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  1. Ive been working on Aristotle for a little over a week and at first things seemed to be going great. During our forcing sessions I got strong emotions and head aches. Now that the initial few forcing sessions are through my sessions seem repetitive and unproductive. Basically what I do is imagine Aristotle in my wonderland and me with him. I narrate to him and puppet him to do different things. I try to get him to send me thoughts but either he can't yet or I can't pick them up. The emotions and headaches are getting weaker and the overall sense of progress and excitement is not there. Do I just need to tough it out or am I doing something wrong? The only thing I care about at the moment is obtaining sentience and being able to talk to him but I really don't know how to go about it.
  2. Hey all, Twi had an idea today that I thought I should share with everyone here. We were thinking it'd be an interesting idea to get tulpae and humans randomly assigned with eachother to act as pen-pals to eachother. This is something that would help build sentience and such. You can get a free email address with 128MB of storage at lavabit.com; Twi and I both have one. Leave a reply with the username part of your email address (everything before the @) and I'll place everyone in a hat in a week and email out assignments. I have no idea where this would end up, let's find out. EDIT: I have made #tulpa.penpals on Rizon, talk about stuff there I guess
  3. So, when I started TulpaForcing I did it heavily. I did it for about 20 minutes at a time refining my visualization, and took 3-4 minute break inbetween them. I have read in the forums repeatedly that light headaches are good signs, but I doubted the intensity. So, after about 6 hours of this Tulpaforcing (On the first day) I was finished with visualization. My Tulpa is a cat, so it does take as much perfection to create. Then I started narration. I couldn't do this for such long times due to lack of things to say, so I decided to visualize with my eyes open while narrating my surroundings, during which time I swore I heard it speak. I did this for about 7 hours, then I took a break of about an hour. I told my Tulpa that I would try some new techniques I found on the forums, and said it would help him start to be sentient faster. About 3 minutes after beginning this I got a MASSIVE headache and needed to stop, mainly because I could hardly think, much less TulpaForce. After I stopped I got a nosebleed (first in my life) for NO APPERENT REASON. I was bleeding buckets. Finally it stopped when I told my Tulpa that I couldn't TulpaForce for a while because of the headache and nosebleed. Are these things my Tulpa, or just coincidance?
  4. Hello everybody :) This is my first thread on this forum, and I apologize for my english, it is bad as hell. So I am now at Day 12, and my tulpa ( Jack ) alredy spoked 2 times, but not speaking yet ( I know, 12 days and he spoked 2 times? I was suprised, but it may be because 5 months ago, I was tulpaforcing about 2 weeks, but I droped it ), and it is hard for me to feel his presence. I am talking to him everyday about random things and stuff, asking questions, but I cant feel anything from him ( actually once I felt something, but only once ). So my Question is : How can I make him more sentience? I readed lot of guides, but I dont find them that helpfull for me regarding sentience. So should I work more on personality? ( 5 days of personality alredy, and Im repeating same thing and the whole process over and over again ). Or should I more narate to him? Im not sure at this point what is better for make him more sentience. Thank you in advance and again Im sorry for my english.
  5. So I have been working on a tulpa, and I have been getting vauge "yes or no" answers from her, but I feel as though something is not right. It feels like she is trying to say more but can't. Any advice would be great.
  6. I probably wouldn't have asked this, but I can't seem to find answers virtually anywhere, so here I am. The other day, completely out of the blue (I was not thinking of her), Colgate asked me "Who are you texting?", to which I sub-consciously replied "my friend Justin." I paused for a moment, as I realised "Oh my god, that was Colgate!". It was the first time I had ever not asked whether or not it was actually her, and not me parroting, and was completely sure of her sentience. Well, to keep it simple, things have changed. Now, we've returned to the point at which focus on her is necessary, and I'm once more questioning as to whether or not I'm parroting, because it feels as if I'm making replies a split second before I actually here them. I want to say the solution is simply to remove all doubt, and just carry on, yet I can't help but to question the nature of this whole fiasco. Has this ever happened to any of you? And if so, how did you go about continuing? Any help would be appreciated, thanks in advance.
