Lord Tourettes

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    Why hello there! I am Grace, the host of Lord Tourettes (LT for short). I have been working on him since June 2, 2015 (my 16th birthday!). LT is based off of a whimsical green stick figure from the YouTube series "Dick Figures." It's hilarious, and I would suggest checking it out if you haven't already. I based my tulpa off of that character because the personality and looks portrayed by him in that series is beyond perfect, and everything I would want in a companion.

    I've been interested in tulpamancy since 2014, and decided to actually create one. I'm interested in the human brain in general, especially when it comes to tulpamancy (obviously), lucid dreaming, dreaming in general, hypnosis, astral projection, fetishes, and phobias. That being said, I plan on becoming a psychologist.

    Well, that about sums me up. Happy forcing, everyone!
  1. Day 20 Okay, well so much for updating "everyday"! I also have a tulpa blog on Tumblr called its-tulpa-time, so I guess doing two separate progress reports wasn't exactly the best idea. BUT, I do have a few progress thingies with Lord Tourettes. 1. He changed our wonderland a little. I remember telling him that if he wants to add some things, he can. Well, he did! He added a fountain in one of the meadows, made the grass greener, changed the big wooden house into a cute little cottage, scattered more wild flowers and mushrooms, made the creek wider, put the tree we usually sit against on a hill, and added a trail into the forest with a pond + waterfall. In short, I REALLY REALLY ADMIRE HIS TASTES. It is very fitting, everything is. It's all woodsy and whimsical, the exact kind of traits and interests I was going for. So I'm very happy for that! 2. I'm getting better at receiving his thoughts, I think. I tried doing a question and answer thing with him, and as far as I can tell I didn't think up the thoughts on my own. They just came to me. Here are the results: Favorite color: Yellow Favorite animal: Peacock Favorite trait he has: Loving (this made me aww) Favorite shape: Octogon Favorite feature in wonderland: Fountain What his dream job is: Room inspector (umm what? I didn't even know it was a thing until I looked it up .0.) Favorite thing to do: Watch TV Least favorite thing to do: Sit around and do nothing So again! Not sure if it's his thoughts or mine, but as a tulpamancer should, I'm going to assume it was him. A lot of the responses actually sorta fitted him in a way. 3. His form deviated. And deviated for the better, I must say! It was a small change, but he gave himself some hands. Before, he just had little stubs for hands, like a stick figure normally does. But he has hands now, 3 fingers and a thumb on each. They look kinda like Mickey Mouse hands except they're not in glove form. I really admire them and it's hard to visualize him any other way now. 4. HIS FIRST AUDIBLE SOUND. Now, I'm not EXACTLY for sure on this one, but here is what happened. I was laying down in bed doing some visualizing. I started to slowly drift off until I heard an audible "Psst!" I was beyond shocked. I asked, "Lord Tourettes? Is that you?" But got no other response. So my question for this one is, do you think this was all because I was half asleep, or do you think it was really him? So yeah, that about sums it up for today. Happy forcing, everyone!
  2. Thank you for all the answers, guys! It helps. But about asking them if it was them, that's one of my problems. He can't talk yet, not only that but I wouldn't know if his answer was me or him since my thoughts can be so random and spontaneous. So, if it was them, it would be clear and obvious, right?
  3. Hello, everyone! I've decided to start a progress report for my tulpa, Lord Tourettes. We have been forcing since June 2 (my 16th birthday!). We haven't had too much progress, but hopefully we will soon. In case you were wondering, Lord Tourettes is a green stick figure with a hat from a YouTube series called "Dick Figures." I've decided to base my tulpa off of him because I admire the way he's always happy, optimistic, and whimsical. The way the character is portrayed in that show makes him seem like such an enjoyable person for me to be around, since I'm happy-go-lucky myself. As shown by his name, this character has Tourette's syndrome, but I will not be making my tulpa have Tourette's for obvious reasons. I'm still keeping the name Lord Tourettes anyway, and he can change it later on if he wants to. The traits I'm currently forcing to my tulpa are: Whimsical Happy Content Optimistic Caring Friendly Understanding Forgiving Trustworthy Compassionate Tenderhearted Sensitive Gentle Effeminate Energetic Adventurous Mischievous Silly Playful Curious Quirky Straight Affectionate Attached Cuddly As for his interests and details, here is what we're aiming at: Loves the little things Laughs easily Loves to laugh Loves cute stuff Loves life Loves springtime Loves Christmas Is a Christian Loves all living things Loves instruments Loves classical Loves the woodland Loves nature in general So yeah, that's what we're working on so far. If he deviates, that's perfectly fine with me. That's just our starting traits and interests. My goal is to force at least an hour a day. I'll try to update this daily, but there is no guarantee that I will. Happy forcing, everyone!
  4. That's adorable! My tulpa isn't all the way there yet, but once he's able to talk to me, I would definitely buy him physical things if he wants them.
