Krystal

Err don't judge me but I'm 20. And I've known Eli since I was in 8th grade. But in highschool he became extremely vocal. I had already "planned out" his personality, we would speak about many different topics, but I've never actually felt him physically.

No it doesn't feel the same! I feel like he's trying to reach out but I still can't physically feel him.

Only one of my friends knows. I don't tell my family anything, they'll think I'm insane.

My Tulpa, Eli. ( Or at least I think he is) I 'met' him in 9th grade when I first spoke to him in my head, at the time I didn't know what a Tulpa was so I just thought he was a voice in my head that randomly made comments on things I disapproved of. I would talk to him often whenever I felt lonely or sad and he would ALWAYS make me feel better. Sometimes I could feel him too. But I'm not sure if it's really him or just me talking to myself in a deeper voice. For example: (Note: I'm extremely terrible at math) Me: The only way I can get away from bees t is if I drive! Eli: 5 wo