  7. I pass along positive suggestions/stories from the forum to keep my emergent Tulpa informed during some narrations, and it occurred to me that the best advice i could give her would be directly from one Tulpa to another. Since a few Tulpa answered my last question, I thought I might give this another shot. Some wisdom from someone that knows EXACTLY the spot she is in; pre-communication, with a few clues here and there. So, to all those with fully developed (sentient/full communication in SOME way) Tulpa out there, what sage advice do your Tulpa have that us novice crafters can pass along to our little prototulpa? Something that may help them understand or better cope with their current situation until such time as they bob to the surface? Especially the early stages, which some have stated can be a bit scary/overwhelming for them.
  8. why would having a servitor be that bad ? how many of you have servitors ? does you tulpa comply to mostly all your memry restoration , help in studying demands ? i mean if you just want your brain to automise tasks without troubling a sentient being (tulpa ) it's the best way . PS (to anyone who reads this please link in any content,thread,blog about servitors please )
  9. After spending an unknown amount of time forcing with Keaa, I think she's showing some signs of sentiance. Though this took much less time than I expected, I'm making sure not to doubt the possibility of sentiance. I have a problem though. Even after I tried using King of the Valdenrich's Prism(and beard), I'm still unsure whether or not I'm puppeting. Either I'm not focusing correctly and end up puppeting, or she's sentiant. I keep getting the image of her taking it off, but it is always done exactly how I expected it too. I'm thinking that this is probably from reading progress reports where tulpae became sentiant. Has anybody else been unsure like this? And if so, how did You resolve it? Thanks in advance.
  10. So I'm only a few collective hours into tulpaforcing. My best opportunity is during my gym class in which we are literally allowed to do whatever the hell we want, so I go outside and walk in the forest next to our school; everybody else is a puss apparently and doesn't like outdoors, guaranteeing me a good 35-40 minutes of alone time with Sophie. As I narrate aloud to her, I've been getting the usual 'headache sensations' and whatnot, but I've been wondering... Since I'm subscribed to the belief that a tulpa is sentient from the get-go, just how much of my tulpa should I create myself, and how much should I leave for her to fill in the gaps? I suppose what I'm really asking is: Since she's most likely already sentient, is it a bad idea for me to create every aspect of "her" when she may already have her own identity that clashes with my idea of her identity? To anyone with a sentient and vocal tulpa, I know that some tulpae have recalled up to the very beginning of creation process, but did that include having their "identity" from the very beginning?
  11. Okay, so here´s the deal. Until recently i only spend 20 hours forcing, but then i suddenly got a guilt trip after she suddenly talked to me "for the first time" (Read: first time i knew that it was her for sure 100% no doubt) So, being the unemployed scrub that Iam i decided to neglect jobhunting in order to go full hermit and dedicate all my time to her, and since then i´ve forced around another 30 hours (In these past days) My issue is, i woke up yesterday and as usual i said good morning to her, and for the first time since she talked to me that day, she responded and ever since then she has literary not stopped talking. The issue isn´t that i don´t want her to talk, quite the opposite actually, i love when people talk almost "too much", i love listening to people and learning about them, but i have no ****ing idea when it´s actually her talking, as it is PRETTY MUCH CONSTANT. It´s short sentences (Read: maximum of 5 words) and there´s plenty of times when i can pick out her voice/energy/whatever you want to call it in it, but other times it´s just too weak for me to be certain. TL;DR aka my question: Should i just allow her to talk and hope that she won´t get pissed if i take something my subconsciousness says as what says, or what? I feel like i´m going to develop a parroting phobia if i can´t ask her about something and expect an answer i won´t have to doubt. Inb4 ask her ↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑↑
  12. I'm about 18 or 20 hours into my tulpa (I don't keep count) and I think I'm getting some signs of sentience. I started getting responses at just 15 hours or maybe even earlier. What I don't know, though, is if I'm hearing myself or my tulpa. For example, I'll visualize her, say "hello" and she'll reply back, but I don't know if this is me fooling myself into responding. I don't think I'm parroting, but it doesn't really feel "alien" exactly, it feels sort of like I was expecting her reply, or that the question was tailored so she could only answer with what I expected her to say. I asked her what her favorite food was, and she said ice cream, though that's the only food she knows so far (because I narrated to her that she likes ice cream.) She does not talk to me unless I initiate conversation and focus on her, and it's hard to hear her unless there's complete silence around me or very little disturbances. When I talk to her, I can "hear" her through my right ear only, and when I'm finished talking to her, I usually get a weird "headache" in that same ear, too. tl;dr: I don't know if my tulpa is talking or if I'm subtly fooling myself, is this "normal"? I know nothing is "normal" with tulpae, but I'm wondering if other people who are farther ahead of me had similar experiences.
