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  1. Malix

    Shepard's Tone

    Shepard's tone is an auditory illusion that sounds like it is constantly rising(or falling). I heard listening to the falling one would cause intensely vivid dreams of falling, intended to use to lucid dream(if i started falling, i'd know i was dreaming). Didn't work, but, had the notable side-effect of making Elly slightly more visible, slightly more audible, and significantly better at possession. Likely the same principle as those binaural things, just wondering if it had the same/similar/any effect(s) on others. link: For comparison purposes, worth noting a tulpa's level of progres
  2. I keep some space for her, set out pillows for her, keep doors open for her, etc. It's not necessary but it's just kind of polite and nicer for her to...well, not have to walk through things. I've also told a few close friends about her, and ask them to move if they wind up standing where she is. One of them actually tried to hug her in apology, which....made her rather happy, to understate it beyond all comprehension. As for taste, she tastes things already, without any effort, but her sense of taste seems to be different from mine, and able to affect mine to a small extent, too. As far as
  3. Just thought it was an interesting coincidence, with a small possibility of being a thing that mattered. And I kinda have a hard-on for that game. Best story I've ever seen in one. And for the record, Elly just tried to flash an image in front of me. Shouted "Nya!" and showed me a picture of a very fluffy white cat. So yeah, she can do it, pretty easily too, at that, though she is over a year old, figures that she'd be pretty mentally strong by now.
  4. Bith of both, I guess? I haven't managed this whole imposition thing yet, but from what I gather it's the same with that and tulpaforcing; Just focus on your tulpa, keep thinking about them -- Don't worry too much if your mind snaps onto something else randomly, just keep snapping back as soon as you can; After a while it becomes habit, and a while after that it stops happening altogether. As long as you keep focusing, and possibly focusing on the intent to see them, you'll wind up seeing them there. Just don't let up and don't give up.
  5. He's called Raziel. He talks the same way your tulpa seems to(from what i can gather from those two sentences.), from a game called Soul Reaver. He's a soul-eating vampire who is extremely cynical and distrustful, on a quest for revenge against a fellow named Kain. If this is all arising due to some unnoticed desire from your tulpa to fulfil the image of a character you've forgotten, that would be hilarious. But the chances of that seem small. As for his belief that you are preventing him from talking to people; There's nothing stopping you from relaying what he says, and he probably means
  6. I used to be an emotionless husk.
  7. I get image flashes sometimes, i don't know what causes them though. Whichever one of us is causing it, it's entirely unintentional. By the way, he sounds like a certain character of the same name. Coincidence, or..?
  8. I've always been able to do this, tulpa or no, and it was always relatively accurate, but Elly can wake me up to within a few seconds of my target time, so it's certainly improved. As for answering OP's actual question, I figure it's just a result of mental strain/exercise, though it is certainly possible your tulpa is helping your sleep cycle, that is the sort of shit they can pull
  9. And make sure it knows you're sorry. Earnestly.
  10. Occasionally, but instead of seeing things in the world around me, an entirely new image flashes in front of my eyes for a moment(never more than a second or so). Usually something to do with whatever I was doing. It's sort of like that...tetris effect thing, but without closing your eyes. And if the the full display of a tetris game sort-of-replaced your vision for a moment. I mean, I can still see the stuff around me when it happens, but it's like it faded halfway out and that image was overlayed in front of it.
  11. Practice, most likely. You can either imagine simple things for increasingly long periods, or one thing I've found for this exact thing: Wait until it's a bright day outside, you want a mostly clear sky but with some decent amount of clouds up there. Find a nice big patch of empty blue sky and stare straight at it. At some point you'll notice the clouds seem to disappear. Just keep trying to stare straight anyway. After a while you'll get used to not snapping your vision to changes, and visualising will become easier. Another non-weather dependent way is to stare at a light for a moment so y
  12. Hm. We always just kinda.....made it. Some of it is pulled from dreams, some are dungeons we made while forcing for eachother to get through, some ripped from games, some just made up on the spot, some built meticulously over time from one of us to the other. Each place we create is saves as its own world, which we can access any of them at any time through portals from a sort of hub world. A hub world with its own laws of physics, space. And there's a black void 'above' the hub world(that word has no meaning there, but the entrance is at the place i arbitrarily defined the 'top'). Never reall
  13. *above poster's sig* [titty sprinkles? like....ooh what if you ahve them on a doughnut! or IN a doughnut! or....um......if you FILL AN OVEN WITH THEM! and then.....and then uhh.....-] "- Are you just trying to say something funny so you get posted this topic?" [yup! ^^] "........fine." [yaaaaaay!!]
