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  1. Not going to update thread anymore, not giving up on Amber, just dedicating more time. If possible would like account termination (Or at least the ability to delete previous posts). I would only return if significant amount of progress is made, for example when Amber is imposed and "finished" so to speak. Returning would probably be done under another account when I can actually contribute to the forums.
  2. These threads have some good "activities" and whatnot: I usually just ask Amber what she wants to do. It usually ends up either being writing music or sparring.
  3. Good to see you and Koomer and still reading our updates! It's nice to know, someone's watching her grow with me. Today progress has boosted even more. She's been able to grab my attention when I start to fade off into other thoughts. Her possesion has also increased a little bit as well. I tried focusing on my left hand while she touched various parts of my face with my right hand. We even worked on form a little more and we've gotten her form to stick to a good "scale" so to speak (not too big, not too small.) So that made visualizing a hell of a lot easier. I meditated for awhile inbetween sessions and I also worked a little bit on imposition. In the dark I was able to faintly imagine a pair of her eyes in the darkness. Unfortunately they weren't there for long and were only sort-of what they were supposed to look like. They did however react to her facial expressions which a cool bonus. Basically she's even more so cemented in my head.
  4. Looks like you got a lot of participants! Any idea on when things will get started? When I told Amber what this was about she seemed really into the idea of it. She's looking forward to these weekly assignments already.
  5. I actually just switched over to gmail for my tulpa to use instead, sorry for any troubles!
  6. I've been spending more and more time with Amber, and things are back to normal and then some. I've been spending more time visualizing with her and her form is coming in more clearly. We've also both decided on a voice for her, so for our next goal, it's to basically work on mental image and mind voice.
  7. I'm trying to dedicate more time with my tulpa Amber, but we've both agreed that the wonderland get boring fairly quick. This lead to a decline in progress and eventually a complete stop. I'm looking for ideas on what to do and the don't have to be wonderland based. What are some games/activities/hobbies/etc, that you do with your tulpae?
  8. Progress has stopped completely. I will update when I continue. Amber is still there, in small increments we spend time, but she is not completely gone. I WILL complete her. Most progress and communication as of late has been during DMT trips. I managed to get to my wonderland whilst tripping balls and we talked. She enjoys re-decorating the wonderland and has been reading through my memories for the past week. I will get her back into my routine.
  9. HNNNG. The past week, I have been making shit progress. I haven't forced more than 30 minutes a day and narration has been at a minimum. My depression has gotten so bad that I go straight to bed after I get home form classes, only getting up to eat or check e-mail. I have fallen into a rut. I am going to the doc's tomorrow to get some anti-dep perscripts. Hopefully then I can find the motivation to spend extra extra time on Amber. If only we lived in a world where tuppers could constantly flood the brain with happiness. Bleh.
  10. UPDATE: I will update less often. The frequency of interesting shtuff has slowed down. I will update as cool shit happens. So inbetween updates, this is also an "Ask Amber/Swiss" thread. Go fer it.
  11. "Everything's fine, I feel like progress has been slow though. The wonderland get's pretty boring. Tell Swiss he needs to work harder." I agree with her on the boring wonderland part, forcing is starting to seem like a chore. Any tips? And as for the working harder part... I'm doing my best.
  12. Been super busy the past few days. Going to go force for the rest of the night then try and draw another picture. Feel free to post questions and what not by the way readers, Amber feels as if she's ready to communicate to the community. Sooooo have at it. I'll be proxy-ing for her until further notice.
  13. Hopefully! I'll keep trekking along. Things are starting to get boring just working on voice... 10/9/12 +30 Boring session, not much happened. We just worked on voice a ton. She tried possesing my arms again. She was able to touch my nose and that's pretty much it. Pretty sub-par day.