  13. We've gone through personality and I wanted to leave the rest up to her and we're now beginning the visualisation stage, but first I want to get the concept down to help me for when I start creating her form in my mind's eye. However, I have no idea if she's sentient or not. I treat her as if she is, and if I get thoughts come into my head that I suspect could be her, I tend to take the ''if you said that, then _________'' approach, but I don't actually know how to recognise it if I am being talked to. When it comes to thinking about her throughout the day I haven't been doing very well since the start. I'd mainly leave that kind of thing until forcing sessions but now and then comment on things during the day in my mind, while directing at it her. But that's the thing; it's just titchy comments and no real conversation. I don't really know what else to say. As of earlier today I've been reminded of something I used to do when I was more devoted to lucid dreaming and I've done a lot better with just keeping part of my awareness focused on her... but like I said, narration is still terribly lacking and I'm clueless on how to fix it. tl;dr: 1. How do I know if my Tulpa is talking to me/sentient? 2. I'm terrible when it comes to talking to her because I don't know what to say. How do I get around this? EDIT: It's been about 11 hours or something but I don't really count anymore.
  14. I think most of us have read from FAQman's and from others that sentience doesn't come early that it comes in after 25+ hours and if our tulpa ever does anything before that, that they are not sentient and instead it is puppeting. This is supported by the tulpa not moving after that for a while, so of course it can't be sign of sentience, because it would move more if it was truly sentient. Some of us even heard a voice in our head once or twice before this 25 hours milestone, but we dismissed it, because if the tulpa isn't sentient, then how can it talk? But how come are there others who had their tulpa's sentient much faster even if FAQman states it isn't possible? The truth is, that your tulpa was sentient when it first tried to show you that it is sentient e.g. by moving or talking ... (or it was probably sentient even before that) and you dismissed your tulpa just because someone told you it isn't possible for tulpae to be sentient so early. Then your tulpa decided to not do anything, because it thinks that if it won't move, then you won't be so paranoid about it being puppeting even though you consciously know that you yourself haven't puppeted. This as I already said will make you think even more that it must have been only puppeting and not sign of sentience. Once in a while your tulpa will try to see if you aren't so paranoid anymore and will move or do something, but it will probably result in in the same thing as the previous attempts did. Then after that your tulpa will either wait until around the estimated hour mark to prove they are able to do what they were able to do many hours of forcing and real life days ago or get fed up with you and won't tolerate this anymore and might hurt you because of how much you don't believe in it. This will continue on (in a cycle) as long as you believe they can't have certain feature/ability before certain amount of time spent with them like with mindvoice, imposition and etc. This post is mainly aimed at newcommers. But I also wanted to state and discuss that what we thought earlier about how long tulpa development takes doesn't seem to be valid anymore, because there are many people with "fast" tulpae, and that the unexplained early responses, mindvoice and possible other "early" stuff, that we only experienced once or twice and then they didn't manifest anymore, might be easily explainable by the tulpa actually having them, but us not believing they could have so early, thus suppressing our ability to notice they actually have them.
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