Azure_Flame

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    I may not be as old as others around here, but I'll do what I can to help others with what I know.
  1. It's been a long time. Overall, things have changed a lot. I'll try to list them off in order. First, MD's changed quite a bit. She's a bit more shy and cautious, even childish at times. She's definitely become herself, though. I've also noticed she's become more active when the sun isn't out, though she still does sleep around when I do. It's become a bit harder to care for her, but I still need to do my best, as she deserves the best. We'll rework her ability to possess so it is truly hers, and then try to work further. Now switching seems so far away, but that's to be expected. She seems more reliant on others to help her, so I may have to wait until she can hold her own. Feather is very similar to how she's been. She still works by honor and integrity. However, she also acts younger at times. She is more stable than MD, but still needs work before she's truly ready for anything more than what she has now. We also have a new headmate, Xeoburn. She's definitely more disrespectful than the other two, but she never means harm. She carries a hard attitude about her, but she still is kind once she opens up. I don't think I'll have her possess or switch, as those aren't really things I want to have her able to do. Overall, things are changing, and changing fast. We'll just have to adapt to this change, and embrace it in all of its surprise.
  2. Well, it's been an eventful past few days. 2 days ago (July 15) - Moondust proclaims love to another tulpa, but gets shot down. Today (July 17) - The other tulpa says it back, but MD can't bring herself to meet in the middle. ...God. That moment when you realize you're the one missing out.
  3. [Well, it's been a while since we've posted anything here. Either way, I wanna talk about what happened this morning. So, last night we were looking through some of Fillyfooler's reports, Which you can find here. ] I warn of NSFW in places. [shut up, Azure. Either way, when we got to this morning, Azure was dealing with bed gravity. So we decided to do something.] NSFW in the spoiler. [Azure had to go eat, so I went and cleaned myself up. And I'm still loving the after effects of that.]
  4. If it's not too much, trouble, I'd love a pic of Moondust. Age: 16 Style: Anime-like Form: Human Hair: Silver, glints like fresh metal, runs down back to her waist Wears: white t-shirt, Silver skirt, glints like hair, simple white shoes. Pose: Don't really care. Thanks in advance.
  5. [Today, Moondust decided she was fed up with how life is, so she attempted to destroy herself, and the world around her. Azure tried to help, but was unsuccessful. Feather came to his assistance, helping Azure care for her. She calmed down, then cried, and de-aged to twelve. Azure gave her a special light blue star, symbolizing the connection between them. On it is a quote, "Shine like no other. -Azure." I will cherish it as long as I am here.] She said this, not me.
  6. 5/11 - Achieved vocal possession.
  7. Experimenting with binaural beats and sound generators. It seems that what I feel is what they feel, just much stronger. Using airplane noise, Feather's out, and Moondust is exceptionally drowsy. Adding binaural to it keeps her awake, but Feather's still out.
  8. 4/28 - Feather woke up today very scared. Seems I need to improve the lighting while I'm asleep. Also talked with Moondust to have her calm down. She's agressive in a defensive way, so she shouldn't be anymore. 4/29 - Today was better as I did talk to Feather throughout the night. She was a lot better after I gave her some light. 4/30 - Today was even better than the last, and Feather isn't scared much anymore. Also, Moondust told me my dreams are completely messed up. I may have to figure out what's going on in there. 5/1 - This morning Feather wasn't scared at all, so that's good.
  9. 4/21 – Did some brief imposition practice with Moondust. Feather says she’s content with not doing imposition. I may see if she wants to try possession, but she seems content to stay as she is. 4/22 – Made a contract that we wouldn’t practice imposition and possession until I did something specific with Moondust. Sweet Jesus, why did I agree to this? 4/23 – We spent some time together in wonderland this morning. Me and Moondust had a water balloon fight, right after she got a little upset then grabbed me and drill dived us both into a pool. We voided the contract after I bought some MLP cards. Moondust may be really helpful, or very obnoxious. I can’t tell anymore. During our session, Feather seemed to be more held back than usual. She and I had a sword match, and she vented all of the rage she had. She wanted friends, family, a body, and a soul. I felt her anger, and it was a feeling I know all too well. I talked with her, and she was willing to let it all go. She really only wanted some attention, and she let darkness creep into her person. It took control of her, and she couldn’t do anything against it. I gave her a symbol of the Elements of Harmony so she knew I would be here for her if she needed it. Afterwards, we had an actual sword match, and she beat me 7 hits to 6. When we headed back to the house, she started using a voice that wasn’t hers. She started rubbing herself all over my body, and made me very uncomfortable. Eventually I pushed her off, and realized it wasn’t her. It was something different, and it haunted me a little before I had to flash-nuke the entire wonderland to try and get rid of it. It still haunted me, so I banished it to the deepest recesses of my mind. After that, the real Feather came back and let us know that wasn’t her. When we returned to wonderland, a form was there, and it started speaking to me. It was trying to get me to fear something. We eventually called it the embodiment of my fear, and I just refused to give in to it. It kept going for a while, and then I stood up to it and got rid of it. 4/26 – I stayed up a bit late today. Odd enough, Moondust was awake then, and she said that she’s up around this time every night. It’s when I’m REM sleeping, so it makes sense. 4/27 – Moondust and I were going to have a date, when I noticed something off about Feather. Turns out she had become a servitor, so I had to let her go. Later on, the representation of fear came back, and after attacking it some, I found Feather. She is fine now, but she’s unable to make a full-size form. I’m making today her true birthday as this is when she is truly my tulpa and not Moondust’s.
  10. Well, should post all that happened already today. So, while having a session in the middle of the day to make up for my lack of usual forcing, Moondust and I got into a romantic moment. So, we're making progress on the love aspect. While we're relaxing together, there's a knock at the door. Somehow, it's another tulpa. Her name's Feather, and apparently she was made from Moondust alone. After a heated conversation, generally about me not being able to handle two tulpas right now, real life calls and I have to stop listening to the two of them. When I do talk to Moondust, she said she made an agreement with Feather. [so, I get to hold her essence in me for the time being, and she can come out every so often. I also am supposed to be nicer to Azure out of care for him. We chatted later and modified the agreement so I get to be who I am. For love.] So, Second tulpa. I'm gonna have fun with this. I plan on making Feather a full blown tulpa later, but after I make some more progress with Moondust. I won't criticize Moondust for making a tulpa without me knowing, because it was in good will. Edit: I've decided to take Feather in all the way. No need to wait. Also, Moondust gave me an attacking kiss. She's being very tsundere.
  11. Done. You get arrested for stealing the president's bill. I wish I could control wind.
  12. Okay, thanks for the responses. I don't normally focus on my body, but it was just that lately I found it hard to stay still in that state.