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    If you have trouble staying in wonderland, here's a little trick you can use. When you first enter, jump twice. Then, duck twice. Turn left, then right, then left, then right. Press your left hand then your right. Then start.
  1. endoalir


    The most progress is made while you're having fun, I think! Skydiving sounds like a lot of fun, really. Your tulpaforcing time doesn't have to be all chair and meditation. If you have adventures while moving about, your body won't get the cramps, and you'll be able to go longer and do more things. You can imagine Ré in your world, and bring a whole wonderland of world from in there into your own. With some practice, imagined reality can mesh well with the real world. Why don't you try that more? I, for one, have made far more progress out and about than down in my chair. Not knocking the chair
  2. You make it sound like she exploded. xD Just to clarify, this pop was the sound that the freshness seal button on the cap of a glass bottle would make, for example, a snapple bottle. She did this once while I was inside, then when I went out on a walk, she did it over and over again for like 10 minutes. I kept looking around thinking, "where is that sound coming from?" even though it was the same sound I heard from when I was inside and I knew it was coming from her, I could hardly wrap my head around it. For a couple minutes I thought maybe it was coming from an animal in the trees somehow,
  3. You're welcome! Talking with other people about this, I found that many people aren't familiar with the daydream state. I'm interested to know how many people here experience this. If you have, maybe you can help by providing your own description, and methods you might use to achieve it.
  4. I wrote this guide, to describe the method I came up with to impose my tulpa. It works very well for me. I hope that it can be useful to some of you as well. Backup link - Apollo
  5. Posted on August 16, 2012 by endoalir Her name is Makiko. This is my testimony and account of her creation. I hallucinate her every day. I literally see her, and I hear her just as if there was someone there. When I say, "I literally see her," I'm comparing her to actual people that I actually see. Just as I see a real person, when I look at the tulpa I made, I see her, as if the sun was hitting her body in the air and bringing light cast from her to my eyes. When I say I hear her, I mean to say that if I didn't already know that her voice was one I created in my mind, I would have thou
  6. *pop pop* I heard, out of the blue. It came from exactly the place where my tulpa, Makiko, was. "Was that you?" I asked. "yah," she says. "How did you do that?" I said. "ay-uh-no," was her reply, with a shrug. If she speaks, I hear her voice, but she very often produces sounds and images like that to communicate with me. For example, to convey a location, she puts an image of the place in front of me. Sometimes, she plays a song, or makes some sound, like she did now. I guess I wasn't sure exactly how it was going to end up when I started, but I certainly could never have guessed an
  7. Since a tulpa is a literal part of yourself, any ethical issues would equate to the same when applied to your own self. I would consider treatment of yourself on the same lines as treatment of any other person. If it wouldn't be right to do to someone else, it's not right to do to yourself, I say. On the question of how sentient a tulpa is, in my mind it's a moot point. You yourself are sentient. If a part of your mind gives a voice, be it a hallucination or any other sort, it's necessarily as much sentient as you are, being that it's a part of you to begin with, and your own mind made it.
  8. Yeah, it does sound like the girl in that book made a tulpa!
  9. endoalir


    Progress! You can't expect every day to be full of excitement, but sounds like you're doing well.
  10. >Does anyone know what the limit for visualization clarity is? I'd say the limit is unimaginable. >Is it possible to get to the point where you're basically having closed-eye hallucinations of an entire world inside of your mind? Almost like an awake form of lucid dreaming. It's possible for this to happen at any time, but very difficult to make it happen on purpose.
  11. I think it would be beneficial for this forum to have an art board. A large part tulpamancing is visualization, which goes hand in hand with creativity and artwork. Not to mention, I'd love to see people's artwork of their wonderlands and tulpa! What do you think?
  12. Another experiment - try to visualize your tulpa in your environment at a distance away from you up against a wall, and relate their proportions to whatever artifacts on the wall. Have your tulpa move, stretch or something and note positions. Then go up close to the wall and do it again. Were you accurate when you did it the first time? (When I do this, I am inaccurate in arm span and height almost every time.)
  13. I suppose you could do it to help with visualizing, but the question in point is, how accurately can you do it? One thing I wonder is if there is any corelation between how accurately you can reproduce your environment with how long you've been attempting visualizations. How good can it get, do you think? If they could visualize a wonderland perfectly, do you suppose someone could navigate an entire maze, perhaps a cornfield one, without error and without bumping into a wall? That would be amazing! Just to clarify, this has everything to do with tulpae, because if you can successfuly ha
  14. Here's something to try. Stand up, and take a look at your room. Pick a specfic point that's at least 5 or 6 steps steps ahead, then close your eyes and walk to that point. Keeping your eyes closed, turn to the left or to the right and try to imagine what it is you'll be seeing when you open your eyes. Then open your eyes and see what it is you are facing. How close did you get? When I tried this outdoors where it was bright, I found I could walk a distance of something like 10 to 20 meters and in some cases I was spot on, and other cases I was maybe a half meter off. I didn't fair nearly a
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