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Everything posted by Kendall

  1. So I have a friendly/romantic relationship with Seb, but he is also sort of my body guard. He takes care of me. Protects me from myself and others.
  2. I started forcing back on March 1st. Fourteen days later and things have been going great. We've made a ton of progress and I can hear his voice very clearly, the problem is he is meant to have an accent but I just can't seem to get it in my head. Has anyone got a fix for this? Or for that matter had this problem too? Sebastian is British, he's meant to have an accent and it makes us both uncomfortable that he doesn't.
  3. You defiantly aren't too late 2 days in you've nothing to worry about. Also try not to worry about parroting, too much. The worst thing you can is stress out. If you are worried about her personality then just take the time to focus on it, write out the traits you she has and then some reasons why she has them, how they manifest. Make it as detailed as possible. Good luck!
  4. The best advice I can give you is not to doubt yourself our your Tulpa. That you are already feeling it there is wonderful. Go with what feels right. Read and research as much as possible. Never stop learning more. Take only what you want. Have fun. And love. Love is the most important thing. You have to love them, they are a part of you and they need you to love them.
  5. When I started out I couldn't do more than a few minutes at a time, never more then 15 just like you. It does get easier the more you practice. Also, multiple short sessions add up! So try not to worry too much, the more you do the more difficult longer sessions are going feel. Try looking up Fede's Tulpatones, works great to get the imagination going http://grooveshark.com/#!/album/Tulpatones+Vol+1+Fede+s+Tones/8788870 There's a link for it. It's just pink? noise I think whatever it is it works great for me!
  6. I've been sick the past few days (food poisoning I think) to get me away from the misery of it Sebastian created a Wonderland all on his own. His own home inside his head. He was waiting on the porch for me, invited me inside this beautiful rustic cottage that was so utterly him, us really. In the living room he set up this wonderful fort. This cheesy sign was taped to the 'door' read "Tigers and their Kittens ONLY!!" He ushered me inside and cuddled up and told me this place would always be here when I needed to 'get away.' He's so sweet.
  7. I wanna give you an award because the smile you just gave him was winning, I mean seriously. Me too it hurts how hard I'm grinning.
  8. My happiest moment with Sebastian is every time I look at the green sticky note he left for me on my mirror. Part of coping with my depression is leaving myself notes there, to cheer myself up. He wrote to me: I will protect you in every way I can -Your Tiger I think I realized then that in only a few days I had found a friend and love inside myself. That's a nice thing, having a part of you -love you, I've never loved myself before, but he loves me, despite everything, for everything, he loves me.
  9. Who guys these are some great opinions! Sebastian would like me to point out that you can't 'rape the willing,' and he is oh so willing. Now I'm blushing. I would like to hope that you don't actually molest your tupper against its will but I suppose it is your subconscious to abuse, so have fun! Another reason I didn't bother with restricting memory access, I just couldn't see how to do it. He is there in my head, a separate consciousness but still of my own making. I couldn't see how he couldn't not get into my memory. Maybe that's just part of being so open about it though. We di
  10. Thanks for moving it, forgot about the general discussion board! :) Never gave much thought about restricting access to my memories. I knew you could, saw it in the guides and such but I just wanted Seb to know me without me having to explain all of the hard stuff.
  11. So I'm wondering when creating your Tulpas did any of you bother to discuss 'rules' with them. Does and don'ts and such. The idea came to me when I opted to give Sebastian the ability to destroy/shoo away intrusive thoughts while we were talking. His preferred method of doing this is taking a rifle to whatever I'm thinking (figuratively speaking) he puts the image in my head of him shooting whatever the thought is with his sniper rifle. I laid down the law that he isn't allowed to do this to me unless we are actually engaged in conversation and my mind wanders. Then along he came today out
  12. Thank you so much Linkzelda for your thorough reply. Most of the guides that I studied and conversations I have been involved in led me to believe that basing a Tulpa off a fictional character was bad, letting them have memories even more so. All of this would lead to them having some sort of existential break down when they realized they weren't that person and those memories weren't real. Seb certainly doesn't seem like the sort to have a crisis. He's very grounded. Suggested I get on a forum and discuss the matter and alleviate my doubts. The last thing he wants is to be a worry.
  13. So let me explain, I researched Tulpas heavily in months past before trying to create one, Spinnerette. A cat like creature with a sweet temperament and a mild manner. I followed all the rules and things were going well, we were progressing quickly. Then my life took a turn, went six ways to Hell in a hand basket. Creating a Tulpa wasn't a priority anymore, we lost touch. Now I'm back in the game but Spinnerette just isn't there anymore, we don't jive, I'm not the same person I was. Time to try again right? My new Tulpa came to me quite by accident. I was sitting in the back of my fathers
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