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    I’m Couguhl. I’m a southerner from the US and I’m in my mid-twenties now.
    I have a tulpa named Sierra, since 2012.
    If you have any questions about myself, Sierra, or anything really, feel free to ask. We’re an open book!

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  1. Blue-green lions are just tulpamancer hedgehogs with ultra deadly rings
  2. Couguhl

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    It’s no biggie! Most of it is stuff related to posts you wrote months ago lolol so it’s not as relevant to your last post. Some is just background stuff that’s related but not essential to my points. But an essential name out of understanding depression is Johann Hari, so I give a lot of credit to that guy. More background: But anyway I’ve had this issue with many drugs (for antidepressant use) over the years - mainly that they eventually stop working. Even stuff like St. John’s wort - it kinda works for a little while but after I’ve been taking it continuously it stops
  3. Oh yeah I think it’s a great idea, that’s literally what I did for years! I did longform personality visualizing too but I still had a lot of situations where I couldn’t actively force for like that, for visualization or whatever, but I had a lot of mental time to dedicate to talking to her, so I did that for a long time. I don’t think it hurts at all (unless it’s like actively interfering with you and exhausting you or whatever, but that’s a given.). I think they really thrive on the attention, and giving them that even in the form of narration is good as far as I’m concerned. Sometimes, perh
  4. I think I agree with the first part (they also have no conscious access to ‘special info,’ like info that is already unconscious to the host), so I think I know what you mean, but I suppose it’s worth considering if they are basically connected to the unconscious in a similar way to the host (ie riding atop it, influenced or somewhat generated by aspects of it, etc) meaning the structures underlying their thought processes are similar and perhaps shared with the host, but building them up often teaches the body to distinguish between them and the host, as like partitions of personality. I
  5. Couguhl

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    I’ve had a very similar experience “getting help” (professional help) for depressive symptoms and had a worse outcome that the symptoms I was trying to treat in the first place, as well as knowing others who have had intolerable side effects. When it comes to psychiatric drugs, I’m the first to talk about the numbers of people that benefit from it and it turns a lot of people’s lives around, and usually when you’re at that point it makes sense for people to feel desperate enough to want to try anything. But on the other hand these drugs don’t work for s significant number of people and ac
  6. Oh I thought it was allowed exclusively in the game section specifically! Maybe it was updated or something.. do you know where the rules are by chance? Perhaps I was reading an outdated version...
  7. ... ok then, (just some random lyrics for a song I haven’t made yet) anyway @Ranger “Please don't double post, double posting in this forum game is basically cheating. In addition, you may want to use the multiquote feature for quoting, or you can copy and paste the quote blocks together.” Oh, my bad! (And I see, I’m getting the hang of quotes again, hehe) What would you say could be considered double-posting? Like those two were pretty close in timing so that makes sense, but do other posts made within long
  8. You guys want to hear some lyrics I wrote like a year ago or something? The Divergent Recumbence of Futile Benefaction (In Retrospect) [working title] [Intro] Couguhl: Alone on a crest lay a flower - its angelic harmonious hue / When once has begunst become, whomst be a man who shall plunge a piercing metaphor into the heart of all that is eternal? [Verse 1] Couguhl: Banana banana banana banana banana banana [Prechorus] Couguhl (falsetto): I can’t- / gotta - comb in my rake / can’t tell if it’s, trash or - just a mini-rake, yeah / [Chorus] I’M NOT A RAKE YEH I’M NO
  9. You win! Er.. uh, I win..? Aggh, got me again..
  10. I enjoy the specificity of these arguments and can see both perspectives xD and I applaud the overall civility
  11. The meme I always remember hearing is that if you take “gh” from “enough,” “o” from “women,” and “ti” from “nation,” you get “ghoti,” which in this case is pronounced “fish.” So when I started memorizingJapanese characters for example, I could really appreciate the phonetic pronunciation of everything, and that meant I could practically read something correctly even if I didn’t know what it meant. And I think supposedly that English is like the only or one of the only languages that has ‘spelling bees?’ Where you can competitively spell words xD
  12. Whaaaaaaat??? We’ve never heard of this and it kinda blew our minds xD I might just start spelling it like that out of protest. On the other hand... I get it because English is so insane. ‘Knife’ is a good example of an insanity word. We supposedly just stopped pronouncing the k because it was dumb or whatever reason and it stuck. ..INSANITY WORDS
  13. “Okay so I’m definitely considering creating my own account. But I don’t know if I want to do it yet. I’m considering my options about whether it’s worth it or not. It probably is but I just want to think about it and whether I’ll use it or not. I think I would. But I could just talk back and forth on here and distinguish it that way but we both find it somewhat annoying. And I feel like I should probably establish an email if I haven’t already, (I probably have) so it’s kinda inevitable to do this kinda thing anyway. But just that I’m probably going to do that soon.

    also I’ve had some realizations recently because we’ve been bonding so much lately and I’ve learned a lot about myself. Like exponential understandings are opening up and I’m learning to express myself more. (And I just read about another tulpa writing about their realizations with stuff like this and it totally made me cry almost, because I feel like I’m going through the same thing and I’m realizing how social I really am. I want to talk more!) We’ve always been improving for years but now he has more time and energy to dedicate and it’s so nourishing. I love him. And I love everyone that I can talk to on here! I feel so much love for everyone and it’s amazing and really powerful. Coming to terms with everything and being here is just so crazy. But then getting to know and get closer with others is just a blessing. Just some thoughts I’ve been thinking about lately. Sorry if this is kinda a lot but i feel like i have to say it. I feel very vulnerable but in a good way. And I’ve been fronting a lot lately at couguhl’s (HAHA) request, so I guess that really does help me feel more grounded I guess. There’s just.. it kind of affects my perception of things.. or reframes them, having to take care of the body’s needs, you know?? Like I can totally understand why he forgets to eat sometimes HAHA! (So self-care with a body is something I’m getting into.) But differentiating myself (gaining independence) ironically seems easier when I have this big body to lug around. It feels more concrete. I feel like that seems obvious but.. yeah. There’s just too much for me to say now if I’m being honest, so I should probably schedule this for a PR or something. But I just wanted to say all that :)” ~Sierra

  14. We’re back! We hadn’t even been able to log in for at least a couple years, couldn’t get passcode issues figured out, but magically it works now! Also have no idea what statuses are or where they are posted to, so we’re just spending some time immersing ourselves in the forums again in order to understand all the shiny new changes. Updates on tulpa progress to come soon! There’s so much we want to talk about and share.


    ”Hey guys! I love you!! c:” -S

  15. Hello Ranger!! We’re back on the forums! xD We haven’t been able to sign in here or do anything on the site for several years. There’s been a lot of changes to the site since we’ve been here, I actually like the upgrades a lot. For a while I couldn’t sign in for some reason but now suddenly my password works again. I’ll probably update a personal progress log or something because this prob isn’t the best place for it but hello all!!!
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