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  1. Is there a specific way to make sure I'm speaking to my tulpa with my mind voice and not just thinking to myself? You say she'll "hear me", but how do I know she's listening? I'd also like to know if you think visualization is beneficial during narration.
  2. Well, I'm in university so, sure, I spent my whole days learning stuff. It's basically my job, but that doesn't mean Hikari has to be interested in the same stuff.
  3. I would love for Hikari to learn stuff for herself and maybe teach me later. That would feel much more fun than trying to learn stuff by myself, and that includes more than just languages. I've read about tulpae learning how to play instruments or other various things. That would open up many possibilities.
  4. So, I'm from Quebec and we speak french there, but most of the stuff I do online (shows I watch, games I play, even those forums) all of it is in english and sometimes, even I find myself narrating in english. So my question is: Would such an exposure to both french and english make Hikari bilingual?
  5. Hey, thanks for the heads-up! I'm already into passive forcing a lot but knowing that it's still pretty efficient gives me more confidence. Thanks!
  6. Ok, so I'm not proud of it, but I started creating my tulpa at the beginning of a university term and I was really motivated and all, but I just didn't expect to be so overwhelmed with homework and such (plus I had internship during this term.) As a result, I had very little time to focus on forcing and had to wait till hollidays to catch up with Hikari. I made sure to explain to her why I had to do that, but I'm still a bit worried about how it could've affected her negatively. Your thoughts? I forced a lot with her during the hollidays and so far, evereything seems to be doing ok. I'm expecting a less tedious term this time around with no internship, so I'll make sure to keep forcing as much as I can. As for her developement, we currently are at the point where I'll sense her presence strongly through head pressures and I can also catch a few yes or no pressures. So from what I can tell, there doesn't seem to be any negative effects, but I'd like your opinion on the subject. Plus, if you could give me some tips as to how to cope with forcing while at university, it could help a lot.
  7. I like to switch it up sometimes when visualizing considering we are still at the early stages of her developement, but I think different clothes (depending on the context too) help me visualize her general shape better.
  8. I'm not familiar with ASMR, but I was wondering the other day how an MRI would look during switching compared to normal... That could almost be kind of a scientific proof of tulpae existance.
  9. That's just like me. However, I don't consider myself a very perceptive person, and I have trouble getting a left/right pressure answer to a yes or no question. The pressure difference feels too subtle. But I'm not very emotive either, so when I'll feel an overwhelming alien emotion, I'll definitely know it's coming from Hikari.
  10. I'm currently on my second week since I started the process and I'm starting to feel pressure on the side of my head pretty often. Not exactly as if she was answering questions or anything, just pressure on both sides. I never felt anything like this before so I feel pretty confident it might be my tulpa's presence. How was it for you?
  11. Funnily enough, I always tend to visualize Hikari about a foot too short when forcing and I constantly have to "stretch" her to her normal size. At this early point, I doubt she's doing it intentionally, but when she's sentient, she can be the size she wants, I'll be alright with it. My brain just likes to glitch sometimes when I force, lol!
  12. Lol! Don't be afraid, I was joking when I asked about the danger. Muscle memory most likely gets the job done.
  13. I'm guessing they can draw the knowledge they need from your memory or something?
  14. How long did it take to reach that step? I'm curious since I'm pretty much doing the same with Hikari. I went through form and I gave her a bit of a guideline for her personality, but I'm giving her the freedom to decide for herself and change into what she'd rather be. I'm curious about how it will turn out, but I'm sure I'll be pleased either way. Anyway, if you tulpa comments about your hair, it's probably because she cares that you always look your best. And about getting jealous when you walk your dog, well, maybe she'd like to go out for a walk as well, don't you think? That's just my impression though, I might be wrong. Just make sure you give her enough attention and care. She's a different person with her own personality after all. She can't be perfect either.