Eh... This is one of the reasons I'm thinking of making a tulpa. Like you, my 'daydream' world consists of characters from anime mostly, but with my own twists. The character that I'd say 'stuck' is very vaguely based of Blake Belladonna from RWBY. However, her name, history and personality are too different for them to be the same. This character has gone through many name changes and tweaks. When the 'subject' of my 'daydream' changes, she is always there, except with a different name and background. However, she always has black hair and amber eyes. You could say I started this when I was about 8. I just accepted it and moved on. She was originally based off some character from Sonic the Hedgehog I think. Yeah. Hummm... I do a similar thing. However, I don't think it's a tulpa, at least my character doesn't feel like one, but if I do create a tulpa, it will be 'her'. (She sometimes has a daemon, like me, however her's tends to be physical in her world.) About the fear thing... My character, Mikasa Aiko, isn't particularly dark or psychotic. However, she isn't that bright and sunny. I do get the feeling that I'm being watched by someone other than my daemon (Faunon and I are very separated), but it doesn't feel particularly sinister. To conclude, I don't hate her. I like her. I think we'd get along pretty well. When I was younger, I used to hope she was real -_-
Hello! I haven't created a tulpa yet, but I have been thinking about it. I am 14, but I'm not sure if I would be considered mature enough to create a consciousness and have it for my entire life. The only information that I can find seems to be very vague about the matter. I discussed this with my daemon, and he told me that I should think about it for a long while, and browse the internet to find out more. What do you think?