  5. So, I've only been a tulpamancer for 17 days now, and I have a few questions about it. Sorry if these have already been asked, I could not find the answers I was looking for elsewhere. 1. How clear/obvious is it when your tulpa sends you a thought or mindvoice? Even before I started forcing, I've always had random thoughts that pop out of nowhere. It's like my brain randomly generates these things. So how can I really tell if it's my tulpa? I find it really hard and I feel that it will hold me back from hearing my tulpa. 2. Are head pressures a reliable way of communicating with your tulpa? I've noticed ever since I started forcing, I have been getting head pressures (which would never happen before). I feel like it's my tulpa trying to communicate with me, but what if it's just from concentrating so much? I have used head pressures as a tool to get answers, such as "Would you like me to tell so and so I said hi?" and get a head pressure for yes. Do you think it could really be him, or is it me just getting my hopes up? 3. Can tulpas automatically see through your eyes when they please, or do you have to use symbolism to allow that? For example, I used to have a TV for him to watch everything I saw, but I didn't exactly know if it was necessary or not. 4. When do I know I've enstilled all his personality traits, interests, etc. into my brain? Every single time I active force, I go over ALL his traits (which is a lot) and go into detail about them and how they affect him. I don't want to bore him though, because it is literally the same thing every time. When should I stop? 5. I'm a straight girl, but I want my tulpa to be a straight boy. Is that even possible considering we share the same brain?
  6. I experience the same things every time I think of Lord Tourettes, sometimes my eyes tear up a bit from pure bliss and a smile spreads across my face. I'm not saying for sure that it isn't your tulpa, but it's probably just you. You get happy when you think of your tulpa, it's an emotional response to something. But then again, if you're unsure, I would ask your tulpa about it just in case.
  7. This is completely normal. The tulpa comes from your brain and has access to all your thoughts and memories, so they're bound to know some of the the same things you do.
  8. Aww, your tulpa is very cute... :) And ah, I see. So wait, LT could always appear 2D to me, right? I kinda want him to stay 2D for some reason.
  9. It's not re-labeling or roleplaying imaginary friends. The reasoning is because unlike imaginary friends, tulpas can actually think on their own, talk on their own, and do things on their own will without you controlling them. It's like talking to and interacting with an everyday individual, only within your head. It's like two separate consciouses living in one physical body together. But I mean really, there is no way to prove it if you haven't experienced it yourself. It isn't anything you can prove or show to others.
  10. Sorry if the question is a bit basic, but I just want to know how many tulpas are of each. Mine is a 2D stick figure. Can't tell if it's easier to visualize that way or not. What do you all think?
  11. So, I was wondering if this ever happens to anyone else while forcing. I posted a thread yesterday about experiencing REM while laying down in my regular sleeping position, eyes closed, and forcing. Turns out I was wrong about it being REM. Earlier today, I sat up and actively forced, while I wasn't even tired, and the lights were on. After a couple minutes, the same exact thing happened. My body grew relaxed, my eyes began to flicker under my eyelids rapidly, and I would experience subtle twitches. I even felt a bit numb, and had lost some of my senses in my hands and arms. Since I obviously wasn't going to sleep, I knew that it wasn't REM. That's when I decided to try searching up hypnosis symptoms. Needless to say, I was shocked by the results. The common symptoms include eyes flickering, body becoming relaxed, body becoming numb, and subtle twitches. What really shocked me is that apparently, the "eye movement is also very common in individuals when they are hypnotized and asked to imagine certain visual things in their mind." Literally describes active forcing right there. I've been self-hypnotizing myself while forcing. I become so absorbed in the wonderland that I accidentally hypnotize myself. I had no idea it was THAT easy for me to become hypnotized. Has anyone else ever experienced this? Do you think it's bad while forcing? Could it hinder my progress? Or is it a good sign?
  12. Ah, great! Thank you! Sounds like a fun way of forcing.
  13. I have a lot of songs that remind me so much of how I want my tulpa's personality to be. Can just simply listening to these songs while focusing on how it's like their personality aid in development? I want to try it out, but I just want to make sure I'm not gonna be wasting my time. (I can't concentrate enough to talk and listen to music at the same time, so there wouldn't be any talking to him, just relating his personality with the music).
  14. Thank you for your response, it is indeed a very interesting subject. I just do simple prayers before bed so hopefully my prayers won't create a tulpa.
  15. Thank you for your response. I don't usually think of it as anything formal while talking to LT, the head bowing and stuff is more of a habit while speaking in my head. I've been working on LT since June 2, so maybe the fact that he's undeveloped is what's causing me confusion. And I know he has a seemingly powerful name, but trust me, I don't talk up to him like he's an actual lord. He's based off of the character Lord Tourettes from the YouTube series "Dick Figures," a very effeminate and whimsical green guy. Just look google him up, you'll see what I mean. xD