Pewpewpewpew

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    Hahaha, you imply I have a life.
  1. I had the idea of creating a long term list of goals for me and Arien. 1. Concentrate on Passive Forcing 2. Vocalisation 3. Achieve Sentience 4. Visualisation 5. Explore/Expand Our Wonderland 6. Basic Possession 7. (List is still work in progress) So yeah, that's my plan for the next few weeks/months/years/life. Oh, and I also want to teach Arien Mambo Number Five.
  2. I'm kind of dragging this question out from my progress report, as no-one replied on that thread. I'll just post what I said in my report, to avoid twisting my words this late in the night. "I decided it would be a good idea to test if walking or physical activity would stimulate my brain more, and make it easier to visualise. Turns out I was correct, and I was able to easily see Arien walking right beside me. Something strange happened in the middle of the walk. I had a minute where I a slight mental blank and wasn't sure what to say, when all the sudden, I randomly started thinking about a song. A song I hadn't even thought about in the past year or two. It was Breakaway, by Kelly Clarkson, which used to be one of my favourite songs. I sang a solo for it in choir, during one of the best times of my life, but after high school depression kicked in I kind of completely forgot about it. I would have remembered if it came on in the radio recently or something like that, trust me. It took me an hour or two to come to this revelation, as I had the song stuck in my head that entire time, but I began to think it was Arien who had reminded me of the song, as it came from a time in my life where I wasn't so depressive to be around." Is this a normal thing to happen early in development? I've got a basic idea of this, but what do you guys think this means? what is Arien trying to communicate to me?
  3. -December 20- Small forcing session during day, talked about our future, about what i'm restricting him to in my mind, and the stuff I won't mind if he does do, changing forms and stuff. I'll update this log in the morning, as I plan on testing if sleep deprivation helps me force/visualise. Asking for skype names again... I'm desperate, shut up
  4. THE SPANISH TECHNICIAN ___ Won the academy award for ___
  5. Granted. You have the memory of an elephant. Also, you are an elephant. I wish I was better at league of legends
  6. Loving this originality. Definitely looking forward to more creativity from you in the future, keep a constant record of your sessions here to help yourself stay motivated. That's what I've been doing on my progress report, at least
  7. Granted. Every bite you take, your blood sugar is permanently raised by 1... It's a damn big sandwich. I wish I could ascend Fede's god-like status on these forums.
  8. -December 19- I had a forcing session this morning, more narrating and just general chit-chat. I got another dizzy spell at the end of it again, which makes me absolutely sure something's happening, wether it's sentience or... well, what else could it be? Anyway, later on in the day I slipped into my wonderland and read Arien the first chapter of Anthony Horowitz's Stormbreaker (One of my favorite novels) Which seemed to please him, as I got this giddy feeling every time I read a line with good writing or some sort of action. Oh, yeah, that. I think Arien is beginning to communicate with me, through emotions and feelings in my gut, both giddyness and pressure. The other session I had today was out on a walk. I decided it would be a good idea to test if walking or physical activity would stimulate my brain more, and make it easier to visualise. Turns out I was correct, and I was able to easily see Arien walking right beside me. Something strange happened in the middle of the walk. I had a minute where I a slight mental blank and wasn't sure what to say, when all the sudden, I randomly started thinking about a song. A song I hadn't even thought about in the past year or two. It was Breakaway, by Kelly Clarkson, which used to be one of my favourite songs. I sang a solo for it in choir, during one of the best times of my life, but after high school depression kicked in I kind of completely forgot about it. I would have remembered if it came on in the radio recently or something like that, trust me. It took me an hour or two to come to this revelation, as I had the song stuck in my head that entire time, but I began to think it was Arien who had reminded me of the song, as it came from a time in my life where I wasn't so depressive to be around. So I went into my dreamland and sat him down, and politely asked him to seek my permission before delving into my memory in future. I felt a bit of a wrench in my stomach, which told me he was feeling guilty, so I comforted him and told him it was OK, and what he did made my day, but just to ask in future, in case he brought up anything I didn't want to remember. So, tl;dr: More forcing, Some reading, and my tulpa brought back a childhood memory. Thoughts?
  9. -December 19- I'm starting to genuinely enjoy talking with my tulpa, I feel like I can just talk to him about anything, which I can't say for most people in my life. Don't get me wrong, I have a great family and awesome friends, but we all have our secrets, and I have mine. My sessions so far have mostly consisted of me talking about my life, going off on tangents and asking him a couple of questions. I have had a few dizzy spells here and there, which i'm taking as a good sign of sentience, I haven't had any signs of yes/no responses yet, though. Is it too early to start reading to Arien? Would it be easier to wait until I know he's sentient to start?
  10. Hey, man! I just started working on my tulpa yesterday, and I had a thread just like this xD I'm coming up on 15 too, but I've been researching tulpa for half a year now, so I've taken a lot of time in my decision. It's a lifelong responibility, and I respect you, me, and everyone else on these forums for taking up on said responsibility.
  11. Oh, this learning is great! Thank you! Now, it is thanks to you I'm very happy. I google translate'd it so you guys don't have to!
  12. I'm going to actually put some thought into replying to this, so you'll hear from me again later, but I just want to say up front that I can't thank you enough for this post. And don't worry, I probably needed that lame stuff, I'm getting too into this too fast, and I need to put a quick damper on this before it consumes my life these next few weeks. Do you have skype? if so i'd like to talk to you about this in person. I'll PM you my username.
  13. Hey, guys. I completely forgot to post an intro. Well, I'm Aaron, but call me Pew. I came to this site a long time ago and first fund out about tulpas, and I jumped right in and then imediatly dropped my tulpa 3 days after. Now, after 6 months, I make a return. With 5 months of research and the support of my friends under my belt, I'm ready to start fresh. Wish me luck, guys, and message me on skype if you want to talk with me about this any more! Skype name: aaronofepic