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  1. You're not much further ahead of me in terms of age. I'm 31. It was a little over 5 years ago that I first learned of tulpamancy and decided I wanted to try making one. So I guess I had more of a head start than you, but that still puts me just a bit past that fully developed point. I have at least 4 tulpas now, along with several other headmates who occasionally show up and are often very tulpa-like too. So, does age matter? Don't know, maybe it does a little bit, and maybe that's part of the reason why I feel like I still have so much left to learn, and why I sometimes fe
  2. Wonderland can be whatever you want it to be. And there's nothing wrong with it even changing depending on what you want at the particular time. For me, sometimes it's a cozy cavern lair, sometimes it's the top of the ancient tower from the Monster Hunter series, sometimes it's just a projection of my own bedroom, and sometimes it's even just a vast empty room. Just go with whatever feels right, and you can always add on to it or change it later.
  3. While I can see how it would be useful, i.e. being able to work on crafts, play video games, or just in general do RL stuff together, I don't think any of us would want it. Mostly because none of my tulpas are human, and the things we most enjoy doing are things that would either be extremely awkward or outright impossible given a human body. So yeah, as nice as a physical body would be, none of us think it's worth being forced to be human, though Varlan jokingly said that he might be a little more open to it if he was able to just constantly wear the fursuit I have based on him.
  4. Sounds like it could be some sort of Victorian uniform. Maybe a hussar, officer, or guard.
  5. I voted "My Tulpa doesn't wear clothes." because most of my headmates don't. None of them are human though, so lack of clothes is normal for them. There is just one who does where clothes on a regular basis though, but he occasionally goes without clothes too. He's an avali (basically an alien raptor), and most of the time he wears a set of red and brown wraps, but he also sometimes wears a sci-fi starship captain's uniform. Then there was just one time when he wore some skimpy pink and purple wraps just to be sexy silly. So yeah, in his case there's a little bit of change sometimes
  6. So, I was just wondering if there's a term for this particular type of entity... I've always considered him to be a representation of myself. Basically my persona/avatar/alter-ego/whatever you want to call it. I oftentimes take his form when in wonderland, and my tulpas almost always call me by his name instead of my own, even if I'm not using his form. However, he also occasionally splits off from me and becomes tulpa-like, i.e. becoming an independent entity separate from me. He doesn't really feel like a tulpa per-se. All my other tulpas feel more separated from myself and are cle
  7. I've been trying to get better at visual imposition myself. Right now, I'm able to just barely make out ghostly silhouettes of my tulpas in the real world, ranging in clarity from a slight shadow in their shape, to something comparable to that wiggly distortion that sometimes happens in extreme heat. As for other senses, my strongest would probably be... not really sure what to call it exactly. It's not really touch, it's rare that I actually feel a sense of touch from them, and it's faint when I do. But when they're pushing against me in some way, or leaning on me, laying on top of me
  8. I can only really think of one instance where it seemed to come from nowhere, but even then it felt like there was an underlying reason. Varlan is one of my tulpas who wasn't entirely intentional. He began as my character in a video game (Starbound), and then later a roleplay character, and he eventually ended up developing sentience seemingly all on his own. So he had quite a bit of backstory behind him already, and we still treat a lot of it as real. So, getting back on topic, Yes, there was a time that he suddenly got depressed for a few days, and we determined that it was becau
  9. I can think of a few specific noteworthy moments that were rather helpful. First was when I was on the verge of a panic attack, and Zyr reached into my chest and massaged my heart, nearly instantly slowing it back down to normal levels and calming me back down. Second (and this has actually happened more than once now). I'd be having a particularly disturbing intrusive thought, and he'd simply reach straight through my skull, rip the thought right out of my brain and burn it in front of me. The thought usually still lingers for a bit longer, but just the badassery of the act more t
  10. Yyyyep. That's totally something that would happen too. XD
  11. Nope. I've told a few friends about my tulpas before, more specifically several internet friends and my best "real world" friend. And I was pretty sure ahead of time that they'd be cool with it because we already all have some other interests and characteristics in common that would be considered strange by the "stereotypical normal person". But as for my mother (my father passed away when I was a kid, so she's my only parent). Well, it could go in one of two ways... 1. She'd see it as some kind of mental illness, or better yet something anti-biblical, and would try to force me to s
  12. My advice: Be open with your tulpa about these feelings. Let them know of your worries, and what you think further developing might entail for them. Let them help you decide what to do. They'll understand, just trust that they will. After all, they literally live inside your mind, there's no way that they wouldn't be able to understand. You just have to be open with them.
  13. Well, I'd say that getting my first tulpa made a butterfly effect itself. Zyr has been my only intentionally created tulpa so far, but it wasn't long after he first appeared that a bunch of old roleplay characters of mine, and even a few game characters suddenly started springing to life too, and now I've got 3 tulpas who are with me almost constantly, and several more tulpa-like entities who come and go occasionally, but one of whom feels like they're right on the edge of becoming another full fledged tulpa too. And I feel like I've gained more control over my mental state in general,
  14. So there's two that come to mind... For the first... The backstory is that I'd been playing around with that "Surprise Me" trick described in one of the tips and tricks here (pretty much just that if you tell your tulpa to surprise you, they almost always will). Zyr was starting to get a little bit annoyed by me always asking him to surprise me, so then one day while I was driving home from somewhere, he just all of a sudden without any warning twisted my nipple and said "Surprise!" As for the second, well, a friend of mine who also knows about Zyr and my other tulpas had been tel
  15. Has anyone already mentioned Tokoyami and Dark Shadow from My Hero Academia? Yes, Dark Shadow is actually tangible, visible to others, and able to affect the world around him, but those traits could possibly be attributed to Tokoyami's quirk, not Dark Shadow himself. There's certainly plenty of weirder quirks in that show, so being able to give physical form to tulpas most certainly would be plausible within that world. And those physical traits aside, Dark Shadow strikes me as being pretty tulpa-like. He IS after all basically a spirit partner sharing body and mind with his host whi
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