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  1. This is going to sound hella lame but please bear with me. As a 3D Modeller I regularly am working in the program 3DS Max. Creation is something I can regularly do the the perspective viewport in the bottom right corner. The is no limit, it is something I can manipulate to create endless constructs. On the little gridlike plane I find myself there whenever I close my eyes to imagine what it is I want to create. And I am not talking Tulpa strictly either. The concept of a Wonderland has been something I have already had for quite some time, and I feel if I need to I can use it to create whatever setting I like for my Tulpa in the future. I have only just begun making her, and I have little to no struggles envisioning her here. I have my preset understanding of existent scale within this space making visualization quite simple. I am curious as to the effects it will cause when I'm actually working in 3DS Max and not my wonderland, though.
  2. Hello, my name is Nrvnqsr (read as Nero), though you can call me by my real name Dallas if you like. I am a 3D animating and modelling student set to graduate in May. I found out about Tulpa less than 24 hours ago, when I got drunk last night and started googling techniques individuals have used to try and be with their waifus. Tulpa came up, and I was intrigued. Then I woke up, sober, with immense curiosity. Before last May, I likely would have been creeped out by all this. However, in May I went to the FITC (Future. Innovation. Technology. Creativity.) Convention in Toronto and attended a panel on human augmentation. The man who ran this panel had given himself a 6th sense of detecting electromagnetic fields by surgically placing magnets in his hand, as well as other augmentations of the human body. I was incredibly intrigued by this and have been wondering about the possibilities our bodies and minds could be innovated beyond what they are from birth ever since. The idea of extending ones mind to allow additional personalities to simultaneously be present is something one would call science fiction, though I find it doubtful after reading everything I have read. Although now that my mind is stable once more I dont wish to create a fictional character I love (avatar not related), I am intrigued to develop them in general. From what I have read so far this community gives off a rather professional first impression which I like. I will likely go on the IRC later after I finish sending out internship applications and catch up in the walking dead, though I plan on beginning making a tulpa very soon. TL;DR Im Dallas I want to make a tulpa hope to get along well with y'all.