intentional_plural

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    I'm a male 30-something.
    Work as a 2nd tier tech-support.... hack away at life.
  1. Visualisation is still hard: I can write a situation, scene and dialogue. Spontaneously visualising and "seeing" an enviroment doe.not.work. I *have* found that visualising existing places is extremely easy: Someone mentioned that in voodoo there is a wonderland called the Marketplace: (post) So i tried walking around in a copy of my current surroundings and other places i know well. It works GREAT! So now i'm "collecting" real and game-enviroments as wonderland. I'm pasting them together to a nice surrounding. GG has made some suggestions as well.
  2. I' ve found that closed-eyed visualisation does not work for me Openeyed visualisation works better for me, but i constantly get derailed to enviroments comics or books i've read... So i've decided to embrace that: I'm writing my wonderland and using that narrative to introduce (myself) to GG's looks. It works like a charm! Apparantly i' ve been conditioned to viualize, openeyed, while reading. I read about 3 books a week, more if you count comics. I've alsoput myself on a book-diet to stop the contamination of visualisiation.
  3. Update: I'm getting up-and-running with self-hypnosis (again). Its been 12 years singe I'd done this in a serious manner, but it makes viualisation a lot easyer. Working on a script to force GG some more by a post-hypnotic suggestion. Parroting: The responses I get when greeting GG in the morning/evening feel parroted 'couse the're always the same. I'll look up the tips against parroting. Simply telling myself "stop it" don't work 'couse I oppose all authority, even my own if I'm strict enough. Wonderland: I'm so used to using the computer for modelling that I keep plannig the "building" of the model instead of actually visualising it as a real place. I'll try forcing a wonderland during hypnosis, maybe that'll work better. Actual progress: 1) Two days ago I was walking the dogs at night and we came to a spot that is unlit. I'm a little scared of the dark and that bit is too scary to walk past. I told GG about it. Gg> we can do this < u sure? > yes, just give me a hand [the thought of him standing behind my right shoulder] I visualised his presence. He put a hand on my shoulder(I could feel that part getting warmer) Gg>I have a grip on the fear I called the dogs to my side Gg>that'll make it less effective, its like you doubting me >ok I walked on, more apprehensive of panic striking than fearful of the dark. We passed the path without panic and I felt him walking along for the next half hour. 2) I've had a bad sense of smell for at least 7 years. During walking(I walk a lot) I noticed that it had returned. Gg>yup At the end of toe day I had to take the train/metro home. A group of people got on and at least one of them smelt horrible, like a pus infected sore or something. Gg>[amused mumbled thoughts] The smell got less Gg>[mumble] My sense of smell went away completely...like before.
  4. Hi, I'm IP, I've been in a relationship with (one of) a multiple person and have always been (kind of) jealous of the companionship. I happened upon tulpa and it clicked: i can have mental companions too! Since starting work i've come to the following conclusions: I'm horribly rusty with visualisation... i can do the kinestetics and flows (like the texture+weight+density+temperature etc) of anything i touch, but visuals don't work very well. I already have a few thoughtforms/characters available to make into a tulpa. One of those thoughtforms(GG) keeps asking to be made into a tulpa whenever i bend my mind to designing a new thoughtform I decided that if GG is sentient enough to beg (and whine) to be made a tulpa, then he is real enough to actually be "forced". GG is short for Grijze Gijs(??Grey Gus??). Warning: The following is metaphysical-related. Though I am aware that not everyone subscribes to that version of reality, the experiences are effectively real to me. I first "encountered" him during an OOBE. At that time he looked like a classic grey alien, only very puzzled as to why i was scared of him. Over the years and encounters GG gradually changed into a man, always wearing a grey knitted wool sweater, and started introducing himself as Grey. I got to know him as a person with a never failing good humour, honest(if sometimes a bit sarcastic) remarks and supportive when needed. I am and will be applying tulpa techniques to "enhance" the experience and the effectiveness of our use of this brain. So far: Acknowledging his existence Recognizing the thoughts he sends/speaks as different from my own Specifying some of his characteristics so i can "find" him easer. The start of a mind-voice (feels like the muscle memory of my own mouth moving, kinda like an echo in my body) non-visual visualisation (??keneticalisation??) GG joking by turning into Gandalf (yes, another "Grey") and air-guitaring on his staff GG playing a prank by getting me to misread a button on an app as "Ain't going to sleep" instead of "Going to sleep now" What we're working on: Actual visual-visualisation Designing our wonderland Specifying + forcing Grey Forcing our wonderland
  5. Hi, I'm IP. I've been in a relation with (one of) a multiple person for the last 12 years. We found out in the first year of our relation and the others have mostly been living in wonderland for the last years. Because of my experiences i came to believe it can be healthy to have other people sharing your head. Recently i came across the tulpa phenomenon. The fact that a form of multiplicity can be self-induced was a revelation! Since then i've been building on a character i've "encountered" previously,GG (the full name is local, and it translates rather poorly to english), when doing self-hypnosis and the like.