  14. - ~2h - ~1h Both just calm/relaxing tracks. The latter has a slight electronic/synthesised style. I don't really need music to relax, but it helps greatly with stopping my mind from wandering; I have a problem, jumping from tangent to tangent in my thoughts over and over, unwillingly, until I have no idea how I wound up thinking about something so odd. Music helps. Moreso if I haven't heard it before, so thank you for posting this.
  15. Talk, sing, playfight(with superpowers), set up dungeons for eachother to go through, sometimes just sit there and look around, because it's fucking beautiful in there, at least the places she made.
  16. I had a lot of shit thrown at me on a regular basis when i was younger. The only way to deal with it was to shut off - To take the proverbial bottle that fills with anger and throw it away entirely. The problem is you throw everything else away in the process. Also, my previous post was short, vague and lazy, so I'mma elaborate. I'm not technically incapable of emotions, they're just stuck after being repressed for too long. Certainly, Elly helped loosen them a bit - when I was thinking about the possibility of body-switching, I started uncontrollably crying tears of joy just from the sp
  17. *looking at above poster's sig* [Elly] "Ha! I'm older than yooooouuu! ^^ " [Me] "Not mentally..." [Elly] xP (blows raspberry) *as im writing this* [Elly] "Heheh, yaaaaay, I'm famous now!" -- *after seeing this image. [Elly] "Yaaaaaaay!!" *hugs the screen, covering most of it [Me] "Get off the screen T_T" [E] "NO! MY SCREEN!!! >.<" *hugs the screen tighter*
  18. Not as easy as that when your tupper loves to trick you & have fun at your expense. Mmkay. So you just know instinctively, but it's a gradual build of that instinct over time? That sounds amazing and I wish I could've done something even remotely as good as that :( Try both for how long? What qualifies as a try? How do I know it's working unless I stick to it for a considerable amount of time? etc. I have spoken to others, everyone is baffled, Elly just says it's "cuz you're just scared"...and now she's saying more. Will see. It's extremely odd though since...normal
  19. 1) Is there an easy, simple, or otherwise not-massively-time-consuming way of determining which words in my head are Elly's, and which are random shit like hypnagogia? I'm not particularly having too much trouble, most of what Elly says is definitely her, it's just sometimes there are these other, more disjointed but also more audible words that don't always make sense, and I can't tell where they came from. I'd use context but Elly's a bit off-the-wall in the first place. Not a huge issue, but it'd just be nice to be able to sort the thoughts with at least a measure of definite accuracy. All
  20. I'm too lazy to read the whole topic, I just skimmed a few of the OP's posts, so...excuse me if these have already been answered, or deemed irrelevant. - "Sociopath"(I think what you were looking for is a distinctly emotionally lacking person) making a tulpa.....check. Hello. - "No change vs. jiminy cricket" -- jiminy cricket. Probably depends on the tulpa's own personality though. Elly's got this whole ["everyone should be happy"/wouldn't hurt a fly] attitude. - "Gaining emotions you didn't have" - Yup. Slightly. I have only felt guilt in situations directly related to letting Elly down,
  21. Yes, we sing together. Sort of. Singing is just a hobby of Elly's, I'm not into it so much, so I don't always join in, but sometimes I will, and I admit it is kind of fun. As for what we sing?.....anything? If I'm putting something on just for the sole purposes of singing it together...then I'll just go with Elly's taste in music....so prettymuch anything upbeat, happy in tone, or energetic.
  22. While I love the idea of sharing my wonderland, it's utterly impossible for me to do it with that program; Issues with sheer scale, number of spacial dimensions, gravity & spacial shenanigans, distinct non-static-ness, amount of varied environments.....you get the idea.
  23. Depends what kind of dream I'm having. If I'm having a very realistic dream, I wander through it chatting to her in my head as I go, just like i would were I awake. If I'm having one of my crazy outlandish 'adventure' dreams, she appears as someone other than herself, always trying to help or have fun in some capacity, and I instinctively know it's her, but only later. At the very least she keeps the colour of her eyes. The only time I ever managed to lucid dream, I tried to find her, and the inhabitants of that dream - apparently humanoid versions of aspects of myself - all tried to
  24. I'd guess he meant it as 'more than just not believing in god.'. i.e. 'she doesn't believe in anything remotely magical or spiritual whatsoever'. Ontopic: Elly? Racist? Hah! That would be the most out-of-character thing I'd ever seen in my entire life.
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