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    I'm 22 and study Mechatronics.

    Hobbies: I like drawing, cooking, photography, playing Tennis, playing the Tin Whistle and the Violin and crafting stuff.

    I learned about Tulpas because of a Creepypasta that raised my curiosity to do some research (Yes I think it's weird).

    My Tulpa's name is Runa.
    Birthday (March 18th 2015)
  1. I'm not sure about the Schizophrenia, I don't think it will be different (I may be wrong here), but I've seen a few cases like yours where the Tulpa leaves for a while and then comes back, give her time, keep forcing when you can, the important thing here is to keep thinking of her. wish I could say more but I haven't had this experience so far, hope it helps.
  2. This helped me quite much when I started with visualization and I still do it from time to time, give it a try. ;) I hope that's what you meant XD
  3. I didn't think of that before, but now that you mention it, I'd say its more like whoever gets hungry first sends us strait to the kitchen and that's enough for the other. Like a time we were playing games at night and then she comes with this urge to eat ravioli, we didn't even have any prepared so I had to actually make the dough first so we could have them, it was a good idea though, it took so much I got hungry too and it thankfully turned out well. Spicy peanut butter pizza sounds like something we must try :P, some of Runa's creations were avocado tacos and american cheese filled with ketchup, simple stuff yet 100% recommended if you want to try.
  4. Absolutely yes, I share every tasting experience with Runa. I also love cooking and her opinion helps whenever I try new stuff. I also have certain problems choosing what to eat and for the last 3 months she's the one who decides what we are having for diner, she likes to experiment as much as me and even if her ideas sound weird at first, they end up being quite good most of the time. The downside of course, is when stuff doesn't come up as good as it should but there's no adventure without risks. XD
  5. Spanish and English are both main languages for me, however I like English the most so it's the one I normally use in my mind. But since I live in a Spanish speaking country Runa is exposed to both languages regularly. So far she has only spoken in English, so I won't know until she can actually get fully vocal but I do believe she understands them both. I also know some basic German and Japanese and I'm currently trying to learn Swedish too. So far I haven't had any problems learning them simultaneously but as I write I begin to worry, I hope this doesn't affect her negatively :O.
  6. It happens to me often, it's completely random though and since I have no control over it, it's not that useful, but I'm trying to get the hang of it. However, the wonderland itself is something you use while forcing and as a place for your tulpa to stay at, and as NoneFromHell mentioned, it's not necessary to have one, it's up to you.
  7. Yeah I guess it's pretty common to have one, mine is a demoness, sort of. Originated in a dream long before I had a Tulpa, but I have been using it in my wonderland, even for videogames, when I can of course. We don't have experience switching yet, so I can't say anything on that matter.
  8. I imagine it would be a void with voice for the blind and as for the deaf, I think it would be pretty much the same, there would still be a mind voice, just probably not the exact, same way as us.
  9. I remember some people here mentioning lucid dreaming a while ago, at first I didn't mind it much, I had tried doing it and I've only accomplished lucid dreams a few times before I stopped trying. But now I have a few questions to those who do so: 1. Were you a lucid dreamer before having a Tulpa? If so: 1.1.Do you use it to force? 1.2 If you do, is it helpful enough to recommend it? 1.3 If you don't use it to force, what's easier, achieve a good level in lucid dreaming or creating your Tulpa? For those who didn't: 2.1 Did you consider it as a forcing technique or just fun time at night? 2.2 Did your Tulpa help you in some way to achieve it? I may have too many questions, and even more may come out, but I would like to know if I should retake Lucid Dreaming. the main reason for this is that Runa and I are stuck in the vocal process, I've been trying what I find in the guides but I think it's not enough, or maybe it just takes more time for us, who knows. But I'd like to keep trying new ways and see if they work. Those who don't do this, feel free to answer as well, I'd like to hear your opinion on the matter. :)
  10. Words normally, but she does formulate short sentences from time to time. Been like this quite a while already we're trapped XD.
  11. Hahaha, you made my day with this, loved the first ones XD.
  12. Here's Runa. I made a Skyrim follower with her image so we can "play together". :)
  13. I think of Runa every time I hear by Within Temptation. They're a Gothic/Symphonic metal band. For those who may not like metal, don't worry no screams or guttural singing in this subgenre... mostly, so it's safe to listen to XD. The reason it reminds me of Runa is that I was listening to it when I got the first sign of her being there with me while forcing. It still helps me whenever I need that special push to force when I can't concentrate at all.
  14. It may be annoying but it will probably will be quite useful for me, I will have to turn it off during class though, thanks a lot for finding and posting it. :D