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  1. - Day 745 - The End If you been following this tumblr, you may remember the day 81 post titled “Beginning of the end” well, 664 days later it has finally arrived, The End. But it’s different, Tulpamancy is what’s ending. Am done, finished. I been fooling myself with illusions and playing pretend with myself. all while playing around and abusing the way my mind and brain works. The Reality is, Oguigi is a made-up character inspired when i had a major obsession with a show called my little pony. I made this character up and gave it life and power by surrendering reason and logi
  2. - Day 638 - Part of the world It been almost a month since my last blog post, A good amount of stuff happened since then. I needed to increase my exposure to the outside world, I was cooped up inside my home too much, And this has damaged my mental health and well being, So i needed a reason, An excuse to go out more, A Job was what i needed. But after months of searching and a bit of luck, Am happy to announce that i got my first job at a fast food restaurant. It’s hard work, as excepted. I’ve found out how out of shape i was both physically and mentally. But whenever i finish my s
  3. Yeah, I would not go down the road to switching. If you go down that path you can lose yourself and your identity (i was half way there and i suffered). Switching can kinda cloud your judgment and lead you to do some relatively destructive things to your mind just so you can achieve this ultimate goal. If you really want to experience things that are out of this world, try training with lucid dreaming and astra projection. tulpamancy kinda interferes with your waking physical life, and am very sure that most people don't need this. Deep inside you already know everything you need to do, you do
  4. - Day 613 - One step onwards Alright, another update. I have gained a good amount of weight, am back to normal. Now i need to slow down on my diet and focus of healthier foods, I’ve also tried to exercise some, it’s not quite a habit yet but I’ve been doing it more often then ever. I also been experimenting with some supplements to treat depression/anxiety (also been drinking tons of orange juice and eating chocolate). They seem to improve my overall mood in the day, I feel closer to my old self then ever before.Their might be some risk by taking supplements, I don’t want to be
  5. - Day 579 - Finding myself again "Koomer" is not really me, it may sound a bit strange but just hang in there. I think what “Koomer” is, is just one part of me. I think the person am really am is actually a mixture of everything, Both the good and the bad. Koomer, is like my “Good” Self, Every since the first or Second week doing tulpamancy I’ve identified my Consciousness as him. The problem is that my “bad” self, can no longer be expressed. And Pressure starts to build. My Good self trys to fight back, under the illusion that it had to protect itself from the “Bad” self, and be
  6. - Day 569 - Back to Self. Hey guys, Am still around. I have been very hard at work, restoring myself to a state of balance. I’ve been fighting for months, And i’ve became stronger and wiser for it. The war is not quite over yet, But the end is now with in sight. The time I’ve been able to use and control my own Body has been increasing, Am able to do more things. Am able to resist the negative influences. Sometimes They still get the best of me, But I try to learn from it. and fight longer and harder the next time. Oguigi is STILL around, And I can still talk to her. We
  7. No, And am glad to see that you're still here. You're one of my earliest subscribers =) This isn't surrendering, It's not nearly as bad as it was six months ago. what am doing is going about it a different way, since the way i was going before was not very effective.
  8. - Day 531 - Give peace to get peace. When it comes down to what been happening to me recently, I have not been going about it in the best way possible. Right now regarding possession, I have always demanded control whenever possible and i’ve gotten really worried when i didn’t had that control. I was at war with myself, and thus by treating this as a problem it became a problem. Really one of the big solutions is peace and respect for myself, being respectful to the ‘possessors’ and polite (as in not wrestling for control) actually carried me far very fast, in return i got re
  9. Am gonna keep it Short. Not sure if these are 'Unpopular', common sense for some i guess, But very important. train imposition and possession with care and respect. Don't pleasure yourself too much with tulpamancy. Tulpamancy should not be use as an escape.
  10. - Day 517 - Need to Free myself. I’ve been thinking for a while today. I was brainstorming and thinking back to my past and the person I was before. I think I know what i truly want now. I want My Freedom back. I want to feel Free again. I want to do what i want when i want, Without worrying about my own body and mind. Tulpas and all of this stuff, Has put such a burden on my mind. It made me feel trapped, I find possession to be quite suffocating now. We don’t relise how free we are until it’s taken away form us.
  11. - Day 515 - A bad Storm is coming. Hey guys i wanted to post another update. Am not very sure what am going to do with myself, things are changing, This is what’s really happening with myself right now. My mind has healed, But the problem is that only my mind as been healed. I never actually worked on regaining control of my own body. I just been focusing all my energy for the past six months on my own mental protection. Possession, I literally cannot override it. I can’t even get out of my own bed. I can think about moving all i want, it simply doesn’t happen. A entity, he
  12. Cigs, dxm, weed, alcohol was the common ones. um i also tried dph (horrible), and ecstasy. once or twice.
  13. To addon to what Linkzelda said, you can also go on #TulpaMagick or (even #Magick i think) on the IRC, the people on there is quite experienced with that kind of stuff. And am sure you can summon your tulpa when you astral project. But then again me and my host have no real experiece with that kind of stuff. he only astral projected three times and it only last a couple of seconds, and the last one turned into a dream, so yeah.
  14. Thank you for your approval NotAnonymous. Am not sure about writing about the "letting go" part, Because I honestly don't know enough about it. Only koomer can write about it since this is something that hosts do, But he can't really go in depth with the details. the information from us about "letting go" would be fussy and questionable, and i don't want that in the guide. For now, i don't feel like we are ready to write that part.
  15. Glad to see this guide helped you two, I hope you and Astra continue to make amazing progress! ya =), just need one more vote.
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