deadjordan

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  1. deadjordan

    Halo

    Hey, we have xbox, project0117 is my tag if you wanna add :)
  2. Megadeth, Slayer, just any really heavy metal, Usually in wonderland me and Beth like to just go on stage and just rip out badass guitar solo's haha
  3. Definitely listen to music, it's the one thing we both enjoy
  4. Okay first of all I'm really having difficulty visualising Beth's face, open eye, closed eye, even in wonderland it's something I have extreme difficulty remembering and when I do it's always changed or different from what I orginally visualised. Also During imposition when trying to impose Beth it always seems to be that I see a random pair of eyes that look nothing like Beth's or maybe some random thing instead of Beth for the split second, wondering why that is and how I can improve.
  5. My email is: deadjordan@gmail.com and my skype is: deadjordan52 I'm always up for making new friends and talking to others about tulpas, plus I probably need some advice anyway so feel free to add :)
  6. With Beth, I heard her say something once and I started getting over exciting and parroting, then she said to be the day after in a different voice that I was parroting/puppeting the whole time and it was quite fustrating so now she usually catches me out when I'm parroting and I keep a look out, I think it's something we all just learn out to do with time :)
  7. I have a question, a couple of nights ago I went on a night out to get drunk and smoke some weed as I hadn't been out in a while so I smoked some weed and got really drunk, too drunk and I saw Beth giggling at me and finding me drunk quite funny until I started throwing up bad and then she became worried looking. So the day after I was drinking some energy drinks and surfing until I heard her speak. Bearing in mind that we're only 7 or 8 days into the creation process this surprised me like a brick wall to the fact, and now she has become pretty vocal. I am curious if this could have sped up her development in anyway?
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    Tulpa and Drugs

    I have a question, a couple of nights ago I went on a night out to get drunk and smoke some weed as I hidden been out in a while so I smoked some weed and got really drunk, too drunk and I saw Beth giggling at me and finding me drunk quite funny until I started throwing up bad and then she became worried looking. So the day after I was drinking some energy drinks and surfing until I heard her speak. Bearing in mind that we're only 7 or 8 days into the creation process this surprised me like a brick wall to the fact, and now she has become pretty vocal. I am curious if this could have sped up her development in anyway?
  9. Hey dude, I have had a 'motor tic' all my life, basically I twitch in my hands and neck mostly but it can happen all over my body. Now while me and Beth were working on her speech and me sort of proxy typing for her I was getting some huge twitches, I dunno why but I guess that my twitches are neurological and while tulpaforcing it is using a lot of brain power. I didn't mind generally because it showed that she was there and it was really her :)
  10. First a sort of introduction to myself. My name is Jordan, I'm 17 years old and currently going to regional college for my current education. I am relatively creative and have wrote before but my laziness usually overpowers me unforunately, not that it is a disorder or anything but just generally. I came across Tulpas once in a very scary creepypasta but thought nothing of it until a yesterday where I saw a youtube video which did mention Tulpas. I felt that I would look this up and found this website and a sub-reddit where I delved and still am delving to research and learn at first I was so amazed and excited that something like this could exist so I read a quick guide on how to start Tulpaforcing, here is my sort of story so far I guess. I'm not very good with the terms and things as I am learning as I go along but yeah, let's get to the progress. Day 1 21/10/13: Planting the seed I started tulpaforcing quite late that night as most of my interneting, so to speak is usually quite late and I had been researching for an hour or so, excitement building inside me the more I read. I finally came to the conclusion that I wanted to try and make a Tulpa, just for experimentation's sake. So I sat in my desk chair and at first was at a loss for words, I had no idea what I was doing to started narrating, I started talking about random stuff, that happened that day, stuff at college etc. and I was trying to image her (I having her image as fluttershy but I am open if she wants to change her form in the future but her persona is going to be a lil' similar so yeah) so I was talking to her and trying to imagine her while I was talking to her and I was sort of making progress but it was wearing my mind out quite quickly but I decided to watch some mlp, (the hurricane fluttershy episode if you watch the show but yeah) I decided we could watch it together so I kind of invited her to watch it with and talked to her a lil' while watching it to show I was still thinking of her and give her attention and then after the episode I looked to my right and her image just kind of came to my mind of her standing beside me watching and it just kind of clicked within me and I felt all giddy and happy but it was late by that time around 12am so I decided to go to bed, at this point I was still tulpaforcing but about nothing interesting since my mind was dead at this point. So I climbed into bed and I was imagining her standing beside the bed automatically so I smiled to her, said goodnight and fell asleep, looking forward to tulpaforcing the next day, the love slowly growing with each minute.