunate experiences. I reckon that having to hide your identity to people you talk to in consistence can be bothering and a knock on the head. I've been curious, now that you intend on focusing on your ADHD, how often have you been talking to Fenchurch on a daily basis, ever since you picked it all back up?
  14. Yes. I believe I suffer from such a condition. Originally, my mind started acting as a reactor for thought. It runs an analysis that includes identification, comprehension and estimation on a scale of 1 to 15 on how dangerous a threat can be, and other guesses and thoughts. It's something I've always had. Thinking about one thing implies following these steps, looking at someone implies following these steps... imagining anything also implies imagining those steps. My mind functions that way because I am convinced that I need to have the upper hand morally and mentally to gain power, to gain respect, and to obtain a favorable in society... this causes me to stay awake for hours during the night until Dimitrov decides that 'enough is enough'. He's the only one that can really put an end to that cycle for me to fall asleep. Since the first time we met was when I was trying to sleep, and our first encounter resulted in me having the best sleep in my life then, he can do that. I am eternally grateful for good sleep, and I cannot stop myself from having those thoughts. I doubt it's Dimitrov. A part of me wants to believe that I was born with this (and I remember very little from my childhood up until the day I've had my ego go up and down), and a part of me believes that there is just more than just Dimitrov. That things are grander than this, in reality, but I have yet to properly educate myself on how the mind, and psychology, function.
  15. Dimitrov can't change for the life of him. Bloke claims that he wouldn't mind "a cute young form"... but the old man will always be the old man. Blak has a talent for that stuff.