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  1. Hi everyone! I was linked to this site by a friend who stumbled upon the vice article... like these last few guys! I'm having an awesome time with this!
  2. Hey guys, I'm brand new to this forum and thought I'd contribute with a personal discovery. This is fairly dark for a first post haha (i'm almost the opposite of a macabre goth guy) but I realized that fear is a catalyst for recall and lucidity when tacked on to something in one's imagination. For example, I'm afraid of flying in planes, and I have extremely lucid day-dream trips of being in an airliner that going down. It made me think, "Damn if I can make this extremely real horror scenario that just surrounds my life with a delusion of with fear, why the hell can't I imagine something JUST as real with happiness and intrigue (like I assume most of us do with tulpa)." I think its only human nature that we would recall what we are afraid of better and more clearly than anything else. It's in our biology - a fight or flight fact. But, I am beginning to wonder if there is some way to salvage the lucidity of a fear day-dream and apply it to awesome tulpa constructs that I would rather have instead! (like a dragon buddy or a fantastical play-space) If anyone has any horror tulpas around, I would venture to guess that they could interact with and see it more clearly than their benevolent ones. Has anyone had thoughts on this before? If not, give it a shot! I think its worth exploring.