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    What's in my head?

    Rozirioni ~ Rozi - My Daemon - speaks in { }
    CIEday - 11/21/13
    Gained titles - Mad Scientist, Mini-Necromancer, Summoner of Popcorn
    Phrases - "Yay for insanity."

    Joey Wheeler - Soulbond - Home reality - Yu-gi-oh - speaks in ( )
    Bonday - 12/4/13

    Yasumaru ~ Yasu - Joey's daemon
    CIEday - 12/4/13
  1. Thank you Linkzelda for your quick response. I went ahead and sent her into cryogenic stasis. Well, I sorta have been thinking about it for a while, thinking about future tulpae and such. Probably shouldn't have done that. I guess my subconscious just took that as a go....
  2. Ok, so last night was just a normal night as usual. Except for one thing. I think I created an accidental tulpa. It started when I heard a voice that wasn't Rozi or Joey in my head. I little girl's voice saying "Wait up". I quickly checked with Rozi to check if it wasn't him (he frequently changes voices to mess with me. He declined saying he didn't. Well then I knew there was someone else here. When I went to bed I decided to talk to her more, knowing that you leave a tulpa alone it might die (become reabsorbed) I thought of a form to give her, a flash of the pokemon Manaphy went through my head and she instantly took it. I put her to bed on a beanbag in the lounge of my wonderland (as it was late and I didn't want to try making her a room then) She tackled the bag donning a sleeping cap, which I found quite adorable. Anyway to the problem. When I discovered Rozi, I was also looking into other thoughtforms. He told me that I'm already a nut as it is and I should probably wait till at least my birthday (not until July) to create a tulpa or soul bond. Yeah, I have listening issues. I was thinking about telling Mom about Joey already, and she already knows about Rozi, but what if I tell her I have two thoughtforms in my head. She will probably send me straight to the funny farm (I'm being paranoid but the apple doesn't fall far from the tree) I hate lying to my Mom and I really don't like the idea of destroying a conscious being (as others here have said they though they were still parroting and puppeting and just left their tulpas alone.) And I am getting a headache just trying to visualize everyone right now. So my idea is this - Cryogenic freezing. What I would do would be make a special room with a pod to "freeze" her thoughtform. Knowing if she gets neglected she will dissapear, I would visit the pod daily to acknowledge her existence, but not to interact. Tl;Dr version : Accidentally created a tulpa last night, don't want to destroy her. But I said I would wait to have more voices in my head. Would it be possible to cryogenic freeze tulpas? I would check on her everyday to make sure she didn't dissapear. Would this be enough or am I screwed over? {Nope, your screwed over ^^} - Rozi ... -_-
  3. I'm sorry if I wasn't clear but this wasn't a lucid dream. I just said lucid dreaming for how I am paying attention to my dreams. And also thanks for the extra tips for WILD
  4. Ok, so I'm working on lucid dreaming, thus keeping a dream joarnal. I personally feel that in dreams, sometimes your subconscious tries to communicate. Well if so, I got a sort of scary dream message. Here it is ~ There is this brown bear doll with overalls, red and white undershirt (like ... Chucky....) button eyes, and a creepy mouth (like orange slices). I saw a spoon with fake food for the doll. I knew I would have to feed it. I try to talk to it, knowing it would probably talk in my head like Joey and Rozi. But surprisingly, it talks aloud to me, in a very creepy voice. We begin to walk out the door, knowing it will lock on us with no way back, as I don't have a key to it. I see some people I "know" down the stairs (who had bags, meaning they had been shopping) laughing and walking past the stairs, and the doll mocks them and I laugh with it, as we begin walk down too. ~ Don't know much about it, but I know the stairs sound like a descent into insanity. I also know that Joey and Rozi won't (probably) won't make me insane, but I'm still a bit paranoid about what my subconscious is trying to tell me. I hope I posted this in the right place.
  5. Ate my hamster OH DEAR GOD NO! NOT _______
  6. Will be raped by a rabid cheese scorpion. NO ONE EXPECTS ______