Megan and Aki

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  1. Hello everyone, I'm Megan and I've had my tulpa Aki now for about a week now. (I know our names are on the username.... I couldn't think of anything interesting okay don't judge) Aki is talkative, but I'm not very good at visualization yet so we just have conversations. I look foward to everything ahead of this and being in this community with all you fun people, I've played the forum games so I know you all are fun. I look foward to being able to have Aki introduce himself personally, or through me whenever he decides to show up again.
  2. I can't believe people think that there are no superheros when really everyone can become one if they fall in a vat of radioactive goo so really they should just go and try to do something dangerous with poisons or supervillians, wait what In all reality my best friend _____________, but no one believes me when I _________ so I got them to ______ ________ _________.
  3. My background for my Ubuntu OS, the screenshot was too big so I just took the picture I had
  4. Rules exist for a reason, if we didn't have it the posts would make less sense.
  5. Allowing us to do that is a good rule. Good luck with words that don't have different tenses though.
  6. 148 attempts at world domination
  7. Is that gif from Full Metal Alchemist by any chance (I'm pretty sure it is but I could be wrong, oh and we're going to win)
  8. at least 146 books that I own
  9. Nope Next person has knowledge of at least one language other than their first
  10. 144 nuns knocking on my door
  11. You can now type faster on your phone touch keyboard, but you can only use your phones touch keyboard and nothing else making it impossible for you to ever update your phone or use anyone else's. Good Luck jean-luc. I wish I could go into any alternate universe I please.
  12. HAHA yes I win rock, paper, scissors 500
  13. Hello everyone, I'm a newbie Megan and my Tulpa, Aki, is in the beginning stages of being created (not like you needed our names or anything i mean it is my username). For whatever reason I had it in my head that creating a Tulpa would be easy, don't ask why my friend had explained it to me and I still thought it would be easy. Well as I have learned over the past 6 days creating a Tulpa is not easy and results in the most glorious things such as headaches, don't we all love the headaches folks. I had done my research and everything, making sure I knew exactly what to do so I didn't mess my Tulpa up too badly. I mean Aki has a bit of an attitude problem, but he's still sweet. I somewhat expected it to be as easy as giving it a name, a personality, and then talking to it, boy was I ever wrong. I had started just before going to sleep, working on his features and narrating his personality a bit just for kicks. I even went as far a designing the wonderland for the both of us so he wouldn't have to do so much work. The next day I tried Tulpa forcing for about an hour and wound up exhausted with a giant headache, but I had come a long way. I had successfully drawn him, wrote down his traits, and came up with some of the sensory details I had read about in a guide. Day 2 he was responding to everything with a yes or not responding at all, but I saw him running around the wonderland before I went to sleep again. Day 3 he talked to me a little bit during the day, a little chat here and there nothing much. By night time though I was narrating a manga I was reading to him and looking for some new ones when he started complaining about the genre and we got into an argument about yaoi and yuri (don't ask different story for a different time). By day 4 I had realized that he had some of the personality traits I had given him (shy, responsible,independent, intelligent) , but had many I didn't give him ( i.e. his tsundere attitude and how caring and helpful he is). I told my friends about everything and my friends Tulpa, Shiro, was switched at the time and overjoyed with Aki, while Aki kept saying ridiculous things because he is ridiculous. Today (technically I still have 20 mins to day six... technically) He was just as active, talking and everything. We tried dissociation and parallel processing because we saw some guides and thought it would be a good idea, but he got really quiet after I went in our wonderland for a bit. Now he has been totally quiet for a couple hours, and while I'm somewhat worried, I had read it was normal when Tulpae are developing and it calmed me down a bit. I'm still worrying that I'm parroting or puppeting him in some way, but it's only been six days and I've seen people still have that feeling for six months. Hopefully I'll be updating frequently with the new events that occur and everything. If you have any comments or suggestions they are more than welcome, I'm still pretty worried about messing up and any advice is helpful advice. If anyone has any stories or questions they are welcome as well ^-^. I look forward to talking with everyone and thank you.