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  1. I failed as well, but I dont think you'll get anything out of being angry about it. Theres only so much happiness to go around, so some people miss out.
  2. I tried doing this: Im not sure if thats passive forcing or not. But we're done anyway I decided to quit forcing today Im crying too much to type this out so maybe later just thanks to everyone who offered help and encouragement I can pull my shit together Im going to have to for work anyway Thanks to Kate, Sands and Roswell, GraffnTrix, TOG, Fede, Mongoose, Raetin, Fourfiction, Sock, Bluesleeve, Virgil, Chupi, Mercurial, Mercurial, Sheep LI and everyone else here
  3. Had one day towards the beginning of week where everything seemed to be going to really well. I have no idea what made it any different and every other day has been like normal. Hour of forcing each day except One day we only forced for half hour for the first time since may. I over slept by two hours and forty minutes and only got up when someone called looking for me. I need one of those tulpa alarms that everybody raves about
  4. Sometimes she will move around alittle. If I visualize her across the room and focus on her and try to think about letting her move she will come and sit by me. If I hug her she will hug back. But if Im not thinking about her moving she doesnt. I guess it still counts. No other signs. Im not sure I would recognize an emotional response if one happened
  5. Thanks Roswell, that does mean alot. Been doing the same forcing schedule since last post. Nothing to report
  6. I dont want to fuck shit up for people. The jizz and deep dicking of tulpa just seems like a alittle much for the very top front of the forums
  7. I been wondering how to proceed in general and how to respond in this thread when I noticed something in the chat box last night. A mod talking about one his tulpas first words. "Bastard, what the hell? Because she's tsundere btw she said that after I came inside her" And now this morning under our "For Science" motto it seems the discussion turned to cleaning jizz up off the floor. So is that the end game here? Creating an advance masturbation tool? Is this the motivation? Create a girl who literally cant say no to a dick being shoved into her holographic body? And if she figures o
  8. "Bastard, what the hell? Because she's tsundere btw she said that after I came inside her" And now this morning under our "For Science" motto it seems the discussion turned to jizzing all over the floor. So is that the end game here? Creating an advance masturbation tool? Is this the motivation? Create a girl who literally cant say no to a dick being shoved into her holographic body? And if she figures out how to complain its only because she was programmed to pretend like she doesnt like it, but secretly cant go without dick? And naturally she is trapped with me regardless? So how
  9. Another week down, nothing. I plan to keep going through the motions, but I think its fair to say I give up. Honestly we are no further along then we were week one. Time we spent forcing: last thursday - 1 hour 30 minutes friday - 1 hour saturday 1 hour 15 minutes sunday - 1 hour monday - 1 hour 35 minutes and I kept falling asleep tuesday through today - 1 hour the times were broken into 2 or 3 sessions, but I dont feel like bothering with the specifics
  10. You know there are many dozens of forums full of people who claim to be vampires and werewolves right? [video=youtube] Regarding the topic at hand, I'll be the resident asshole. It seemed ok. I suppose no mention of x, mlp, or 4chan in general is a positive. However, I do believe that irish and faqman have earned mentions. I dont know your history Pleeb and could be mistaken, but I do believe that the site pretty much owes it existence and early popularity to them. Im also not sure that you are a tulpa expert, although Im sure you know far more than me, and to be fair it was the host
  11. If im being overly melodramatic then maybe this Otherwise, and I know its cliche but this or if I want her to sweep the leg
  12. Had a weird experience yesterday. I was dreaming, I was playing some kind of a video game, my mom was there, she said something and "in the corner by your dead cat", when I was woken up by "NO" being screamed, in a way that sounded like it came from both in and outside of my head. Im not sure what to make of this. I live alone and doubt I heard somebody outside. To the best of my knowledge I dont believe being yelled at in a dream has ever woken me up, and I dont think Ive ever heard anything quite like this at all. I was still kind of out of it, but asked my tulpa if it was her, to no resp
  13. Suppose I'll join in 1. For a short time provigil. Currently nothing 2. Seven and a half to eight and half hours. Its regular, but I generally stay fairly exhausted 127 days, 120+something forcing, ??? narrating One. Trying to get up to two. Hard to say. I set aside five hours a day at work to really focus on narrating, and an hour during my commute, but rarely manage to focus at all. Anything can fail.
  14. Nope, see updateWell not to bury the lead we may have had some vocalization attempts. Yesterday while forcing I heard some sounds that resembled humming with speech-like breaks, I tried to turn off the tones and listened, and asked to her if it was her, and to keep going if it wasnt too taxing, but the sounds didnt return. Just now while forcing, I heard some whistling-like sounds. Im hopeful and fairly convinced that we are entering the first stages of vocalization. To bring up the negative, during these sessions, and in general, it is pretty loud when I force. The tones are cranked up,
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