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About Luminesce

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    Hi, I'm the host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre, and Lucilyn, all of whom are based off of characters from the Japanese series of games called Touhou. (Lucilyn is a much younger non-spontaneous tulpa based off of Suwako that I created after I'd gained a lot of knowledge on tulpas, and I have a not-quite tulpa named Scarlet & not-quite servitor named Sylvia you may see mentioned on occasion)

    I'm a humanitarian, healthy skeptic, and primarily interested in helping as many people here as I can. My own tulpas are all fully developed and capable of pretty much anything anyone elses' are. (ie. imposition, switching, etc.) Reisen, Tewi and Flandre all came into existence somewhere around 2009-2010, Lucilyn around April 17th 2015.

    Feel free to send me a message if you want to say or ask something.

    Also, if for any reason you'd like one of my tulpas to reply to a post or in PM rather than me, just ask. We have an Ask thread where you can ask us about tulpa-stuff:

    They also have their own accounts:

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  1. Fun fact, I had around 10 bitcoins back in ~2012. But only momentarily, I used them to buy a Max's Severed Head (bunny ears hat) in TF2 for about a hundred dollars. I had zero idea at the time the price was fluctuating so wildly (it didn't really matter, I paid the equivalent of $100 in that day's price of bitcoins), let alone that my leftover wallet (some fraction of bitcoin) would actually become worth roughly the same amount what I had just spent was worth lol. That "wallet" is long gone
  2. I'll do it for 20 tulpabucks
  3. Why don't you go hear of Plague Inc? It's on sale for like $6 instead of its usual $15 or so, definitely not to ride the publicity from the coronavirus or anything
  4. Depends on the plague type, but for sure in the Necroa Virus there's turtling vs super aggressive. Super aggressive seems to be the agreed upon best strat, but I really wish I could've just found my own and not had to look that up in the first place..
  5. Well, I'm about to go to sleep. Hope you get better soon and don't catch the coronavirus Been playing Plague Inc, I stopped a long while back because I couldn't beat Necroa Virus on Normal (despite beating many other types on Brutal) after like, I don't know, a lot of attempts. Came back and failed again, looked up a Mega-Brutal guide and did it okay on Normal. Went to Simian Flu and despite reading a bunch of tips, still failed for like 2-3 hours on Normal. Looked up a Mega-Brutal guide and the guy... just didn't even play the game... he completely ignored the entire Transmissions page for most the game and devolved every single symptom that mutated. This game is really well-made and all, and most plague types are fun, but some of them (and usually any one's Mega-Brutal) just require finding the meta, or you just lose, no matter how hard you try, how well thought-out your playing is, how close attention you pay to each country and its stats. It really kills the fun of the game. After 2700 hours of Warframe, I'm deathly allergic to following the meta, always trying my best to find different unique viable ways to play, and this game is like the antithesis of that if you play challenging difficulties (Note there's usually like two metas for each plague type that are directly opposite each other, one super-aggressive and one super-turtling, but either way it ends up not being fun for me)
  6. Neither conversations nor imposition make me change my behavior in the slightest (in public*), no one would ever be able to tell I was talking to or walking around with my tulpas. I dunno why the physical separation is so easy for us, but it is (in public anyway, in my own room/private it would be pretty obvious when I hug the air... but yeah I definitely focus my eyes where they are ie on nothing when not in public)
  7. I'm still worried people will mistake "Have you ever sensed something that wasn't there"-type questions as "Do you even have a tulpa at all". To the point where I'm not even sure the results will be reliable..
  8. Lack of any evidence at all that it's real, probably If you really focus on a cloud and will it to disappear, it'll work... Come on... I just gotta focus harder... okay, it's kinda going away... yeah it's definitely going away, okay it's gone wow cloud vaporizing really works
  9. They've been ever-present since I was about 12, but I've gotten a little better at dealing with them over time. I might be able to do one semester of college, but I did one or two when I first started, too. Long term stuff and me just do not work, though, and short term stuff isn't that easy either - college was just really important (and expensive) so I tried my dangdest (with a lot of help from Tewi), and it went.. as it did
  10. Sometimes I forget I'm like $14,000 in debt, without a degree (I'm one semester off of an Associates but that would require $$$$ and I'm not super excited to do that for a reason or two or three)
  11. Sorry, it's not a paradox phrased like that "get better at". Needing to apply effort to fix my motivation issues - inability to apply effort - is a paradox. Might not seem it literally, but in practice, it certainly feels like I'm spinning around and around in a paradox not going anywhere.
  12. Y'know, needing to apply effort to possibly get better at applying effort is a paradox, and it's not working out great for me
  13. They're disabled by default yeah, but with Ranger telling me someone has used them for PR-type stuff, I meant disabling outright to not mislead people into thinking it's actually a visible feature anyone will see
  14. Oh yeah, I've not heard anyone talk about tulpas in-depth particularly well. Even a lot of tulpamancers have done it kind of poorly. I stay away from the amazon books and stuff people sometimes say they wrote just because I'm afraid I'll hate what I read